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My dearest Love and my dearest friend well Christmas has come and gone I didn't think I would get thru it this year I kept thinking about last year how you cried because your moma would not come see you or even call you and I wondered if her Christmas was as miserable as yours was last year because all you wanted was for her to call you or come by but I know your suffering is over now for you are in heaven with God and all your Loved ones who really Loved you and missed you as much as I do .You would be so proud of Tammy Now she"s moving on with her life and Randy's not in it,I think it took losing you for her to be strong enough to go on with her life.I will never find another person on this earth who is as fine a human being as you were but until the day I see you again I will Lovw you and do everything I can to keep your memory alive for as long as I can .I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST LOVE YOUR LOVING WIFE LINDA C> PARKER
Linda Parker   park4034@bellsouth.net
Bogalusa, La USA - Tue Dec 30 02:56:34 2003

My darling Joe,
Another Christmas has passed without you and I think this one was harder to get through.It has been over a year now since you have been gone and the reality that your gone is setting in where as last year I think I was in disbelieve and very numb.I miss you so very much Joe,more than words could ever say,there still is not a day without tears and very little time I am not thinking about you and remembering things.I tell our son every night you love him,he tells me "daddy loves you too mommy!"He still asks about you often and knows you are in heaven.He knows where your special place is where we can go to be closer to you,I just wish it wasn't so far so we could go more often.I believe you are here with us anyways and you know what is going on and you are watching out for us and this is where I draw my strength from to carry on every day,some days are very hard though,and the saddness seems almost unbearable,but somehow I get through it,I know you want me to stay strong.This year Shane has fell in love....with Santa!He keeps telling me he loves him because of all the new toys he brought especially the race car track and the train track.I know in my heart you where here with us and you seen and heard it all.I would have wrote to you sooner baby,but this is so damned hard for me to do!It's very upsetting for me because it seems so unfair!I finally found the love of my life after so much shit in my life,I was finally at peace and the happiest I had ever been with you and you where taken away from me and I feel like I am being punished for something and just not suppose to be truly happy, in this life anyways!I am trying to do my best and you are and always will be a big part of my life,everything I do,I think what would you want me to do or what would you do or say.I have to make alot of decisions on my own now but I will always turn to you to help me do what is best and I know you will always be there.I know you know we have moved into an apartment and I have a new job,we both were trying to get in at autoliv and I finally did and I know how happy you are about that,I only wish you were here to share the happiness together!I still stay in touch with your sister Rose as much as I can,I wish it could be more but we are both busy with working and our own families it is hard.But I will always stay in touch and they will all be a part of our lives no matter what,I wish they were closer too!Shane has been baptised,he was so handsome,just like his daddy and such a good boy,you would have been proud of him!Nick and Mace are having their first baby soon,that makes you a great uncle Joe and you are great!Everyone is excited and can't wait!Cathy and Simon are engaged and that is exciting too.She wanted to dance with her Uncle Joe at her wedding and she still will,you live on in your son and he is so much like you,he will dance with her for you,I know you would want him to.Well writing this has taken me a long time between wiping the tears and nose.I had better go for now.Just remember if I don't write to you often it is not because I am not thinking of you or I have forgotten you,you are the first one I think of when I wake-up in the morning and the last one I think of when I go to sleep at night and thought of very much through out my day.I miss you and love you so much Joe,we all do.Merry Chistmas Baby!
All our love.
hugs and kisses
Kim,Leah&Shane
XXXOOO
Kim Giannini   kimba_408@hotmail.com
Blenheim, Ontario Canada - Fri Dec 26 06:44:04 2003

I miss you Cody Scott Ryman soooo much!! I think about you everday and everynight!!! It is just so hard to believe that you are gone and you had just started your life. I wish your dad didnt pick you up drunk. I wish you were still here with us.
Love is patient and kind;
love is not jelous or boastful;
it is not arrogant or rude.
Love does not insist on its own way;
it is not irritable or resentful;
it does not rejoice at wrong,
but rejocies in the right.
Love bears all things, believe all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never ends.

