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Happy New Year Grant!!!! I couldn't bring myself to send a message on Christmas day. This has not gotten any easier with time, and I don't think it ever will. I could really use you right now. There is so much happening right now and I need you to help me figure it out. At least I know that all this cold and snow won't be bothering you anymore, for I know that you are in a beautiful place. Can you please say hi to everyone for me. I miss you and would love nothing more than to have you here with me. I guess I'll just have to wait until God is ready for me. Until then baby, know that I love you with all my heart and miss you so much. Much love alwayz, Mom Debbie Tull   tullda57@yahoo.com Saint Peters, Mo. USA - Tue Dec 31 19:48:00 2002

Hey Courtney, well I just wanted wish you a Merry Christmas and Happy New year. I just got my driver's liscense so I'm so happy about that. Tell every1 hi for me and that I love them. Ashley Texas USA - Mon Dec 30 20:45:17 2002

Maw, it's Christmas Eve and it's hard because you are not here. I still think about you all the time. But I know you are up above with papa and watching over us. I love you so much! Krystal   www.pinkiepoo55@yahoo.com Cecilia, LA USA - Tue Dec 24 09:30:42 2002

hey uncle Josh! whats up? nothing here. hey guess what? its almost christmas!!!! that means i have to spend my 2nd year without you. not a day goes by that i dont think of you. you was the greatest uncle anybody could have had!! im now 13 and it seems as i get older it gets to me more that your gone. i was 12 when you was taken away from us due to a motor cycle accident. and Derek he is now 15 gonna be 16 soon. and Hanna is now 7. we are all getting so big! Hanna seems like she knows exactly what happened.most people think at the age of 6 or 7 that dont understand but Hanna does understand. she tells me all the time that she sees you in heaven having the time of your life just like you would if you was still with us. we all miss your great smile!! well hey i got to get going i will be back in a little bit ill talk to you later. i love you soooo much i miss you! love your neice,Catrina Catrina   hot_chick_47648@yahoo.com Fort Branch, IN. USA - Sat Dec 21 06:29:57 2002

. the time passes, but it dosent heal. Its only by letting go the thought we can walk the path. sublime   asublime@hotmail.com beirut, lebanon - Fri Dec 20 03:26:55 2002

Hey Grant! It's getting to be your favorite time of year again, and I'm lost all over again. Today though, I took Denise to get her license. Can you believe she's now 16? It broke my heart when she drove off by herself to get dinner for herself, Patti and Jackie. I want to thank you for watching over her while she took her test today and when she was on the road with the girls. I put a teddy bear with a Santa hat on your box and placed your box by the tree as I will do every year. I made you a promise to get presents for an under privledged child in your name and Patti and I did that last week. We went out and purchased something for both boy & girl and donated them. It made me feel good that we did this. You are missed everyday, but there is never a time when you aren't mentioned in conversations. We all love and miss you. I'll take you to church midnight mass with me. Take care and I hope you have made new friends in your new home and gotten together with some old friends. I will love you always. Mom Debbie Tull   tullda57@yahoo.com St. Peters, Mo. USA - Wed Dec 18 21:39:23 2002

Sara's Mom: I already realize that nobody will miss my girl-baby like I do, like her brother does. I will cry every day...I am glad I cry every day...I miss my girl. People ask me what Sara would want me to be doing? She would want me to take good care of her brother, David. This I know. Other than that, Sara would want me to be with her. She told me when she was in the 5th grade...that if she died...I would have to die with her. She would want her mom. I know her friends will move on with their lives. Grow older, wiser.....more chiselled in their appearance. Sara will always be...always be just 15. Yet she was already an "old soul". Seeing only the good in people....choosing to see the good....knowing the bad was there. I can't stop crying, I miss her and the word "miss" is trite. My girl baby. I miss Jenny. Love, Sara's Mom Deborah Klekamp   fastfwrd@newnorth.net Rhinelander, Wisconsin USA - Mon Dec 16 22:49:32 2002

Matt, I just wanted to write you and tell you how much you are missed. I don't understand how someone so perfect could ever die. I don't understand why you did this, but you did. I love you and can't wait to see you again someday. Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com Chelmsford, MA USA - Sat Dec 14 19:08:36 2002

Ashley,the holidays are here once again,and they are just too painful without you.We decorated the tree in purple,in memory of you.I know you are always with us in our hearts.Chas and Cherish miss you so much also.Its just never going to be the same again.I know there will be a glorious celebration in heaven for Jesus Birthday,and to think you will be a part of it.I can only imagine.We will be thinking of you on Christmas,and always.Merry Christmas,my SWEET ANGEL,we all love you so much, Mommy RITA   rljackson39@yahoo.com Pierceton, Indiana USA - Fri Dec 13 21:35:28 2002

In memory of: amber_nz Aint it strange how this internet affects people in different ways, we all come on here to relax and have fun, we speak to people far and wide, and we never meet the people from the other side of the world that we speak to every day/week, but when something happens to them, they always leave a hole in your heart. Rest in peace amber - you'll be missed by everyone that knew you. Alio Wales U.K. - Thu Dec 5 07:24:52 2002

Hey Amber Nz Just To Let You Were The Most Funniest Person I Got To Know On PalTalk You Will Be Sadley Missed By Everyone That You Touched And The Lives And Joy That you Bring. Rest In Peace And God Bless.. Antony ( Big Ants )   antonycharman@hotmail.com Colchester, Essex United Kingdom - Thu Dec 5 07:20:17 2002

To My Precious Horse Charlie....you were not with us for long, but you touched all of our hearts. Its amazing how you helped me get over my fear of horses. You will forever live in my heart. I love you Charlie Horse! Muahhhhh !!!! Erica Lenker Indiana USA - Wed Dec 4 19:11:03 2002

Amber_nz I don't know what to say I guess just like everyone else we are all in shock...amber you will be sadly miss by all those who's lives you touched...arohanui codi b or that hori Aotearoa - Wed Dec 4 17:12:47 2002

Amber_NZ Your bright smiling fun self will be missed greatly, but we know you are forever shining brightly above us all. PixiePrincess USA - Wed Dec 4 15:43:37 2002

Amber_NZ Your bright smiling fun self will be missed greatly, but we know you are forever shining brightly above us all. PixiePrincess USA - Wed Dec 4 15:43:02 2002

I am not really one for this sort of thing for we all grieve in different ways, but Amber, you will be greatly remembered for everything. MISS YA HEAPS!!! Silver Rings Aotearoa - Wed Dec 4 14:08:22 2002

Amber_nz ... always remebered as being full of fun and bubbly you will be missed bless u and all your loved ones buffy buffy the vampire slayer USA - Wed Dec 4 13:24:40 2002

amber_nz I didnt know you that well, but I know you will be sadly missed Rest in peace caroline Caroline_alias_caca74 UK - Wed Dec 4 13:02:33 2002

brown cocker spanial put to sleep due to conjestive heart failure. he was a very loyal and beloved dog..he will be missed dearly by friends and family.we love you buddy and we all will never forget you frances   altoplaya04@yahoo.com erie, pa USA - Sun Nov 24 00:44:28 2002

Randy i did remember your 42nd birthday on November 18, 2002 i put fall flowers on your grave and also on Jacob Packs and Mary Ann Zeigler's graves as well. Mary Ann attended St. Mary's School in Temple with me. Janet USA - Sat Nov 23 20:11:13 2002

Hey Randy Thanksgiving is almost here again. Mom said to me the other day the holidays are not the same since you died. Janet Carpenter   j_carpenter76501@yahoo.com Temple , Texas USA - Sat Nov 23 20:05:21 2002

Grammy, Christmas is coming up soon, and it's going to be hard without you there for the first time since I can remember. The whole family is going to be together, which is really hard because of me and Courtney. I'm sure you know what is going on and I just don't want to be around her. Mom tells me that I have to be nice and whatever, because the family needs to be together at this time in our lives. I miss you so much and have been thinking about you more than anything lately. I Love you Gram!!! Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com Chelmsford, Ma USA - Sat Nov 23 20:02:49 2002

Matt, I just want to tell you that I miss you so much! Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com Chelmsford, Mass USA - Sat Nov 23 20:00:30 2002

Dear Great Grandma, You kept our family together, adn now that your gone everything has gone down hill. We miss you so much and it is not the same without you believe me. I hope that you're happy where you are and I hope the best for you where every you are. Love you always your great grandaughter Megan Megan Ontario Canada - Fri Nov 22 15:24:35 2002

THank You for letting me right a memory and pray for this family Tycilla Smith Tahlequah, OK USA - Wed Nov 20 13:25:24 2002

Dearest Mattie, Too many years have gone by and we still miss you terribly. I see since my last visit that someone else misses you also. I pray that Megs is happy and having a good life. I am happy that others remember you with such love as your family does. You are irreplacable! Love, Auntie Sharon Aunt Sharon   librarycurrents@austintx.com Austin, Texas USA - Tue Nov 19 19:20:29 2002

I wish to say a few words to the people that I have lost in my life... MawMa Partin (laid to reast 1996), I love you and miss you lots. I know you came to visit me when I was layed in bed with my back injury and I know you held mom's hand when she had her cancer surgery. Thank you for all you showed me growing up, I know you understood me. Say hi to Howard and Pastor Alan for me! I love you always. Grandpa Lebre "Papa Dick" (laid to rest 1982) I was only 5 when you died, but in my 5 years you showed me what having a Grandpa was all about. I miss you and hope you are in Heaven! Addie and Les (both laid to rest 1992) I know God took you together since He knew you both were going to be "together 4-ever". You both were too young to die, but God has a plan and reason for everything. Addie I know you are "HIS DAUGHTER NOW". Destiny Faith Meacham (3 months old)- sweet baby, you were wise beyond your little age. God sent you to us for a short time and called you back cause He needed another ANGEL! I know your parents love and miss you terribly. Going to your funeral was the hardest thing I have ever done-I think of you often. Take care of your little brother Benjamin. Love, Auntie Rana Uncle Charlie (laid to rest 2000) You were a jollie old soul. You had such a will to live. We all love you and miss you! You surpassed anyones prediction-with Downsyndrome- you lived to be well over 60, that is a miracle in itself. Watch over Pappy! Love you! To all of you who have lost loved ones. GOD BLESS! Miranda   mirandar@cs.com Florida USA - Sun Nov 17 18:38:03 2002

Mommy (veronica), Hi. It's been forever since I've written. It's been now 8 years since you've passed away and Samantha misses you so much. I still wish I could've met you, but somehow I feel that I have met you. Today is a hard day for sam, but she's trying to be strong. Sam and I are still best friends, and we've both been going through a lot, but we've stood by each other the whole way. I love your daughter and always will. Well, i have to go. Bye. Love you *Katie*   tiggerchick101@aol.com moreno valley, California USA - Sat Nov 16 12:19:13 2002

Dear Nanny i can't help crying 4 u cause i love you too much   Ella london, West norwood England - Tue Nov 12 03:06:21 2002

To our dearest mother We still think of you every day of every week of every month of every year. It's tragic the way our father beat you. we still feel it's our fault. We love you loads and loads love your 2 daughters. At least you've gon 2 a better place, without our horrid bastard of a father. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX kelly and kim   k&k@sexyladyz.hotmail.freeserve.com california, nappa USA - Tue Nov 12 03:03:47 2002

We can't stand and stare for life is worth more. love leona and family leona   leona@hottyhotmail.freeserve.co.uk london, Brixton England - Tue Nov 12 02:44:41 2002

