MaMa Alma Eaker Its been 9 months and 2 days since you have been gone who would ever thought I would have ever made it this far. I miss you dearly all I can do is go to the cemetary and set and talk to you. You were my best friend my mom or who I considered my mom. I miss you so much I try to remind myself your not suffering no more but that is so hard to do. I know your with papa the love of your life. And at times I can see ya standing over me while Im in bed telling me everythings gonna be allright because ya are watching over me. I know in my heart you and papa are mine and the kids Angels. Sometimes I can feel you in the room and its like your right here with me. Me and the kids miss you so much I wish cancer would of never took your life. Im trying to tell myself your not suffering anymore. Your last words to me that day when I was heading to work was Im tired and your head hurt you were holding your head and told me your head hurt so bad. I think everyday why didnt I stay there with you.Maybe I could of done something. But deep down in side I know it was to late. We Love you with all are heart. Me and the kids miss you dearly.Know one will ever be able to take your place. You allways new the right things to say when there was bad times. Or new what to do to make life so much better. I wish more and more every day you were here. Im trying my best to raise your grandbabies the way you would want me to.Ive made them my life just like they were your life to. I love you MaMa (MOM)I promise you one thing I will never forget you. You were my best friend for 30 years I just wish we had more years together. But in my heart we do. Ill never forget the memories we shared. I look at your pictures every day. That 30 years was the best years of my life. I feel deep down in my heart you and papa are reading this now. I miss ya so much If you are youll no what this means. I finally figured out what you were trying to tell me all these years. And that was that no mater what you were here. Now in my heart you are? I just wish you were here because I feel so alone with out you. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FOREVER AND ALLWAYS! Cindy (Newman) Noel, Letishia Alice Gatlin, Crystal Dawn Gatlin And Hunter Trey Noel WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH! WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU!~~~~~ MaMa Alma Leona Eaker Born May 29 1927 Caruthersville Missouri US Passed Away July 11 2002 Paragould Arkansas US Cemetery Greene County Memorial Gardens Arkansas US Memorial Gardens