I love you and miss you so much Codster!!!!!!
Caitlin Boyd   butterflyxtasy3@aol.com
Joliet, Illinois USA - Thu Dec 25 19:25:01 2003

Chris, Today is Christmas we we think of you with PURPLE HEARTS,so many things has changed now that your gone,Elijia is so big and a good brother to his little sister,I know you be proud of him.Will you please kiss my mother for us and my brother Pete.We will always Love you.Merry Christmas. Love Mom,Dad and Millie xxxxxooooooxxxxxxxooooooo
mom piche   christopher cleroux
windsor, ontario can - Thu Dec 25 17:17:51 2003

Chris, Today is Christmas we we think of you with PURPLE HEARTS,so many things has chance now that your gone,Elijia is so big and a good borther to his little sister,I know you be proud of him.Will you please kiss my mother for us and my brother Pete.We will always Love you.Merry Christmas. Love Mom,Dad and Millie xxxxxooooooxxxxxxxooooooo
mom piche   christopher clerous
windsor, ontario can - Thu Dec 25 17:13:06 2003

Mother...It's Christmas morning and I sure do miss you. Ag and I are going to Marie's for dinner...watch for her, I think she'll be coming soon. I worry about our friend. She has completely gone off the deep end...she is not going to have Christmas with her family..and she didn't go there Thanksgiving. I don't understand what is going with her...you'd think she had learned a lesson from me...but I guess not. Marie is not doing too well, Lisa and Andrea are taking good care of her and Pop, and we are all taking some food to the dinner (I made fresh turnips, collards, a cake and a pie. I think (hope) you'd be proud of me. I know you are spending the holidays with the One whose birthday we celebrate (how glorious). I'm listening the Gaither CD's but I know it can't compare to heaven's choir. Merry Christmas, Mother, I love you and miss you so. See you soon. Susan
Susan Allen   sallenss7@comcast.net
Mobile, AL USA - Thu Dec 25 01:54:49 2003

~*~Maw~*~
Christmas is 2 days away. I'm looking forward to it, but I'm missing you way more. I remember every Christmas you would give the grandkids presents and then a lil' storybook with the lifesaver candies inside. Everytime we go shopping and I see those, I tell Momma and I think of you. We still laugh about the times we would watch TV and you would always make comments, especially about the soaps. It was hilarious. Well, keep watching over us and never forget that I Love You more than words can say!
~*~Hugs and Kisses~*~
Krystal   krystal_lynn_mel@yahoo.com
Cecilia, LA USA - Tue Dec 23 14:26:21 2003

I see the countless Christmas trees below, with tiny lights like heavens stars, reflecting on the snow the sight is so spectacular please wipe away the tears. For i am spending Christmas with Jesus this year.
I hear the many Christmas Carols the people hold so dear but the sounds of music cant compare with the Choir up here. I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring, for it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart. But i am not far away, we really are not apart. So be happy for me dear ones you know i hold you dear. And be glad im spending Christmas with Jesus this year.
I sent you each a special gift from my heavenly home above. I sent you each a memory of my undying love. After all, love is a gift more precious than pure gold. It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love each other as my father said to do. For i cant count the blessing or love he has for each of you. So have a merry Christmas and wipe away that tear. For im spending Christmas with Jesus this year.
  j_carpenter76501@yahoo.com
USA - Fri Dec 19 01:51:41 2003

Today I sit and wonder if you are with us today, As i think of you my tears will not go away. Losing you is like taking away a part of me. For without you there is an emptiness in our family.
I think of you often and on special days i cry, always looking for the answer as to why you had to die. You see your passing was too fast and we never said good bye and i think that is why i cry the tears i cry. For loving you was easy but letting go was the hardest thing to do. You see you were my world and I loved the way you smiled, You made me feel so special, if only for a while. Now you are in heaven and Im sure you earned your wings, and if i listen carefully i can hear the angels sing. Someday we will again be one and on that special day, the Lord will bless us both and together we will stay.