***GREGORY DWAYNE WRIGHT*** ¢¯como estas amigo? Te amor. Hi sweetie, I love you with all my heart and soul and I just wanted to tell you that you will always be in my heart. No one can take the memories of you and I from me and I wouldn't trade for anything in the world. NEVER EVER. I just wanted to know why you never asked me out, I hope you knew that I would not have hesitated to say yes. I think i should have just asked you out myself! I love listening to all your guitar songs in spanish and how you would ask Senor Lyon if you could borrow his guitarra. Sweetie i like your DREAM poem too.I didn't know that you like to write poems. I don't know when i will see you again but hopefull soon because i really miss you a lot too. You touched so many lives. Your were just a LoVER! I try not to cry but i can't stop thinking about you. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER. Here's a copy of your poem: **Dream Traveling the world, With nothing but myself, Not a thing in my possesion, Not a dream upon my shelf. My experiences number few, But they will come with age, And those that i have experienced, Give me strenght enough to say, That not everyone is racist, Not everyone is mean, And not everyone is ready For someone else's dream. By Gregory Dwayne Wright. Thanks for all your love, you'll never be forgetten!! Always yours, Thuy Tran Thuy Tran   diamondthuy@hotmail.com Marysville, CA USA - Fri Nov 1 14:38:07 2002

Grandmommy I really miss you and I hope to see you again.Man you don't know how my life has there has been alot of mistake in bad friends.Grandmommy I just wish to see you again.Do you know you were my only friend? Grandma I miss you so much I don't what to do.Grandma I just wish to see you again in the promise land. Love Always Your Grandiepoo shanika phillips   kiddy_kat1021@yahoo.com atlanta, ga USA - Fri Nov 1 13:30:49 2002

Grandmommy I really miss you and I hope to see you again.Man you dont know how my life has there has been alot of mistake in bad friends.Grandmommy I just wish to see you again.Do you know you were my only friend? Grandma I miss you so much I don't what to do.Grandma I just wish to see you again in the promise land. Love Always Your Grandiepoo shanika phillips   kiddy_kat@yahoo.com atlanta, ga USA - Fri Nov 1 13:29:27 2002

Grandmommy I really miss you and I hope to see you again. Love always your grandiepoo shanika phillips   kiddy_kat@yahoo.com atlanta, ga USA - Fri Nov 1 13:21:16 2002

JAYSEN WHEN I TELL PEOPLE HOW MANY CHILDERN I HAVE,I TELL THEM I HAVE 3. YOU ARE STILL VERY MUCH ALIVE IN MY HEART. YOULL NEVER BE GONE. I LOVE YOU FOREVER. LOVE MOM. LINDA HARMAN ST.JOSEPH, MO USA - Wed Oct 30 18:18:23 2002

DEAR JAYSEN HEY BRO WE ALL MISS YOU VERY MUCH WE ALL KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER US DOWN HERE LOVE ALWAYS YOUR SISTER ANDREA HARMAN ANDREA HARMAN ST JOSEPH, MO USA - Wed Oct 30 18:04:40 2002

*~*~*~*~*~*~Greg~*~*~*~*~*~* I can't believe your gone!!! Every day I go to civics, and turn around to look at your chair hoping you will be sitting there. I cry when I don't see you because I know that you won't come in late or you aren't just ditching. I din't want to believe it! I love you! you were the absolute sweetest person. you were always there to listen to anyone who would talk to you. I love you sooo much and I miss you so much. I know you're in a better place, but I wish you were here. I suppose it was your time, but I'm not ready to accept it. I know I'll see you again someday. Until then, I'll always be thinking about you. Goodbye. Jessica   jessiev85@aol.com USA - Tue Oct 29 14:34:34 2002

Dale we miss you so much. The races aren't the same since. But, we know that Dale Jr. and Kerry will keep you going because they will be as good as you( could'nt be that good) but they will make you very proud. To dales family i hope that you know that the races will never be the same and we will miss him and we love hom so much 3 Ashley Smith Ashley Smith Dubuque, IA USA - Thu Oct 24 06:16:43 2002

Hi Matt, Know what I was just thinking? I got your E-mail address like 6-7 months ago, and I never wrote to you. I wish I did. I wish I got to see you more. You were perfect in everyway what so ever. Annie was a lucky girl to have had you as a boyfriend, and so was every other girl you were with. The people that you were friends with are lucky to have had you as a friend and they have alot of good memories of you. People who didn't have the oppurtunity to know you, well it sucks for the, because you are great! I see Dan Rosa once a week, and your name usually comes up. Its so hard, I look at the obitutituary that I have and when it says Matt Lis DIED Aug...I sit there and say no way, Matt never would have died, this is a mistake. Its just a shock!! It sucks and I miss you! I Love you! Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com Chelmsford, MA USA - Wed Oct 23 14:51:23 2002

*IN LOVING MEMORY OF CHRISTINA LANCASTER* Dearest Christina, You brought so much joy into our lives. I'll never forget you dancing around in chior class. You always knew how to make someone laugh, even if they were having a bad day! ....you left so soon...we miss you so much. I remember your funeral. I didn't understand, I thought it had to unreal. I touched your casket and a tear fell, but I know I'll see you in heaven when my day comes. I am so anxious to see you. I know you will make me smile. Save a dance for me up there...and don't have to much fun with the angels. You will always be in my heart. I think of you...and I miss you dearly! Amanda Vlosich   carsonsgyrl@yahooc.om Brownsville, PA USA - Mon Oct 21 20:48:10 2002

i miss christina so much i have alot of thing to tell u but i can't i miss u so much be wit me 4 ever Cruz   skykiss51@hotmail.com pub, pa USA - Mon Oct 21 20:20:14 2002

Hello little brother...it's big sis...today you are 24. I wish you were here to celebrate. I think to myself that I will never see you grow up into a man, get married, have kids.....I'm so sad about that. You were just becoming a man when you past away at 21...I still wish I knew why it had to happen. Why do good people die and bad people are free to roam the Earth commiting acts of violence against others. It's just not fair. Our family will never be the same with out you. You were the glue kiddo. I will miss you and love you always...HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERNIE. BeLinda Goble   belinda.goble@hrbmc.com Clinton Township, Michigan USA - Fri Oct 18 12:09:10 2002

Matt here I am once again crying. Matt why did you do this? You left us all with so many questions: Why? What was so bad in your life? Frank just drove to Montana with his dog to deal with all of this. Charlie is doing bad, he is keeingall his feelings held back, he won't talk to anyone. I am worried about him. Matt, if I could have one wish, it would be to see you one last time. I was just in my room looking at piture of you and cried. I get so frusterated because this happned. I want to just scream and cry! I love you and miss you so much. Help my brother please Matty!!! Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com Chelmsford, MA USA - Wed Oct 16 18:16:27 2002

My girl-baby, Sara. You were my life lil girl. I hate trying to describe all of you with words. Words are so trite. I keep reading the poem you left for Adam, after Adam. Love mama Sara's Mom Rhinelander, Wisconsin Oneida - Tue Oct 15 21:03:01 2002

Sara USA - Tue Oct 15 20:59:54 2002

Mom, Its so hard to believe it been almost 5 yrs since God called you home. To think I was only 16 at the time. I wish you could see Brandon mom, he looks so much like you. I show him the locket with your picture, I try to make him understand where Grandma is, but I dont think he does. Can you believe Harry just turned 20? Your little boy isnt so little anymore mommy. I know I dont visit as much as I should mom, and I feel bad for that. Its just so hard to go and see your name on that stone and to know that this is real. SOmetimes I still think I hear you talking or the phone will ring and Ill think its you. Ive made so many wrong choices in my life mom, I really need some help. Things really changed after you left. I really need that advice that you are so famous for. I really am glad I was with you mom. TO know I was the last familar face you saw is a relief to me. You were called so suddenly, I never got the chance to really tell you how much I loved you, how much I appreciated everything you ever did for us. That you were my world, my confidant, my role model, my best friend. Everything I wish I could be, most of all you were mine. I love you mom now and always. RIP JOYCE ESTHER BERG REDMOND JANUARY 4, 1962 November 3, 1997. WE WILL LOVE AND MISS YOU ALWAYS!!! Paula Redmond   noelanilyn81@hotmail.com greeneville, tenn USA - Tue Oct 15 06:11:26 2002

My grandparents died within 3 weeks of one another. After being married 65 years. I finally understand what it is to die of a broker heart. Wow, who could ever imagine life without my Abuelitos? (Grandparents) Damian   damianplaza67@hotmail.com Chicago, IL USA - Mon Oct 14 06:13:19 2002

Sarah, What can I say.. I know we wern't bestfriends, but I can say we were friends the occasional hi in the hallway or seeing each other when we were with our friends going out. I still remember about 2 weeks before this happend it was me you dave kristin and erin all in my car just driving around having a good time. Sarah I just want to say I miss you Love Forever, Jason Jason Rhinelander, Wisconsin USA - Sat Oct 12 12:51:55 2002

I WILL BE PRAYING FOR THE FAMILY. TYCILLA SMITH   HGSMITH4@HOTMAIL.COM TAHLEQUAH, OK USA - Fri Oct 11 20:05:24 2002

Hey Matty, Your death has been the hardest on me. I don't know why. I think maybe because it wasn't something I expected in a million years. Out of all of my brothers friends, it was you that I had the biggest crush on. Just days before you died. I went to the beach and I saw a palm reader, she said that I will get married when I am 25 and my husband doesn't live in the same state as me. A few days after I went to the beach, I was on my way into CVS with my friend Stephanie, We say Jay Poor and I go I love that kid I am gonna marry him, she goes oh yeah? I replied no, I am going to marry my brothers friend Matt Lis, and I explained that you lived out in Colorado (I thought you were still in Colorado) reguardless you lived out of state. I go he is the one that encouraged me to go back to school. He is so cute, he has nice eyes, nice smile, he is so down-to-earth. Matt I loved when you would come over and we would have our little talks. You were so great. You called only about 2 weeks before you died. I talked to you and you told me a joke, which I will never forget..And you dropped the "F" bomb..Remember "No Droppin the F Bomb Matt!" I don't know, stay with me and help guide me through my senior year. Watch me get that diploma. You are a one of a kind person and you definatley left a huge impact in my life. I love you Matt, I really do, and I miss you more than anything! Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com Chelmsford, MA USA - Thu Oct 10 14:16:45 2002

Happy Birthday Grammy! I don't know what is wrong with me, I haven't really cried a lot, I feel kind of guilty. I just don't think that it has hit me. It's kind of weird at your wake, almost everyone there was looking for you...I feel bad for mom, she feels guilty, she says she goes to your grave more than she went to see you. She also blames herself somewhat for your death. She said she should have been asking the doctors more stuff and getting them to do more than they did. Everyone knows that you weren't supposed to die. I am graduating this year, I wish you could be here in the flesh to see me, but you will be with me in my heart when I recive that diploma. It's hard, because I lost you and Matt in 2 months. Its been hard on me. I cry with mom, because I know in reality I am going to lose her someday. I dont know what I will do, she is my mother, my best friend, my therepist, my role model...she is my everything. I love her, but let her know that its not her fault and she shouldnt feel one ounce of guilt for your death. I love you grammy & Miss you. I am sorry for not coming over to visit as much as I could have once I got my car. Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com Chelmsford, MA USA - Thu Oct 10 14:04:33 2002

My brother Roger Lee Zinn, my grandmother Birtha Poling, and my two aunts Shirley Ryan and Carolyn Ryan are buried here. I only knew my grandmother and aunts for the first five years of my life. As for my brother he passed away when I was eleven. Thank you Roger for being there when I needed a shoulder to cry on. You are the best brother I could have asked for. I love and miss all of my family members that are here at Stonewall Memorial Gardens. Janette (Zinn) Cox   janetteleggs@cs.com Goose Creek , South Carolina USA - Tue Oct 8 18:54:52 2002

Chris Cleroux I just writing to say we were not that close, but I did think of you as a close friend. I even thought of you as my brother-in-law no matter what. I respected you so much and you are always in my heart. Elijia still and will always love you. He sees you at times still! Thanks for telling me you are safe and you'll always care. I love you always. Tell Joey and Grandma Robertson to take care. Love Gingergail Ginger   Kaiguysmum@hotmail.com Windsor, , ONTARIO Canada - Thu Oct 3 07:17:07 2002

You will always be loved Chris and Joey. Ginger   Gbear@hotmail.com Windsor, , ONTARIO Canada - Thu Oct 3 07:05:44 2002

My grandpa just died today,its been a fewhours since he has been gone. my gandmother died just 2 weeks ago. i was really close to them both.i wanted to say that i loved them so much. its hard to go on know they were my 2 best friends. but their with jesus know and thats got to be awesome.my grandmother always taught me to trust in the Lord.I love you both. Ashley USA - Wed Oct 2 20:32:13 2002

DIANE GABLE of Waterloo, Iowa...I did not know then that you were an angel, but I know it now. Thank you for being there for me so long ago. For all these years you have remained alive in my heart. Barbara   rubytues@terracom.net Madison, Wisconsin USA - Tue Oct 1 20:36:03 2002

Hey baby. Today is the 2nd anniversary of you going home to be with God. It really hasn't gotten any easier. I don't think that I could ever get past you being gone. There is always something to remind me of you. Today Big Mike and Kelly came by to see me and you. I thought I could get through today without crying, but nope. I want you to come back to me. I want our family to be whole again. I want you to come home and drive me nuts again. I heard the train this morning. I guess that was your way of telling me that you're here? I love you baby. I will never be able to get through this day again. Please be good and I am keeping you in my prayers always. I love you always and forever. Mom. Debbie Tull   tullda57@yahoo.com St. Peters, MO USA - Mon Sep 30 19:55:38 2002

MY SWEET ANGEL ASHLEY,I MISS YOU SO MUCH.ITS BEEN FOUR YEARS NOW,AND I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ARE GONE.YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS.EVERY MINUTE OF EVEY DAY.I MISS YOUR SWEET SMILING FACE SO MUCH.WE TALK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME.I WISH I COULD HOLD YOU AGAIN.MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.ITS A BATTLE EVEYDAY JUST TO DRAG MYSELF OUT OF BED AND GET THRU THE DAY.SOME DAYS ARE JUST TOO PAINFUL.MY HEART STILL HURTS SO BADLY.THE ONLY THING THAT GETS ME THRU THE DAYS ARE KNOWING YOU ARE WITH JESUS,AND WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN ONE SWEET DAY.ALWAYS KNOW YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND MY HEART.I LOVE YOU MY SWEETHEART,MOMMY RITA   rljackson39@yahoo.com pierceton, indiana USA - Sun Sep 29 01:44:28 2002

renee babygirl its your best friend shirley,mama I miss you and love you so much,renee we knew eachother,for so long and did so much bad stuff 2gether and in so much trouble together,i wish you were here so we could do it all again,well maybe all the old things,I have a beautiful son paul,after his father,I wish you could have met him.lina,jessi,gina,kim,send there love to you,we know your with us especially when were partying,stevie,roz,and steve if you read this Im sorry,and keep it strong nay would want it that way.your best friend shirley shirley   shirq811@yahoo.com buffalo, ny USA - Fri Sep 27 17:20:54 2002

Daddy, It's Been 10 months allready Scince you were taken from me, I still Call places for you and still talk to you everyday! I know you are with me and always will be, I miss you so much. I Just wish that i could give you one more hug until we meet again, I sleep with your blanket and towel everynight..I dream about you almost everynight,& I think about you every minute of everyday, And i prey that you are happier now, i know you are with your friend Tommy Campbell And Grandma Gorver and sheeba !! I know we will be together again and be happy !! I Love you Soooo Much Daddy ! Love your Little Girl Forever, Shannon Kelly Lee !! Shannon Lee   O0oCoverGirlo0O@aol.com Buffalo, NY USA - Fri Sep 27 15:04:19 2002

Matthew Moorby, No one talks of you much any more, but I think of you all of the time. I guess you'ld be six or seven now. I know you are happy with God. I love you. Lynda Cadillac   lyndaleah2001@yahoo.com USA - Tue Sep 24 18:49:28 2002

hey uncle josh, sorry i didnt write you a letter lately. you have been gone a year now on august 31. you was only 21. gosh i miss you sooooo much. i still think its all a dream that your gone. well my b-day was on august 10 i am 13 now!!!! im getting big a teenager now!!! its hard to only be 13 and without my uncle in my life. you was my everything you was always there when i needed you and we would do everything together. i think about you everyday. i just cant get over you being gone. it really stinks that your not here anymore. when i get upset at school all all my friends come and talk to me about it but i just dont want any help. i dont want to be mean about it but i mean noone can do anything about you being gone. everyone tells me if there is anything they can do just tell them. but there aint nothing they can do. but i wish you could come back. i pray everynight that you was with me. well i got to go bye!!!! i love you sooooooo much you will always be in my heart josh. love neice,Catrina(trina) Catrina   hot_chick_47648@yahoo.com Fort Branch, IN. USA - Mon Sep 16 15:36:39 2002

Grandma Diz, I only knew you for a few short years, if it was not for you I would not have my husband (your son) and our 3 beautiful children. You are one of the kindest woman I have ever had the privledge of knowing in my life and we miss you so very much. Our children got cheated out of being able to grow up with such a wonderful Grandmother in there lives. But we tell them about you often and I know that we will all be with you one day and they can see for themselves just how special you really are. Pa-Pa misses you so much, I have never beleived in "sole mates" until I met the two of you, I dont think that there are two other people in this world who loved each other so much. We love you Grandma Diz.I know that you are here with us everyday, so we dont ever have to say good-buy. But we will cherish your memory forever..... Rebecca McAlpin   msbecky74@yahoo.com Ft Riley, Kansas USA - Sun Sep 15 21:42:36 2002

To Grandad,Papaw,Courtney, Grandmom, Totti&Granny Grandad- I don't have much memory of you just from what everyone has told me about you. From what I know you were a good man who worked hard for every penny you earned. You worked up until the day you became ill. I love you Papaw-I'm still missin' ya buddy. I keep thinking your gonna come walking in joking around like you always did.I miss going fishin' with you its really boring with just me and dad. Courtney-I miss you big sis.I always wonder if we would have looked sisters like.we still can't get over your death.Its been 21 years since you were stillborn. Grandmom-You were buried today, Grandpa took it pretty hard and so did aunt Shira and daddy.You were ill and i'm glad to know that your up in Heaven with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Tottie&Granny-Granny I didn't know you I was only 8 mos. old when you died,but from what I hear you were an awesome cook. Tottie I have lots of memories with you I love you. Ashley USA - Sun Sep 15 00:02:25 2002

I would like to say something to all the firfighters and police officers and those who lost their lives on that horrible morning of Sept.11,2001 and those all across America THANK YOU for what you have done, you put your lives on the line evryday so that others will be safe.Those who were killed on flight 93 that crashed in Shanksville,PA are also heroes, they saved the president's life and the white house. I would also like to say thanks to those who are fighting over in the Middle East so that America can be safe.Keep America safe and free. Just think how us Americans can have whatever we want, whenever we want it. We have freedom of speech and freedom of religion when other countries don't have that oppritunity. Stand tall America and keep the red, white, and blue held high. God bless America! Ashley Cameron, Texas USA - Sat Sep 14 23:39:38 2002

To Granny Meade who has been gone 8 years. I miss you and still love you so much. I feel comforted by knowing that when by sweet baby Zachary died that he had you waiting in heaven to hold him and I wish you could have met my husband, Mike, and our other son Braden. We know we'll all meet again someday up there. To my Papa Moore, I really miss you and wish you could have seen your great-grandson, Braden. He would have loved you so much just like all of your grandchildren do. I tell him about you all of the time. I also hope you know about sweet Zachary, our stillborn child. It was with great sadness but great pride that we buried him next to you with angel statues to watch you both. To Lucille and Martha, the greatest examples I could have had growing up. You are sadly missed and I am comforted thinking you are up there with Granny Meade holding and rocking my sweet Zachary. To Aunt Sarah, I wish we could have been closer and seen more of each other. I miss you and feel comforted that you are in heaven waiting to see us and helping Granny, Lucille and Sarah take care of my Zachary. missy meade   ihateczs@bellsouth.net Paintsville, Kentucky USA - Sat Sep 14 22:00:27 2002

Michael, its been so long and not a day goes by that i dont think of you, i still cant believe that you are gone , i miss you so much,i wish you would come walking through my door or mommies door,some days are so hard for me,i know it must be so hard for your kids too,Mommie and Dad havnt been the same but they go on.tommorrow is the anniversary of 9/11 this time last year you were with us,you were so mad about what happened and then 2 months later God took you and i dont know why we will never be the same theres something missing now and its you, my heart breaks,it hurts so much i miss you terribly. untill we meet agin keep us with you. i love you Sissy Sissy   Abbey226@aol.com Phila, Pa. USA - Tue Sep 10 19:48:17 2002

HEY LITTLE BROTHER,ITS ME AGAIN!JUST SITTING AROUND HERE THINKING ABOUT YOU.I MISS YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS. WHEN WILL IT GET BETTER? WHEN WILL I STOP MISSING YOU SO MUCH?PLEASE HELP ME,I CAN'T STAND THE THOUGHT OF NOT EVER SEEING YOU AGAIN.I JUST WANT TO SEE YOUR SMILE AND HERE YOUR LAUGH ONCE MORE,BUT I KNOW I WON'T NOT SINCE YOUR LIFE WAS TOOK FROM US IN THAT EXPLOSION IN 1998 . OUR LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN.YOUR SON JOSEPH STILL LOOKS LIKE YOU AND ACTS LIKE YOU.HE'S IN PRESCHOOL NOW GROWING UP FAST,IT HURTS TO THINK WHAT YOU HAVE MISSED THROUGH HIS LIFE AND WHAT YOUR GONNA MISS,BUT I PROMISED YOU I'D HELP TAKE CARE OF HIM AND I AM AND I WILL ALWAYS LITTLE BROTHER! LOVE YOUR SISTER,SAMANTHA samantha brewer   sdbrewer@ardmore.net elkmont, al. USA - Tue Sep 10 09:47:12 2002

There are no words for life without Sara. All of who she was, all, because she always told me so much...talked to me. I should have died with her, for she was all the joy in my life. Everything I did or felt...any growth within my heart, was onset by or for Sara. My girl baby, my first love. Sara's mom   fastfwrd@newnorth.net rhinelander, wisconsin USA - Mon Sep 9 21:30:49 2002

Hi Gram!!! Here I am again...It's been 2 years now that you are gone. I still think of ya every day. Did you see me when I had my MRI done last year? And when I was sick this past winter? I'm sure you were probably right here with me. You were my buddy. I always said "I'd make the bullets and you'd fire them":)... I remember when you'd say "Don't worry Honey I'll take care of you". And you still are taking care of me. Happy Grandparents Day Gram in heaven. Hope you had a nice one. Your granddaughter,VICKI Vicki Muentzer   pclij@webtv.net Jeannette, PA USA - Sun Sep 8 15:53:50 2002

Hi little brother, It's me again...I has now been a little over 2 years since your death. I still think of you every day. I wonder what you are doing. I'm sure you are still making people laugh. I really miss your smile kiddo. When you can, please visit me in my dreams...I could really use a hug. I love you and miss you ALWAYS. Big Sis NIN :-) BeLinda Goble   belinda.goble@hrbmc.com Clinton Township, Michigan USA - Fri Sep 6 12:00:21 2002