  j_carpenter76501@yahoo.com
USA - Fri Dec 19 01:40:00 2003

On the day that we met,I gave you my heart.
I made a vow to you that we would never be apart.
Although years may come and years may go,
There is one thing darling that I want you to know. My love for you will always stay and no one on earth can take that away, and when my eyes shall close in death i will whisper your name with my last breath.
Raven Alicia Hunter   medtudent70394@yahoo.com
Raceland, Louisiana USA - Thu Dec 18 11:59:24 2003

Anne, you are my favorite cousin now and forever. I will never forget anything that we did together. I love you and miss you more then anything and would give anything to see you again. Until we meet again, I'll remember
Charles Pletscer   chpletsc@svsu.edu
Saginaw, Michigan USA - Tue Dec 16 13:46:23 2003

Uncle Butch... hey latly i have been gettin weird dreams about u again and its freakin me out.. but at least i get to see u in my dreams... I am startin to worry more about ur x wife michelle shes tryin to keep ur son from seein ur side of the family and its startin to get everyone really mad...i and i am startin to think that something is wrong with me and my friends so please try to let everything work out between all of us..well g2g 4 now love u 4 ever and always ur niece ... Kolleen
Kolleen Goedde   baby_lilo_2008@hotmail.com
Haubstadt, Indiana USA - Sat Dec 13 09:57:05 2003

In memory of Richard Busby...Richard, "Boober", you were only in my life for such a short time, but you blessed me so much. I hope I helped to make your last weeks, days and hours a little easier. I was not ready to let you go, but you had suffered so much the last few years of your life and I understand why you elected not to have the surgery to remove that killer tumor from your neck. I know you were tired of the battle and ready to rest...but, selfishly, I was not ready to let you go. I had really learned to love you, not just for Cathy's sake, but because you were such a pleasure, a joy and a blessing. You had the sweetest spirit. I'll never forget all those whispered, raspy "Thank You's you'd give me when I washed your face or rubbed lotion on your tired, dry old body. I miss you still today...even tho you've been gone 5 years. I'll see you before too long, my friend. Watch for me.
Susan Allen
Mobile, AL USA - Fri Dec 12 18:21:49 2003

In Memory...of my mother, Cora Warren, My grandparents, John and Mamie Allen, my aunt and uncle Aubrey and Willie Wrae Allen, another uncle, Lester Allen, my good friend Richard Busby and all the others who have left this earth. You are all missed and loved very much.
Susan Allen
Mobile, AL USA - Fri Dec 12 18:14:31 2003

i would like everybody to remember all our loved ones.. i love and miss you Carl Allen Locust my grandpa!!!!
Faylene Shantrece Locust   nativepimpette05@aol.com
stilwell, Oklahoma USA - Wed Dec 10 15:11:23 2003

My dearest Foster ,well darling Thanksgiving just past and I sat and cried most of the time thinking of last year when you were still with us I miss you so much sometimes it's more than I can bear but I know you are in heaven and I know you are at peace at last no more pain and sorrow for you for you are with our heavenly father and there you are with your Dad and Judy and Mark and most of all little Murphy,Melonie might have been able to keep you apart here on this earth but thank God you have eternity to be together know without the 'with's ' interference I miss you so much,I miss my friend my lover and most of all my soul mate.You know what's going on in my life know and I know you would approve because we talked about this so much but know my Love you will always be in my very special place in my heart and there you will stay for eternity until it's my turn to be with you Thank You for Loving me your dearest wife Linda P.S. I felt you last night in the living room and I know Prisssy felt you are saw you one are the other pease be with you my Love
Linda C Parker   park4034@bellsouth.net
Bogalusa , Louisiana USA - Sun Dec 7 01:27:17 2003