GRANDMA I JUST WANTED TO SAT HI AND THAT I MISS YOU VERY MUCH.AND I WANT TO TELL THAT SYDNET STARTED SCHOOL LAST WEEK.CAN YOU BELEAVE THAT SHE IS ALREADY IN KINDERGARDEN,SHE THINK SHE IS A A BIG SHOT.YOUR BIRTHDAY IS COMEING UP SEP 14 I BET YOU THOUGHT I FORGOT.ON OCTOBER 5TH ME AND BEN WILL BE MARRIED A YEAR.HAY I LOVE U AND MISS YOU STACI STACI   STACIH@MACHLNK.COM MUSCATINE, IOWA USA - Sat Aug 31 19:39:41 2002

TO THE BEAUTIFUL MEMORY OF "SUZY" (SUZETTE DESAINT) THE ANGEL OF ROCK AND ROLL YOU ARE ALWAYS ALIVE IN MUSIC! S BACH   angel_of_rockandroll@hotmail.com NEW YORK, NEW YORK USA - Thu Aug 29 08:32:36 2002

This is for both dad and daddy. You are both missed very much, dad you should see jessica now she is a lovely 11 year old who asks what you were like all the time. I tell her you were the best father around. I miss you very much! love your caring daughter karen --- daddy your daughters miss you very much. Stephanie looks just like you, she even has your mannerisms. I miss you very much, moreso when I see you in Stephanie. I know you are watching over us. It is a hard time right now, please put in a good word with the BIG boss for us. thanx love always karen, jessica and stephanie karen devereux   karen@rogers.com kitchener, ontario canada - Tue Aug 27 21:10:41 2002

kitchener, ontario canada - Tue Aug 27 21:04:30 2002

To the family of Renee Rossi, Renee was like my sister and i cared for her so much,and the only memory i have of her is her in a car riding by sayin hi to me! I pray to her everynight and when i wake up i thank her for watching me and i hope to see her when i pass.....such a tradgey when she was so young! I love her and she lives in my heart always! Brande   AnthymzTeztimoni@aol.com Buffalo, New York USA - Thu Aug 22 19:00:25 2002

Phyllis Johnson   johnsonp04@aol.com Tpledo, Ohio USA - Thu Aug 15 09:00:39 2002

Well Dad its a been 1 year now that you have gone to join mom and you are both missed dearly by all that love you. I think of you everyday when I get up in the morning and before going to bed. You will never be forgotten but always with us in our hearts & memories. I have even made a garden for the two of you in the back yard with all your favorites. I know you will help keep it thriving. Its been a hard year but I know that you both are free of the pain you were suffering with. Take care of yourselves and rememember we love you. Your loving daughter, Donna Donna Hymore   BnDHymore122874@aol.com bEAVERCREEK, OH USA - Thu Aug 15 08:39:09 2002

HEY LIARD, IT'S BEEN JUST ABOUT A YEAR AND A HALF SINCE YOU BIG DAY PASSED, I KNOW YOUR WITH ME AS WELL AS EVERYONE ELSE, YOUR IN MY DREAMS AND MY THAUGHTS LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE EVERYDAY, TAKE CARE WAY UP THERE. ........ I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY TO ANYONE THAT HAS EVER LOST A FRIEND OR A BEST FRIEND IT NEVER GETS EASIER, JUST WHEN I THINK I AM GETTING OVER KARL HE COMES TO ME IN MYDREAMS AND I START RIGHT BACK AT SQUARE ONE AGAIN.JUST HANG IN THERE AND REMEMBER THAT THEIR ALWAYS WHITH YOU NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO OR WHAT YOU DO! CANDICE TURNER   candi_kisses55@hotmail.com FORT NELSON, BRITISH COLUMBIA CANADA - Tue Aug 6 00:34:35 2002

I just wanted to say all the letter have really broke my heart,I cry with each and everyone of you.I lost my Dad in 1998 I don't think it ever gets easy,My Dad was everything to me,he was my father and my best friend.as I was growning up everyone always told me that God has a reason for everything he does.But sometime you find yourself asking him why,why would he take someone that is needed so much.I guess we all will know why he is ready for us untill then all we can do is keep the ones we love in our heart and dream of the day that we get to see them again. Twilla.D.York   twilla1964@yahoo.com columbia, tn USA - Mon Aug 5 15:07:04 2002

Beloved Prabha(Pappli) Ten years since u passed.Hope ur comfortable there.Karan has grown up n doing well these days.Chandraveer is quite ok with his uncle n father,we think. Think that rest will be ok,n god will help us.Wanna fulfill our duty which u left 4 us by bringing up karan in right direction. We all miss u very much, n u know that. God will shower his blessing on us all.Love u D.Singh(ur father),L.Singh(ur brother) n all family~~~~~forever....... D.SINGH   jwala_niketan@yahoo.ocm Jaipur, Rajasthan India - Sun Aug 4 10:50:18 2002

Beloved Prabha(Pappli) Ten years since u passed.Hope ur comfortable there.Karan has grown up n doing well these days.Chandraveer is quite ok with his uncle n father,we think. Think that rest will be ok,n god will help us.Wanna fulfill our duty which u left 4 us by bringing up karan in right direction. We all miss u very much, n u know that. God will shower his blessing on us all.Love u D.Singh(ur father),L.Singh(ur brother) n all family~~~~~forever....... D.SINGH   jwala_niketan@yahoo.ocm Jaipur, Rajasthan India - Sun Aug 4 10:46:30 2002

Beloved Prabha(Pappli) T D. SINGH   jwala_niketan@yahoo.com Jaipur, Rajasthan India - Sun Aug 4 10:27:50 2002

Sara- I miss you a ton dear, its been a year and a half almost and I'll never forget you and keep watching over me. I love you! Geoff Kuczmarski Rhinelander, Wisconsin USA - Sat Aug 3 13:46:44 2002

Hey Josh!!!! whast up? nothing here. just wanted to tell ya that im back from Florida. it was great! i had a lot of fun! well guess what? 8 days till my b-day. ill be 13!! a teenager!!! yeppie! well anyways what have ya been up 2? i havent been up tp much just trying to figure out what i am going to do for my b-day party. well i got to go its time to eat but i just wanted to say hey! well bye. love ya and i always will. i miss you sooooooooo much. your my guardian angle. love your neice, Catrina Catrina(trina)   hot_chick_47648@yahoo.com Fort Branch, IN. USA - Fri Aug 2 16:17:42 2002

Della- you have always been my dearest and closest friend. I love and miss you dearly and think of you often. Thanks for all you have given me and for alll you have done. I love you. Karen Bowman   peachdlt2001@worldnet.att.net Colorado Springs, colorado USA - Thu Aug 1 10:01:11 2002

Your website is simular to mine!! Good job! Coloradolady Grand Junction, Colorado USA - Wed Jul 31 13:13:56 2002

This is to all the sep.11 victims and their families,you are the true Americans.you will be deeply missed not only by your friends and family but by all of America.What those terrorists did on that day was a heartless and selfish act.but i have learned to forgive them and i hope you can to.America was attacked that horrible day,but we are not gonna just sit here and let them take over our country.I hope they find Osama-Bin-Laden and whoever helped him plan this and bring them to justice.It has been 10 months since it happened,and i still can't believe it did happen.I still remember what i did on that day.Alan Jackson's song "where were you" is such an amazing song.GOD BLESS AMERICA Jesika USA - Sat Jul 27 20:33:38 2002

Hey hang in there everyone.It is good to share your feeling with one another.I know u miss your lovedones,but that day will come when we all meet back with them.what helps me when i'm thinking of my best friend,who just recently died, is to think of all the good memories we had together,and to think of that day when I will meet up with her again. We love you Sheletha GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN.Love,your Family,friends,and the Class of 2005 at C.H.Yoe High school in Cameron,Texas Mandy Texas USA - Sat Jul 27 20:20:06 2002

Hi every1, I wrote a memorial for my sister Courtney Brown a few months ago.This is an awesome site! I'm listening to Creed's "My Sacrifice" and every time I hear it I think of my sister Courtney.Hey Courtney next week is my 16th birthday,can you believe I'm already 16? How's heaven treaten' ya? I bet its so nice up there. A lot better than being down here. I know you would have been a great sister. I love you. Keep watching over us, hope to see you in heaven someday. Love Mom, Dad, Justin, me, and the rest of the family. Ashley   ashleynbrown8186@hotmial.com Cameron, Texas USA - Sat Jul 27 20:12:47 2002

Mark Milstead My Brother, My Friend Mark- I sit here late at night, not able to sleep like so many nights. Thinking of how I failed you, not only the night your life was stolen, but by not bringing those responsible to justice. I tried, but there must be more I could have done. Can you forgive me? I miss you so much!! I knew when 9-11 happened that your case would never be heard. There was no way the US Supreme Court would limit the use of deadly force by the police. It is so unfair, you were the victim, not the criminal. If only he had taken a moment before he shot, called out a warning, anything ...to know that you were the one he was supposed to protect, not gun down. Instead he shot you out of panic and now you are gone forever. I should have been there that night. I know in my heart, you would still be here if I had been. Life is not the same without you. There is hole that can never be filled. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, miss your laugh, miss your voice. Just once more I would like to hear "hello there" on the other end of the phone. I think about what your son would have been like. I know you would have had a son. You, Jill, the baby...all so uselessly gone. I love you. Steph Steph   sjm125@yahoo.com Lakeland, Florida USA - Mon Jul 22 23:15:36 2002

Jeffrey, Its been over 2 years now that you are gone. Some days it feels like yesterday, others like years ago. I have you etched in my heart and soul forever. Please keep watching over me, you know what a hard time I'm having...I have to get better for everybody else, if not for myself. Your tragic passing has changed my world forever. I hope you and Scott are happy. I know his parents miss him so very much too. Remember, and never forget, how very much I love and miss you with all my heart son....Love, Mom Sheila Y   youl81@aol.com Milton , NY USA - Mon Jul 22 05:01:56 2002

Hello again Mom. It's 4:30 a.m. and I can't sleep. I may be 48 years old, but I still need you as my own kids need me. I feel lost without you. What a bond a mother and child have. I think about you almost every minute of every day. I think of times I should have spent with you and didn't. I've learned the hard way that we are only guaranteed today. God didn't promise tomorrow. I Love and miss you more than you'll ever know. Love your daughter Sharon Sharon   Shamackay Chelmsford, MA USA - Thu Jul 18 01:33:42 2002

Hey Josh! How is it up there in heaven!? Hope u are doing ok! we all miss u so so so much! especially trina....i know that deep down inside her she is crying!! all she talks about is u and i can tell her it will be ok but she knows that it wont! she loves u so much that she is lost w/ out u!! she LOVES u more and more everyday! we all miss u so much and just keep watching doen on us and especially trina-if i would happen to loose her i would not know what to do!!!! i would be lost!!! she means the world to me and she is like a sister to me!!! well just plz watch her and be there when she turns 13 on august 10-same as me nd just be there so she knows u are there!!! give her a sign u are there!! thx!! We miss u josh!! *!*Ericka*!* Ericka   inabananaka_1612@msn.com Haubstadt, Indiana USA - Wed Jul 17 10:24:08 2002