Randy me Bobby and Terri visited your grave in The Wilson Valley Cemetery near Little River, Texas yesterday. 11/29/03. Bobby said he misses you so much and that he loves you. Your oldest son Austin will turn 18 on the 4th of December this year.
Janet   j_carpenter76501@yahoo.com
Temple, Texas USA - Mon Dec 1 00:06:40 2003

Dear Mommy,
Hey. How are you? Well right now I am with my boyfriend (sergio) in TJ. Shhh...Daddy doesn't know taht I am here. Anyway...I just wanted to let you know that I love you and miss you. I will be 18 in less than two months. CRAZY!!! All is well...don't worry. Jed is completly gone and done with and Sergio is WONDERFUL. I know you would like him :) Well I love you and miss you. Keep watch over me and Sergio...we have had a hard few day....our baby is there with you. I love and miss you...your little girl.
Sammi   beedeecan16@msn.com
Moreno Valley, CA USA - Sun Nov 30 14:32:49 2003

I miss you so much Dad! This Thanksgiving was hard, for it was our first without you. I know there will be many first without you being there, but it does not make it any easier. I think of you each and everyday Dad, I will love you forever.....
Sue Chittenden   sue0619@yahoo.com
grants pass , oregon USA - Fri Nov 28 19:12:55 2003

Maw, Just thought I would send a few words your way. I really miss you. But I haven't stopped thinking about you. You are my sunshine. My life gets confusing sometimes, but I just stop and focus and things are looking good. School's going well, work's fun, and the family's good too. I am single now. "sniff, sniff"...but I'll be ok. Keep watching over us and keep us safe. I love you and miss you much!
Krystal Melancon   krystal_lynn_mel@yahoo.com
Cecilia, LA USA - Fri Nov 28 12:55:20 2003

Hey Grant, this is our 3rd Thanksgiving without you and it still isn't any easier. This year we are without Grandma Crombie also, so things are a little more stressful than usual. I don't know how people go on. This time of year I wish would just go away anymore. I'll do my usual cooking routine, but it's not the same anymore. I will be sure to put your box our in the living room for the holidays so that you can be with the family. I miss you so much. Happy Thanksgiving baby. Until we meet again.
Love you alwayz and forever. MOM
Debbie Tull   tullda57@yahoo.com
St. Peters, Mo. USA - Wed Nov 26 21:46:11 2003

Dad, We all miss ya everyday. you were the best
paul dean eldred   saulandpand@wmconnect
grants pass, oregon USA - Tue Nov 25 00:31:52 2003

My dearest husband I miss you so much time goes by and I try to go on but I'm scared and I miss you. I'll always be with you.Love You Linda
Linda Parker   park4034@bellsouth.net
Bogalusa, Louisiana USA - Sun Nov 23 22:56:42 2003

Tracey (Chrest) DiDomenico   tracey_didom@hotmail.com
Niagara Falls, Canada Ontario - Fri Nov 21 19:19:16 2003

Gram, I think it's finally began to hit me that your really gone. I was up until 4:30 this morning crying about you and about Matt Lis. I mean Matt I've cried a lot about. But with you it just didn't seem a reality. I mean you went into the hospital and died a few weeks later. We didn't even know that anything was wrong. I wish I stayed to visit you longer at the hospital. I wish they could have done something to save you. Andrea had her baby. Keira Alissa, she is so cute. Wish you could have been there for her birth as wel as my graduation. I'll talk to you later grammy, I love you and miss you more and more each day now!
Je'nae   Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com
Chelmsford, Ma USA - Thu Nov 20 12:48:15 2003

Joe:.....May you continue to watch over us daily, and give us the inner strength to continue forward and there isnt a day that does not go by that we do not miss your unconditional love!
Cindy   oldkuss@sympatico.ca
Blenheim, Ontario Canada - Sun Nov 16 17:35:20 2003

Dear Joe I miss you dearly please give everyone the strength to continue on, some days it so hard to carry on. A year has gone by and I still can't believe that you are gone. You are our angel from above. May God grant you all the peace and serenity you deserve. I know you are in a place of everlasting love and peace until we meet again. I love you my dear brother.
Love you Rose
Rose   rossy53_@hotmail.com
Mississauga, Ontario Canada - Thu Nov 13 17:08:19 2003