~Uncle Josh~ hey josh, whats up? nothing here. hey will you do me a favor? will you have a party up there for me on my b-day please? i dont want one down here cause you wont be here for it. i miss you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much that i cant even tell you how much i miss you!!! why did you have to go anyways? well i got this poem from god and this is what he said....god saw you getting weaker,calmer so he did what he thought was best he stood beside you and whispered come to rest. we couldnt understand know matter how we tryed if love alnoe could have saved you you would have never died:( so i guess that is why. i went to see you yesterday and i put a note out there. did you read it? make sure you write back ok? ok. well i got to get going but i will come back and write tomorrow bye. i love you so much!!!!!! and i always will. you'll be in my heart forever. love, your neice catrina Catrina (trina)   hot_chick_47648@yahoo.com fort branch, IN. USA - Wed Jul 17 10:19:04 2002

Josh, How are you doing up there? well down here we have had our ups and downs.I just wish that i new you myslef so i could at least know how to help trina... and so i could see what a great uncle u were for her. She MISSES YOU SO MUCH!! and when she crys it makes me sad to see her as my friend crying because she does not have you i want her to know it is ok to cry and if she needs a sholder to cry on i have 2. I want her to know even though we had that fight i am always here for her... No matter what she can talk to me...Or anything she wants LOVE Ya trina... i am here for ya....always ~Kolleen~ Kolleen   sportsgrl_05@hotmail.com haubstadt, Indiana USA - Wed Jul 17 07:12:23 2002

~!~ hey Josh ~!~ how are u doing? we are all trying to do r best. but we ll have r lil mistakes.It makes me sad so sad when i see trina cry it makes me think of when my great grandpas died i miss them but i never really got to know them all that good cause they died when i was littler and i know if they would die when i was older i would feel like how trina feels about you. She knows you are with her in ur spirt but she wishes you were here to help i just want u to send me that sign next time so i can help her with her lost of you. well i am going to go. i am here for her if she needs to talk it out with someone... ~!~ Kolleen~!~ Kolleen   Koll_3000@hotmail.com haubstadt, In USA - Mon Jul 15 11:05:10 2002

~Hey Josh~ whats up? nothing here. i just got home yesterday from teenesee. im leaving friday to go to florida for a week. so whats going on in heaven? anything good? i miss you soooooooo much!!!!! its almost been a year since that horible motor cycle accident took you from me and everyone else. gosh i still cant belive you are gone it seems like its all a dream. i cant get over it an di never will. everyone says i will later on but i know i wont. i think about you all the time. i cry everyday for you. i know that you want me to be happy but how can i be happy if your not here? my life just cant go on but it has to. well i got to go i love you and i always will. love, your neice catrina Catrina   hot_chick_47648@yahoo.com Fort Branch, IN. USA - Sun Jul 14 21:34:45 2002

~*~Hey Josh!!! How is it up there in heaven??I bet its great! But Trina misses u SO MCUH! All she can think about is u! We all miss u! I was there for Trina when all this happened and i came to ur funeral and U should have seen the look on trina's face....i could tell she missed u!! and well i will alwayz be there for trina and help her get though the tough times! We all miss u josh and plz watch down on all of us especially trina and and her mom and ur parents....they all miss u! Hope to hear from u!!! ~*~Ericka*~* trina im here 4 ya!!! ~*~Ericka~*~   inabananaka_1612@msn.com Haubstadt, Indiana USA - Sun Jul 14 21:00:04 2002

i love and miss you grandpa frank..its been about two weeks since we layed your body in the ground with grandma...i never got to say goodbye.. i love you and youll always be in my heart...love always frances frances   lydz_21@hotmail.com erie, pa USA - Sun Jul 14 10:37:29 2002

HEY LITTLE BROTHER JUST SITTING HERE TODAY THINKING OF YOU. I SAW YOUR SON TODAY,AS YOU KNOW ITS JOEY'S BIRTHDAY TODAY JULY 8 I LOVE HIM SO MUCH JUST AS I KNOW YOU WOULD BUT IT STILL ISN'T THE SAME. NEVER WILL BE THOUGH BUT YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT RIGHT. WON'T BE LONG ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY AGAIN YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 22 THIS YEAR ON JULY 17 ISTILL CANT BELIEVE ITS ALMOST 4 YEARS SINCE THAT HORRIBLE DAY THAT YOU WERE BURNT SO BAD THAT YOU DIED. I STILL MISS YOU SO MUCH THAT I CRY EVERY TIME I LOOK AT JOEY OR YOUR PICTURE OR ANYTHING THAT REMINDS ME OF YOU SO PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING! I HATE LIVING WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE LIFE CHANGED SO MUCH DOWN HERE WHEN YOU LEFT US BUT AS YOU LOOK DOWN ON US YOU KNOW THAT RIGHT .YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY LOVE PHILLIP ADAMS FOREVER AND ALWAYS LOVE YOUR SISTER,ALWAYS LITTLE BROTHER AND HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY!!!!XOXOXOXOXOXOXOOOXOOXOOOOX SAMANTHA   sdbrewer@ardmore.net ELKMONT, AL. USA - Mon Jul 8 15:31:49 2002

I have read some of the entrys in memorialgardens and it really touched my heart, This is a good thing for everyone , thank-you Connie Barnes   love2wright@yahoo.com California, Yuba USA - Sun Jul 7 13:11:35 2002

I have only one thing to say, this is the most beautiful site I have ever seen ! My wishes are with you all. I love you grandpa Bob! Wendy NY USA - Thu Jul 4 20:14:10 2002

Hi Mom. It's been 15 days since your have been gone. I miss you soo much. I cry every day and night wishing you were here. It still feels like a dream. I guess we never think a mother can die. I feel bad for my kids becasue I know someday they will have to feel what I feel now. There is no preparing a person for the loss of a parent. I love you so much and will think of you every day. Love Sharon Sharon   Shamackay@aol.com Chelmsford, Mass USA - Mon Jul 1 23:25:10 2002

Hey Rock!Happy Birthday!You'd be 23 today.Hope you're having a great day up there.Wish you were here though.I'll have a drink for ya,ok?Thinking of you always.Luv you Allanna Allanna   mcmoo@bigpond.com Brisbane , Queensland Australia - Mon Jul 1 19:46:35 2002

Catrina's Uncle Josh I never really knew you But people who did Say you were a great guy... Trina thinks about you a lot and i think about how great of an uncle you were to her You meant a lot to her and now that she does not have you it makes me think that I have to help her in her time of needs! I try to do everything i can but i do not know what to do when she starts to cry cause it makes me want to cry too.... It's sad to see her cry just thinin that i do not know you and that she knew you and you were so special To her~!~ I am woundering what to do to help her and i do not know so if you can send me a sign to help me out that would be great. Thanks~!~ From trinas friend Kolleen Godde Kolleen Goedde   Koll_3000@hotmail.com Haubstadt , Indiana USA - Sun Jun 30 18:01:55 2002

IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY MOTHER...GAYLE DANIELS MOM, I JUST WANTED TO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. JUNE 27 WAS A SAD DAY FOR ME...THE DAYS ARE NOT GETTING ANY EASIER WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE..I MISS YOU SO TERRIBLY...I STILL CANNOT HANDLE THE FACT THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE WITH ME...MOM...I LOVE YOU AND MY HEART IS ACHING..... Paula K Kay   PKay64501@aol.com St. Joseph, Missouri USA - Sat Jun 29 20:04:40 2002

Big Uncle Josh, im sorry i didnt write you on your B-Day. It was a very sad and slow day it was your b-day and fathers day. now your 21!!!!! happy b-day josh i love you sooooooo much. i always cry over you i cant stop. all i do is see and hear you. derek says that im crazy and that i need help but i know that i see you but no one else can. i will be 13 in august. i hope you come!!!! well watch over me and keep me safe i love you always . love your neice Catrina Catrina   hot_chick_47648@yahoo.com Fort Branch, IN. USA - Fri Jun 28 22:31:20 2002

May Lisa rest in peace. I came upon this website during a search of my own articles and was surprised by this entry. I wish her family and friends kindest regards and sympathies. Lisa Ann Minder Wu, Beijing, China (formerly of Wheeling, West Virginia) Lisa Ann Minder   lisaminderwu@yahoo.com Beijing, China - Tue Jun 25 09:47:45 2002

I love my grandpa pete hollitt very very much and he will never know how much I love him. Katie Guenther   Cguenther@seidata.com versailles, IN USA - Sun Jun 23 14:50:35 2002

SPELL CHECK!!!!! Daniel Bakersfield, Ca USA - Fri Jun 21 16:00:28 2002

Don't miss me now that I am gone for my memory you can carry on Don't shed a tear in grief for me For where I am I'm now at peace Don't hold your heads for me in sorrow For you there'll always be tomorrow Don't feel too sad that I'm not here For though you can't see me I'll always be near Don't miss me now that I am gone For all of you I'll be watching down on By Alissa Horan for Grammy Alice Crosby USA - Thu Jun 20 18:36:45 2002

It seems like only yesterday I saw your smiling face Only weeks ago it was Mothers' Day At your house is where it took place It was great to see our families come together for you that day Not knowing that your time was almost up and that our skies would soon turn grey All the grand kids signed a card for you and pitched in to buy a gift To see you cry with happiness made all our spirits lift Then recently my mom said to me "Courtney, Grammy's sick." I don't remember what else she said it happened all so quick Now here I am with a broken heart not believing what's going on I take naps trying to stop the pain but when I wake up you're still gone Right now I'll say my last good-bye and the last tears I will shed Because I know that you are watching me now and one day we'll meet again By Courtney MacKay for Grammy Alice Crosby Sharon   Shamackay@aol.com Chelmsford, Mass USA - Thu Jun 20 18:34:16 2002

Sharon   Shamackay@aol.com Chelmsford, Mass USA - Thu Jun 20 18:29:58 2002

Don't miss me now that I am gone For my memory you can carry on Don't shed a tear in grief for me For where I am I'm now at peace Don't hold your heads for me in sorrow For you there'll always be tomorrow Don't feel too sad that I'm not here For though you can't see me I'll always be near Don't miss me now that I am gone For all of you I'll be watching down on Sharon   Shamackay@aol.com Chelmsford, Mass USA - Thu Jun 20 18:28:42 2002

Hi baby!!! I know yesterday was father's day but I couldn't bring myself to write. I know your little girl was probably looking for you. I was. It doesn't get any easier does it?? I started crying on the way home from work today for no apparent reason than that I was thinking of you. I miss you so much, and wish you could be here. One more day. I need to go now, this is hard. I'm looking at your box right now and 20 years was just not enough time. I will love you always and forever. Grant, I will look for your star tonight as I do every night. With all my love alwayz, MOM Debbie Tull   tullda57@yahoo.com ST PETERS, Mo USA - Mon Jun 17 19:18:34 2002

THIS WAS SUCH A HARD DAY FOR ME DADDY. FATHER'S DAY. I WENT BACK TO OUR OLD HOME IN WHICH YOU RAISED ME. IT'S GETS EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL WITH TIME. IT'S BEEN AROUND 7 YEARS NOW, AND I'M STILL HAVING A HARD TIME WITH YOUR LOSS. YOU WERE SUCH A GREAT FATHER TO US SIX.(BRADY BUNCH) YOU HAVEN'T DROPPED ME A DIME SINCE MONDAY, WHAT'S UP. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THEY MAKE MY DAY. I TELL EVERYONE YOU ARE RICH IN HEAVEN, THAT'S WHY YOU DROP DIMES INSTEAD OF PENNIES. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY. YESTERDAY, DADDY'S LITTLE BABY. TODAY, DADDY'S LITTLE LADY. TOMMORROW, WHO KNOWS WHAT? FOREVER DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL. WRITTEN BY CURLEY MOTT MY DAD KAY   gatorlady911@aol.com lc, la. USA - Mon Jun 17 02:40:29 2002