Faylene   n8tive_b1tcho3@msn.com
Stilwell, Oklahoma USA - Mon Nov 10 18:23:35 2003

November 10, 2003 Happy Birthaday Julie Rowe. If God would have allowed you to be here we would be celabrating your 19 birthday. But He chose to call you home to Him in Glory. I just want to say for the brief moments we shared that you have touched me deeply and that I miss you, but I know the day will come that we will be together in Glory with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
David   dguitrau@turner-industries.com
livingston, Louisiana USA - Mon Nov 10 07:03:46 2003

Tomorrow is your birthday,Maw! I wish you were only here to celebrate. I'm still thinking of you always. You are definitely not forgotten. Please help me along the road of life and lead me in the right paths. I have faith in you. Love you always! Don't ever forget that!
Krystal   krystal_lynn_mel@yahoo.com
Cecilia, LA USA - Fri Nov 7 12:55:41 2003

Hey Daddy! It's been 2 weeks today since you passed.It hasn't really come into reality yet. We miss you so much. But we know that you are not in pain anymore. No more dialysis. No more needles. No more surgeries. Judah and Gabriel and I miss you. Cheyenne Grady 01/06/46-10/22/03
TeQuell Tyler   tequelltyler@hotmail.com
Houston, Texas USA - Wed Nov 5 14:12:47 2003

My oldest brother Randy Lott would have turned 43 on the 18th of this month. Now Sab doesnt have anyone to celebrate his 43rd birthday with. Randy Lott was born November 18th, 1960 in Temple, Texas. Lance (Sab) was born November 18th, 1960 in Muleshoe, Texas. Sab's still alive though.
Janet   j_carpenter76501@yahoo.com
Temple, Tx USA - Sun Nov 2 23:48:23 2003

Christy   chasejz@aol.com
Bellfl, CA USA - Wed Oct 29 16:28:59 2003

MOM I MISS THE TIMES WE USE TO SET AND TALK.YOU WERE MY MOM,BEST FRIEND,MY EVERYTHING.BUT I KNOW THAT YOU COULD NOT GO ON ANYLONGER IN THE SHAPE YOU WERE IN.SO I CHOSE TO LET YOU GO ON TO HEAVEN.BUT KNOW THAT IF I HAD MY CHOICE THAT STROKE WOULD NEVER HAVE HAPPEN,AND ALL THE PAIN IN YOUR LIFE NEVER WOULD HAVE HAPPEN TO YOU.I MISS YOU SO MUCH MOM.DAVID IS THERE WITH YOU NOW,TAKE HIM IN YOUR ANGEL WINGS AND NEVER LET HIM GO.UNTIL WE MEET UPSTAIRS,I LOVE AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY,YOUR DAUGHTER,PAMELA
PAMELA K.CABRERA   pammydolittle60@cox.net
WICHITA, KANSAS USA - Mon Oct 27 08:54:37 2003

DAVID I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH.THE PAIN OF LOSSING YOU IS MUCH GREATER THAN WHEN MOM DIES.YOU WERE SO YOUNG,BUT I DO UNDERSTAND.ATLEASE THE DEMONS WON'T BOTHER YOU ANYMORE.REST IN PEACE.AND TAKE CARE OF MOM.I'M SURE SHE WILL ENJOY BEING WITH YOU.UNTIL WE ARE ALL TOGETHER AGIAN.LOVE YOU ALWAYS,YOUR BIG SISTER,PAMELA
PAMELA K.CABRERA   pammydolittle60@cox.net
WICHITA, KANSAS USA - Mon Oct 27 08:46:57 2003

Hey Dude!1! what up! I miss you but i know where you are. Your kids are the cutest.Ilove them and I love you.Hope to see you soon.Luv ya!
Sarah Ball   MalibuSurfGrL92@sbcGlobal.net
Martinez, California USA - Sun Oct 26 23:02:26 2003