MY DEAR SWEET JESSE. THANKS FOR VISITING & WAKING ME ON MOTHER'S DAY. IT HAS BEEN A LONG 9 YEARS. YOU HAVE GROWN SO MUCH. YOUR BROTHERS ARE NOW 19,18 AND 13. WE TALK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. I WILL NEVER GET OVER LOSING YOU, BUT I KNOW YOU ARE THERE WITH PAPA, AND SO MANY OTHERS WE LOVE. P.S. PLEASE WATCH OVER 4 YEAR OLD MARY-JEAN THIGPIN FOR US. SHE SUFFERED A HORRIBLE DEATH AT THE HANDS OF A MAD MAN. I FEEL SO GUILTY, BECAUSE HE ALMOST KILLED ME AND THEN GOT AWAY AND KILLED HER. I'M STILL AFRAID TO GO BACK TO WORK IN THE CONVIENCE STORES, EVEN THOUGH HE'S BEHIND BARS. PLEASE TELL HER I LOVE HER. ADAM, YOUR AN ADULT NOW. WATCH OVER OUR BABIES.RIDE THEM ON THE PONIES LIKE YOU DID HERE.GIVE THEM HAYRIDES IN HEAVEN. FOREVER YOURS KAY   gatorlady911@aol.com Lake Charles, La. USA - Mon Jun 17 02:15:12 2002

mommy   mysweetcandy7 USA - Sun Jun 16 20:56:14 2002

To my sweet little boy....I'm awake at 11:53 at night and I can't sleep.... Everyone tells me to get over it it's been almost 2 years but I can't!!!!!! All I have is a little box of your stuff... Every shadow on the ground every wind that blows every baby I see reminds me of you..... molly   msweetcandy7 bedford, mass USA - Sun Jun 16 20:55:08 2002

To my sweet little boy....I'm awake at 11:53 at night and I can't sleep.... Everyone tells me to get over it it's been almost 2 years but I can't!!!!!! All I have is a little box of your stuff... Every shadow on the ground every wind that blows every baby I see reminds me of you..... molly   msweetcandy7 bedford, mass USA - Sun Jun 16 20:55:00 2002

To my sweet little boy....I'm awake at 11:53 at night and I can't sleep.... Everyone tells me to get over it it's been almost 2 years but I can't!!!!!! All I have is a little box of your stuff... Every shadow on the ground every wind that blows every baby I see reminds me of you..... molly   msweetcandy7 bedford, mass USA - Sun Jun 16 20:54:54 2002

To My nana Ruth V. Rivers its seem so long since you were here, but now your in heaven being takig care of we miss you so much its hard sometimes for our family not being able to see you.. If I stop doing so much things that would mean your really gone and not going back but if I keep going then that means your spirit will always be in our hearts you were an awesome person we always will love you. I miss you so much nana I can't believe your gone I wish you would of made it but it didn't happen.. Nana please come back to us. Love you always your 2nd greatgrandchild LiL E Florida USA - Fri Jun 14 11:32:41 2002

To my greatgrandmother Ruth Rivers here is a poem just for you here it is.Iam a Catholic who loves reading the BiBle I wonder why I am so good I hear voices calling my name I want to learn about the BiBle I am Catholic who loves reading the Bible I pretend not to notice any fears I feel that God is always listening I touch a star that might be sign I worry that something might happen I cry looking at my greatgrandmother's pictures I am a Catholic who loves reading the Bible I understand she will always be with me I say my greatgrandmother is here watching I dream that we will all be together soon I am a Catholic who loves reading the Bible.. I miss you nana, and wish you were here with us but your spirit will always be here .. esperanza fl USA - Thu Jun 13 22:34:44 2002

My dearest Kyle; Mommy misses you soooooooo much! Iwas getting your brother ready for school and I started to cry. Why does it have to be this way??? It;s not fair!!!! I would do any thing to smell your hair feel you hug you kiss you or just get to see you ...People ask how I am and there are no words that can discribe my pain because I don't feel........ mommy mommy   msweetcandy@aol.com bedford, ma. USA - Mon Jun 10 06:57:49 2002

My dearest Kyle; Mommy misses you soooooooo much! Iwas getting your brother ready for school and I started to cry. Why does it have to be this way??? It;s not fair!!!! I would do any thing to smell your hair feel you hug you kiss you or just get to see you ...People ask how I am and there are no words that can discribe my pain because I don't feel........ mommy mommy   msweetcandy@aol.com bedford, ma. USA - Mon Jun 10 06:57:43 2002

My dearest Kyle; Mommy misses you soooooooo much! Iwas getting your brother ready for school and I started to cry. Why does it have to be this way??? It;s not fair!!!! I would do any thing to smell your hair feel you hug you kiss you or just get to see you ...People ask how I am and there are no words that can discribe my pain because I don't feel........ mommy mommy   msweetcandy@aol.com bedford, ma. USA - Mon Jun 10 06:57:36 2002

To my dearest Kyle, Today I was thinking about you and was picturing what you would look like now... I have so many questions and I guess I will not get them until I meet with you again... It is a comfort to know that you are up in heaven with your two gran-pas , I wish I could see you just one more time but then that would leave me wanting one more time and it would never end just like that day we had to turn off your machine off... I saw a man last month who had two preemies just like you, he turned one off and said that he couldn't do it anymore and had the doctors hook him back up well he ended up going home!!!!!!!! I feel like I didn't wait long enough! But how do you now how long is long enough is??? It feels like yesterday when I had you,those two short months weren't long enough but I am greatful for what time I did have. I love you my sweet angel,, I still cry every day for you,it seems. like every little baby boy I see is named Kyle, it's really upseting but your dad says it's your way of letting me no that even thuogh your not here in body that your still here and you always will be. Ilove you... mommy.... molly patterson   msweetcandy7@aol.com bedford, ma USA - Sun Jun 9 11:13:56 2002

In loving memory of James Levi Jones, Carlos Levi Jones, and Katherine Louise Jones Not a day goes by that I don't think of all of you and wish that you were still here with me. I miss you more than words could ever express but I know that you are waiting for me in heaven. As darkness slowly lets light through In my mind are shadows Memories of you All seem so real If only I could touch Maybe it would bring you back I miss you so very much Reaching out To pull the memories back in The pain and hurt As darkness falls again Love always Amy Amy   amy_29250@msn.com Milan, TN USA - Sun Jun 2 19:39:16 2002

IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY GRANDMOTHER RUTH VIOLET RIVERS. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH carol fl USA - Fri May 31 22:21:33 2002

I forgot to mention Im Janet Carpenter Randys little sister   j_carpenter76501@yahoo.com USA - Fri May 31 10:59:40 2002

Randy i miss you so much. I feel it was so unfair that you had to leave this world. But you had no choice. Randy Lott was my oldest brother. USA - Fri May 31 10:57:17 2002

IN LOVING MEMORY OF SHAUN KADIR BASHK WE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU AND LOVE YOU. WE REALLY MISS YOU A LOT FROM ALL YOUR COUSINS DA ALI FAMILY PLUS MOM AND DAD RICHARD ALI   guyanese_thug11hotmail.com TORNOTO, ONT CAN - Thu May 30 17:45:50 2002

Dear Mommy, Wow! I am so sorry that its been such a long time since I have written. It has almost been 2 months. Can you believe that? The last time I wrote to you was April 10th. Jeez...I am not going to go this long again! Well to give you an update on how things are going...my life is taking a BIG turn right now. I finally met D'Arcye. She is really nice. Her kids are absolutly adorable. Right now there are SOO many people at the house. Mom (Dene) got her birthday wish..she got all her birth kids and birth grandkids all under one roof. I am happy that shes happy. I haven't seen her like this in such a long time. I am really glad that D'Arcye is here right now. She is so sweet and I can tell her so much. At least I have someone in the family I can trust. There is nobody other than you and her in the family that I can trust. I am so thankful though...I have told her stuff NOBODY knows and I know she isn't goint to tell anyone. Well about school...Jed got group commander for next year! I am really proud of him. he worked really hard for it andI know he desrevd it. Oh yeah...I also got a medal at Awards Night :-) That really made me feel good. About guys...I don't really like anyone right now. Its kinda cool...I am just kicked back relaxing not worring about guys AT ALL! Well I got to go now. The bell is about to ring for me to go to my next class. Talk to you soon! Love you lots and lots! Oh and one more thing...Thank you for helping me with that thing between Katie and I. Our friendship is still going strong and I will continue to make it stronger. Your girls will forever love you will all our hearts! ~Sammi~ Samantha Dale   sweet12486@aol.com Moreno Valley, California USA - Wed May 29 14:04:00 2002

To Tito Charlie, I may not have seen you in 20 some years but you are in my thoughts often. I remember our summers i your house in Victorias. You always welcomed us in your house even if we were brats then. When I learned of your dead I was very saddened and I sorry that I never got to visit you again. But I know that in thoughts we can visit each other. I never got to tell you that I love you and will really miss you. But now you will be with Lola, Tita Lena and my mom. Good-bye and may you rest in peace. Margaret (lilibeth) McCann Silverio   Msilverio@thefortress.com New York City, New York USA - Tue May 28 07:00:31 2002

In loving memory of my Godfather - Charles McCann. Thank you for your being. You have enriched your family, friends and acquiantances with your love and understanding. We thank you for everything. We will be praying for your eternal peace. Carlos, Me Anne and kids   Carlos_Mascarenas@bigpond.com Sydney, NSW Australia - Tue May 28 04:49:58 2002

My darling Tom, I still can't believe you are gone son i love you so much and i miss you I go every day to your grave and sit and cry, when you died a part of me went with you i feel you everwhere i go and i can close my eyes and see you. to me you will always be my little boy when my time comes to go home i want you, to come and meet me and smile and say welcome home mom I LOVE YOU SON YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND AND FOREVER IN MY HEART REMEMBER A MOTHER'S LOVE NEVER ENDS Anna Matthews   amatthews@maplenet.net warsaw, indiana USA - Sat May 25 18:30:23 2002

THANK YOU (JRM) THANK YOU, FOR LOVING ME THANK YOU, FOR BEING THERE FOR ME IN GOOD AND BAD TIMES FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING DURING PMS STAGE, FOR CHEERING ME UP, FOR LAUGHING AND CRYING WITH ME, THANK YOU FOR ACCEPTING THE WAY I'M EVEN THOUGH AT TIMES I CAN BE A WITCH ONCE AGAIN; THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!! I LOVE YOU JEANETH   MISSBONITA96@HOTMAIL.COM VISTA, CA USA - Fri May 24 12:29:30 2002

THANK YOU (JRM) THANK YOU, FOR LOVING ME THANK YOU, FOR BEING THERE FOR ME IN GOOD AND BAD TIMES FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING DURING PMS STAGE, FOR CHEERING ME UP, FOR LAUGHING AND CRYING WITH ME, THANK YOU FOR ACCEPTING THE WAY I'M EVEN THOUGH AT TIMES I CAN BE A WITCH ONCE AGAIN; THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!! I LOVE YOU JEANETH   MISSBONITA96@HOTMAIL.COM VISTA, CA USA - Fri May 24 12:29:30 2002

JEANETH   MISSBONITA96@HOTMAIL.COM VISTA, CA USA - Fri May 24 12:18:55 2002

TO ARTHUR AND FLORENCE YOUNG OF QUINCY, MASSACHUSETTS NOW BOTH DECEASED: AS LONG AS I HAVE A MEMORY, I CAN NEVER FORGET ALL THE SACRIFICES YOU BOTH MADE FOR ARTIE AND I. EVEN WHEN DAD WAS ON STRIKE AND I HAD HOLES O==IN MY SHOE SOLES, HE MANAGED TO BUY ME A PAIR FOR TWO DOLLARS WAY BACK I 1953. AND YOU MOM, WHO HAD RIPS IN YOUR HOUSE DRESSES AND RUN DOWN SHOES, WOULD SEE TO IT THAT WE ALWAYS GOT A NEW OUTFIT AT EASTER AND TOYS UNDER THE TREE. YOU TWO NEVER TOOK A DRINK OF ALCOHOL AND I WAS PROUD OF THAT FACT; AS A RESULT, ARTIE AND I DO NOT DRINK EITHER. LOVE, ROSE AND ARTIE YOUR DAUGHTER AND SON. ROSE YOUNG-STEWART   ROSEROYOST@AOL.COM PONTOON BEACH, ILLINOIS USA - Fri May 24 10:49:35 2002

dear mom and dad, i miss you oh so much but life i know will get easier. i often dream about u and wish i were with u in what life should be like for us . but i know one day i will see u until then my dreams will have to do. all my love Brie   Aesoftballlchic ok USA - Wed May 22 09:10:39 2002

dear mom and dad, i miss you oh so much but life i know will get easier. i often dream about u and wish i were with u in what life should be like for us . but i know one day i will see u until then my dreams will have to do. love Brie 15yrs Brie   Aesoftballlchic ok USA - Wed May 22 09:10:14 2002

My sweet Ashley Taylor,your b-day is tomorrow,oh,how I wish you were here to celebrate with us.I miss you so much.My heart is in so much pain right now.I want to hold you and hug you so tightly and never let you go.I know God is giving you many hugs for me,I pray to Him every night.I love you so very much my ANGEL.Always know you are in my thoughts and heart .I think of you every minute of every day.HAPPY BIRTHDAY,MY SWEETIE,MY BEST FRIEND,LOVE YOU ALWAYS,MOMMY rita   rljackson39@yahoo.com Warsaw, indiana USA - Tue May 21 21:34:02 2002

I am searching for information on finding my sisters grave site, ahe died when we were 2 weeks old, in 1984. i need help!!! jocelyn Patterson   lilmiamima_1@hotmail.com medina, ny USA - Fri May 17 11:24:57 2002

I love you all and all your gardens yeah baby Jackie Bayley   tupacrulz@hotmail.com Perth, WA Australia - Thu May 16 20:16:40 2002

Jackie Bayley   tupacrulz@hotmail.com USA - Thu May 16 20:12:32 2002

Jackie Bayley   tupacrulz@hotmail.com USA - Thu May 16 20:12:31 2002

Jackie Bayley   tupacrulz@hotmail.com USA - Thu May 16 20:12:25 2002

TO THE BEAUTIFUL MEMORY OF "SUZY" (SUZETTE DESAINT) THE ANGEL OF ROCK AND ROLL YOU ARE ALWAYS ALIVE IN MUSIC!   desaint77@hotmail.com New York, New York USA - Wed May 15 16:24:23 2002

Hi Chris!!!! It's me, Tiff. Tomorrow is your 19th birthday, and I wanted to say Happy Brithday!!!! I miss you lots. I wish you were here so we can celebrate your birthday. You wanted to have a huge party for your birthday. I remember you telling me that. We've just finished the Mother's Day rush at work. Well, it's over on the shipping side, but it's still crazy on the administrative side. Every night I stayed late to help out on the dock or in the shipping office, I thought about you. You would've loved all the money you would've made from the long hours that we were all pulling. Some of the night crew pulled 24 hour shifts!!!! I still think it's wierd to be out on the dock and not see you there. It's still kind of hard to fathem. Tina and I hung out lastnight. She went shopping with me to buy a gift for my mom. She's doing okay and so is your mom, as well as Jonathan. I wish you could see Zac and Gage. They are too cute. I want you to know that I think about all of the time. Not a day goes by that you don't pop into my head. You are in my memories always. I miss you lots and I hope you show me sign that you have come for a visit. Once again, Happy Birhtday!!!! Love Always, Tiff Tiffany Garcia   Viotiff24@aol.com Ventura, California USA - Sat May 11 10:24:10 2002

George and Vicki, Although I may be physically to be there with you in person, please know that my heart is with you at this time. I did not have the opportunity to meet your mom but anyone who could have a son as kind and thoughtful as yourself, George, she must have been a very special lady. I am glad to have the opportunity of offering this sympathy in this special way. They live on, they are not gone, look to your memories and thoughts and you will find them. They live on. Look to the sun. Angie Ondrik   amo@libcom.com Port Vue, PA USA - Wed May 8 03:48:16 2002

Dearest George and Vicki, Thank you so much for sharing this page with me..and Please accept my deepest sympathy on the passing of your beloved Mom. Yea George she is with him now...both near white lilacs..they are in his hands now..and beyond anything but bliss..and you are loved and thought of often at this time my friend...all of you are in my prayers... "...and if I go while you're still here, know that I live on vibrating to a different measure, .. behind a veil you cannot see thru. You will not see me so you must have faith, ..I wait for the time when we can soar together again, both aware of each other. Until then live your life to its fullest and when you need me, just whisper my name in your heart. I will be there." Thomas Clancy They'll both listen now to the songs Geo... hugs to ya both...big hugs Vicki!.. ..Love, Nora Nora Jarvis   Wolfkenn@hotmail.com Michigan USA - Tue May 7 20:18:02 2002

~daddy~ It's almost two years since that day you went away. Forever my heart will long to see your face light up when you laugh and to hear your voice say my name.I want you to know how much i love you. It hasn't been easy for me losing you when i was only 15. Listening to others talking about what they did with their father over the weekend. knowing i'll never get to play ball or play a game with you again.I cry alot for you but when i think about you in heaven with no pian brings a smile to my face. i will always miss you. daddy you were the best a girl couldn't ask for a better dad! ~forever your little girl~ shealene   ohiogirlher@yahoo.com findlay, ohio USA - Wed May 1 19:40:35 2002

This is to remember Nicole Willingham, my special angel. She gave me the strength to fight and beat cancer. I only wish she had won her battle. I now have a beautiful daughter, Breanna Nichole. Happy Birthday, I'll forever be thankful for all you have done for me. I love you. Jennifer Leonard Powers   jenniferapowers@aol.com Manassas, VA USA - Tue Apr 30 16:22:07 2002

Hi Mom! Miss you terribly. It's been 2 years and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. You are always in my prayers. Love you! Kathy kathy   k8ybear@excite.com hanover, pa USA - Mon Apr 29 09:37:02 2002

Jacob Pack August 1981 to April 21, 2002 of Pasadena, Texas died so suddenly and at a young age. We will miss you Jacob. Janet Carpenter   j_carpenter76501@yahoo.com USA - Thu Apr 25 17:32:06 2002

Lee Earnhardt,peter king I miss ou so dearlie!!!!!! Crstal Talle Humboldt , TN USA - Wed Apr 24 16:00:52 2002

Hey little brother,i just can't get you off my mind lately,for some reason.I know its going on 4 years since you left me and our family,but it still feels like yesterday to me.I close my eyes and i still see all the burns all over you and the look of defeat somthing that never ever crossed you in your life.i look for anwsers and there is none,i cry until i can't anymore,i talk to you but there's no anwser,i just wish you could help me out a little bit ,help me go on help me live without needing you here.tell me how to do that please! i love you so much it hurts just to say your name at times just please help me i just need to know your ok,thats about all i want now out of life,you have always been#1 in my life and always will be forever until i see you again just let me know your ok ,somehow you've always had my love and always will .i'll talk again really soon i promise love,your sister SAMANTHA BREWER samantha   sdbrewer@ardmore.net ELKMONT, ALA. USA - Tue Apr 23 14:47:41 2002

HEY LITTLE BROTHER JUST SITTING AROUND THINKING ABOUT WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN BUT ALL THAT GETS ME IS SADDNESS I STILL MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT AT TIMES I DON'T EVEN WANT TO START ANOTHER DAY BUT AS YOU ALWAYS SAID YOU MUST GO ON I'M HERE WITH YOUR SON JOSEPH HE'S JUST LIKE YOU THANK GOODNESS WE HAVE THAT ANYWAY AS A REMINDER HE SENDS A KISS YOUR WAY SO BE SURE TO CATCH IT. I KNOW IT BEEN AWHILE SINCE I 'VE VISITED DONT THINK I DONT CARE IT JUST REALLY HARD TO GO SEE YOU THERE BUT YOU'LL ALWAYS HAVE MY LOVE ALWAYS LITTLE BROTHER.love always your sister samantha brewer until next time all my love 'xoxoxoxoxoxoxxo samantha   sdbrewer@ardmore.net Elkmont, ALABAMA USA - Fri Apr 19 09:13:09 2002

Hi Sis...It been 21/2 weeks since you went home to be with the lord and i'm still taking it hard..i'm sittin at my desk at work and tears are just fallin down my cheek from thinking of you..U left me in a time when i need you the most ..when i thought everything was going good..didn't know what was going on down the road...but through it all i will forever love you because you are my sister and regret that i was not there to say I love You before u went home to be in glory..but i hope that u know that u was forever love in my heart..I miss you Gurl...so much....U soar that air and look down on me ..cuz i know heaven is rejoicing with a Angel in there midst..Tell Mommy and Daddy.. i said Hello and i miss them so, (crying)...the family miss you also...Love Gloria Gloria Jackson   yluck001@hotmail.com Englewood, NJ USA - Tue Apr 16 12:40:01 2002

Dear Mommy, Hi, how are you? Well me...I am actually doing pretty good. I don't understand....I have felt so strange lately. I really am enjoying life but at the sametime I'm not. I feel like I am missing something. I just can't figure out what it is!?! Well anyway, who am I to complain...I am lucky just to be here. Things have been pretty different since Jed and I broke up. I am not as worried about who I am anymore. I feel like I am a completly different person. While I was with him, I was always so worried about making sure I did everthing to his expectations. Now I can do what I know is right and not worry about what he thinks is right. Well anyway I am going to go now. I will have Katie talk to you later. Remember your little girls love you forever no matter what! Love always, Sammi Sammi   sweet12486@aol.com Moreno Valley, california USA - Wed Apr 10 16:32:05 2002

In Loving Memory of Ricky Byrdsong Born: June 24, 1956 - Heaven July 3, 1999 So much has happened since you left on July 3, 1999 to be with the Lord. Your older daughter Sabrina turned 15 last week. She is really a beautiful young lady. Your daughter Kelley is now 12 and has a personality just like yours. She is very social and loves to laugh all the time. And your son Ricky Jr. is now 11. He is adjusting well to being the only man/boy in the house. He is the youngest but still very much in charge of everything and everyone. Your wife Sherialyn is doing wonderful. Looking more beautiful as she ages. She started The Ricky Byrdsong Foundation soon after you died. You would not believe how the world is still continuing to keep your legacy alive. The Foundation will be hosting the third Annual Ricky Byrdsong 5K Memorial Race against Hate on June 29, you were inducted into the Chicagoland Sports Hall of Fame, National Lewis University awarded you an honorary doctorate degree so you're known as Doctor, the book you were working on "COACHING YOUR KIDS IN THE GAME OF LIFE" was released for publication, Northwestern University each year hosts a Ricky Byrdsong Foundation Day, In another week another book titled NO RANDOM ACT - Behind the murder of Ricky Byrdsong will be released. Also, on April 6, 2002 we hosted The Ricky Byrdsong Spirit Awards GALA. The Spirit Awards have been developed to honor and celebrate those heroes in our society who, through their professional and personal lives, exemplify your character Ricky and your desire to build an America where all young people - regardless of their race, religion or economic background - are able to achieve their full potential in pursuit of their hopes and dreams. Ricky, the event was so awesome!! It was a night that will be etched in my memory for the rest of my live. Over 300 people came out to honor you and to share in the celebration. One of the receipients of your award was Todd Beamer. We awarded Todd The Ricky Byrdsong Spirit of America. His wife Lisa and his baby daughter Morgan, whom Todd never had the chance to see, was on hand to receive his award. What really made this so special is that the 911 operator whom Todd asked to pray with him before he died in the September 11 crash, presented the award to Lisa. In Lisa's speech she said she has forgiven the evil ones who caused her so much pain and destroyed the dreams that she had for their lives together. Ricky, I'm sure you are aware that your family has also forgiven the 21- year old White Supremecist, Benjamin Smith, who shot you down in cold blood in front of your children. Well my brother, I will be in touch. Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you that I moved to Chicago to help Sherialyn raise your children. I am commiting the next seven years of my life to help with the kids. After then you son will be going to college and I can go back to Atlanta. May you rest in peace with the Lord until we meet again. Your sister Marcia Byrdsong   byrd10is@aol.com USA - Tue Apr 9 13:46:52 2002

JP McCann Easter has gobne by, your favourite time of year. you loived decorating eggs, oh how i miss doing that with you. Your borthers and i decorated eggs on Easter sunday for you. Its so hard without you here... your brothers need you to guide them, they are going so backwards in life... no big brother here to kick their butts in gear.... We miss you and love you and you are in our hearts and souls everyday sweety.... Mom , dad, cort, brandon xoxoxox Lisa windsor, Ont Canada - Tue Apr 9 07:16:28 2002

BRIAN ROBERT BOYNTON BORN; NOVENBER 22,1970 PASSED; MARCH 12,2000 IN LOVEING MEMORY, MY SWEET SON, I WISH EVERYDAY YOU WHERE STILL HERE. BUT THE BEAUTIFUL POEMS, AND ART WORK, YOU LEFT BEHIND STILL MY CRYING, AND EASE MY SORROW. YOU WHERE SURELY, GIFTED AND A WONDERFUL SON. BLESS YOU AND MY YOU WATCH OVER ME UNTIL I CAN BE WITH YOU ONCE MORE. SINCERELY, ALL MY LOVE MOM SHARON ANNE DUNBAR   s.dunbar@shaw.ca SASKATOON, SK. cANADA - Mon Apr 8 11:20:53 2002

My heart goes out to my sister Debra and her daughters Tracey and Amie. I can't imagine the deep lost that you feel with Bruce being gone. I just see all the changes in your family. It has brought you closer together. Bruce would be happy for that I'm sure. Bruce along with all of you will always have a special place in my heart. You truly are my family, With Love Always Carrol Carrol   cgardner@canada.com Wallaceburg, Ontario Canada - Sat Apr 6 13:33:06 2002

Hello my sweet little brother..it's big sis again. It's been a little over a year and 1/2 now since I last heard you call me nin or seen your smile...I still miss you sooo much. I don't think that void will ever go away or be filled. The last memorial I wrote you was some time ago. I came back here to visit and to see how much I have grown in this period of time and also to let everyone know who reads this that even though a loved one is gone , they will never be forgotten and that time really does heal the heart. I'm not saying that everything is fine, I'm just saying that I can finally get on with my life. I know you are glad of that considering how caring and loving you were...I'm sure you still are, just somewhere else. I will hold on to the thought of you waiting for me when my time comes and thanks to you kiddo..I am no longer afraid to die. I will love you and miss you always...BeLinda (Nin) BeLinda Goble   bgoble@hrbmc.com Clinton Township, MI USA - Fri Apr 5 12:09:54 2002

When I typed the message below you had to scroll up but when I submitted it I realized you had to scroll down. Therefore , don't scroll up but move the arrow down. ANGEL RALPH'S daughter PS the prior email I entered is fictitious, ignore it , sorry, I was rushing. Westchester , NY USA - Thu Apr 4 12:49:34 2002

According to John 16:20- my grief is turning to JOY! To read this verse :scroll up to Ralph, Acevedo,March 3. I'm happy to KNOW that you are always with me. I talk to you more now than before. RALPH ACEVEDO'S daughter   ko@mon.com Westchester, NY USA - Thu Apr 4 12:43:12 2002

chris,joey its been almost a month that u have left us at your young ages joey u wereonly 16 and had ur hole life a head of u chris u were 20 and u had a lot of things going for u.u had ur girlfriend a great job and all the toys u wanted.u guys left us in shock.y would u get in a car with a drunk driver.i guess we all have to wait till we get there to find out WELL I JUST WANTED U GUYS TO NO I AM WATCHING OUT FOR UR FAMILY AND I LOVE U VERY MUCH. REST IN PEACE BOYZ FRIENDS TIL THE END LOVE RAY ray   ray_pimp@hotmail.com windsor, ontario canada - Sun Mar 31 16:32:04 2002

Matt, it's been a month ago today that god called you home. I think you were the lucky one. We all miss you. Your smile, your laugh. Until we meet again. Love Lorree Lorree   bitchygirl26@yahoo.com Marysville, ca USA - Wed Mar 27 10:10:05 2002

*~*~*~*~*~*~*MATTHEW JAMES HAYES*~*~*~*~*~*~* February 12,1985 -to- February 27,2002 Matt~ All the words in the world can't describe how I felt for you. You touched my life in a way that nobody else could. You stood by me and never gave up. If I had to choose one word to describe you it would be *AMAZING* You brought joy to everyonewho knew you. And even though my time with you was short it was time well spent. I am very frustrated that I didn't tell you how I felt even though your mom said you knew, I still wish I could have told you. It hurts me so much knowing your gone but I know your in a better place and you are watching down on all of us. so until we meet again... Love Always & Forever Tiffany *UNFAIR* Life is short and often unfair, leaving you hurt and full of despair. death comes swiftly when least expected, life seems unfair when fate has someone you know selected. Left speechless eyes full of tears, your heart continues to ache as the funeral nears. Even though it happened it's hard to concieve, wishing and praying it didn't not ready to believe. Never got a chance to say good-bye, not ready to accept it not willing to try. Matt- I know we didn't get a chance to become good friends, and I'm sorry for that. We did have some good times at SNL though!!:P You're a cute kid, and you will be missed. Someday you me,Luke and Tiffany will all be together again and we'll have to have a fatty party:) I miss you, and I miss your cute smile, and the way you got bright red when you were embarrassed, and the way you would turn your head to try to hide it. You left behind a lot of friends and you will be missed!! until we meet again Jessica Tiffany Rose & Jessica Vera   jessiev85@aol Marysville, Ca USA - Tue Mar 26 09:38:40 2002

Chris hey babe its me Elena! I still think about you lots wishing one day you will come back, i cry all the time knowing that your gone. I love you with all my heart and always will i will always remember you and no one can ever make me feel the way you did!! I love you so much love always ELena Elena DeAlba   ovnlicious@aol.com Oak View, Cali USA - Tue Mar 26 09:12:06 2002

WE LOVE & MISS MATT!:( Tiffany Rose & Jessica Vera   jessiev85@aol Marysville, California USA - Mon Mar 25 09:11:49 2002

Hi Mommy, Its sammi.It has been quite while since Kaite and I have written to you so we decided it was time to catch up with you again. First of all I want to thank you. The last time that I wrote to you I was going through some really hard stuff. Katie and I are doing WONDERFUL now. You truly helped me a lot. Jed and I broke up on the 19th (your birthday). I think it was really for the better that we did. I cared about him and all but I care more about me and Katies friendship. With me being with Jed it created so much chaos in my life. This way I will be able to have fun doing what I really want to do. Like spending my free time with my best fried-KATIE!Well anyway I am going to let her (Katie) talk a bit ok.... Hi! As Samantha said, everything is going GREAT! I know she had a tough time breaking it off with Jed after being with him for so long, but like her, I do believe it was for the best. Not to mention the fact that now I get her all to myself. We went through some very tough times lately. Our friendship was definitly tested, and thankfully, we made it. Now out friendship is only like a million times stronger. NOTHING will come between us. EVER! Your daughter is so strong. I know in the past I have said how she has been going through a lot. Well, lately things were at there worst. She's gotten through all of them, and I just try to help her and be supportive the best I can. And I really hate it when there is nothing I can do to stop her pain. But I'm thankful that lately she has been pretty happy. I can tell by the smile on her face! Well, I better go, here's Sam...hey mommy well we got to get going. We will tyr and be more consistant on writting to you. Well rest well. We both love you lots and lots! Love always, Sammi and Katie (your two little girls!) Samantha and Katie   sweet12486@aol.com tiggerchick101@aol.com Moreno Valley, California USA - Sun Mar 24 12:09:39 2002

My son lost his two best friends on March 3,2002.Both Chris and Joey were and still are like my own sons.I will forever miss them.Chris for your Rosy red cheeks and Joey your beautiful smile.Love ya guys Kathy,Ray's mom.xoxoxoxoxoxo Kathy Hunter   k_hunter316@hotmail.com Windsor, Ontario Canada - Fri Mar 22 10:11:44 2002

This is in memorial of my son Matthew Hayes. We lost him on Feb.27th,2002 in a very bad car accident in Yuba City ,Ca. He was 17 yrs old and was a somphmore in high school, he wanted to join the army when he graduated high school. He was a very respectful young man who loved everyone!! He was always wanting to help someone when in need. He was raised in church and just recently got saved. He was loved very much by everyone!!! I will miss him very much,until I meet with him again some day!!!We love you Matt Honey!! And I just thank the Lord everyday that he has You and saved you!! Love mom and your brother Justin Your always in our hearts honey!!! Lynda Simpson   califgirlus2000@yahoo.com marysville, california USA - Wed Mar 20 22:44:34 2002

My litle Kyle I miss you so much... Not a day goes by that I don't think of you.. I can't believe you'll be two this year... Auntie Nikki Daddy your little brother Marucus and I visited you and grandpa this weekend... We decorated for easter... It looks really beautiful.. It helped to ease the pain but not much...I met a woman in the park last wee that just lost her baby girl, Kye I didn't know wat to say... I couldn't tell her it will be alright because it never really is... I tried to explain to her that when you loose an adult love one you loose your past and the memories are all you have left,but when your child dies you loose your future. All I know is I will never get over you.. I don't want to , Your still my little boy and you'll always be. I can feel you sometimes when the wind blows or when it snows for the first time and it's all white and I can see your reflection looking back at me.Call it crazy or wishful thinking but in my heart I know that your here with me all the time.. I love you and miss you ....Iloooooooooove you , mommy mommy bedford , ma USA - Wed Mar 20 15:29:21 2002

i just lost my two best friends in the world.they left me on march3 2002.they were both great people. i no u in heaven watching us well we pray for u every day we pray for until we meet again in my heart is were i keep two friends memerioes give me the strenght i need to proceed. well chris joey i hope u guys r watching over us i love u both for ever rememder friendship never dies love u guyz ray aka razor ray   ray_pimp@hotmail.com windsor, ontario canada - Wed Mar 20 00:56:15 2002

There is a big hole in our family. We have lost so much in such a short time. We're beginning to wonder if there's a black cloud over us that noone can see. I hate to see a new year come around because I just wonder who will be next. Since 1998 I have lost 5 family members. My brother John was only 26 when he died of a heart attack. My cousin Jaysen was taken from us by a drunk driver. My cousin Christopher died in a car accident just 9 months after Jaysen. They were both only 16 years old. My father and my aunt Gayle were both cheated out of their life by cancer. I think about you all everyday and you are all missed very much!!!!! Love Brooke Brooke Springs   brsprings@hotmail.com Missouri USA - Mon Mar 18 08:11:28 2002

My Sweet Christopher, I still can't believe that you are gone. It's been almost 2 months now and it's stil