TO MY SON JORDAN B. FLAVIN,JULY 11,2002 WORDS CAN NEVER EXPRESS THE WAY I FEEL.I MISS YOU DEARLY AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH.WE SHALL MEET AGAIN IN THE GOLDEN CITY.I MISS YOUR CLOWNING AROUND AND YOU PLAYING THE GUITAR.THEIR IS SO MUCH EMPTYNESS WITHIN MY HEART.I LOVE AND MISS YOU
Nancy J Knotts   nance1lady@AOL.COM
EARLVILE, ILLINOIS USA - Sun Oct 26 03:21:59 2003

My Dearest Chris,
Life without you will never be the same. I remember all the good times we had. I'm glad that the last thing I got to say to you was I love you, but to me thats not enough. I wish I could hug you or call you for advice, but your not there. Maybe I can move on and have closure to your death. Time has gone by and nothing is the same, I know your with me watching me and longing for the day we get to see eachother one more time.

All my love to you
Rachel xoxo
Rachel Gallant   mdr5172000@yahoo.com
Fort Wayne, Indiana USA - Sat Oct 25 16:34:00 2003

This is for my aunt dinah since you have been gone the sky has been grey and my life ain't the same i'm going to miss you and i know the rest of the family well to but goodbye for know but not forever see you soon Scott Michael Biesik
Scott Biesik   scott_biesik@yahoo.com
Rhinelander, Wisconsin USA - Thu Oct 23 23:33:33 2003

Matt, out of nowhere, your friend Erin emailed me. It's like you sent her to me to deal with all of this. The other night I got really drunk and was crying how I wanted to die and be with you..then she emails me. She was telling me how much she loved you and sent some of your emails to me. One of them was really sad. Its like you were crying out for help. I miss you matty, I really do! I love you. Be with me and keep me strong!
Je'nae   jenaenae2003@yahoo.com
Chelmsford, Ma USA - Tue Oct 21 15:37:50 2003

Today is my moms birthday she has been gone for seventeen years and ia am still greiving. who ever said tha all things heal with tim are wrong. I miss her so much more now then I did then. She has never met my husband or any of her grand children. She doesn't know that I can't stop crying and have thought about death daily and that I am lonely for her and all I want is for her to hug me and tell me that I will be ok. I theink that my tear ducts are connected to my bladder because I cry more than i pee. I need to know things about her. What blood type do you have. what other things did you have wrong, every time i feel a bump i think it is cancer. I have had two cancer surgeries. Is that what I am going to die from too. I know that you went when you had to but I miss you soo much. My heart aches for you. I want you back If only in my dreams, I just want to see your face I love you I want to sing the birthday song we made up Its better than christmas!!!! I miss you Ma love Bug
Teresa   dandtworley@charter.net
spring hill , tn USA - Mon Oct 20 20:42:27 2003

i love dale earnheardt so mush that was just a trajity
lacey heinen   llheinen@yahoo.com
mattawon, mi USA - Mon Oct 20 06:14:36 2003

This is for my mother, who is so deeply missed by her daughter.
If tears build a stairway and memories build a lane I would walk up to heaven and bring you home again. Miss you alot. Love Deb
Debra Bretrand   bertranddebra@hotmail.com
Pecan Island, Louisiana USA - Mon Oct 13 15:18:43 2003

My dearest brother, Mike. Today you would have been 40! How I will miss nagging you about it! Not a day goes by without thinking of you and missing you. Tonight I will light a candle in the window for you. Your daughter and son are doing fine, I keep tabs on them for you. I know that today will be hard for Dad and Mom, especially. She always thinks of you. They're getting old now, and we sure wish you were still around. Thanks for sending the signs that you're still with us, and please keep doing it! I love you forever, little bro, and will be with you one day. Love, your sis, Barbie
Barbie   legalbj@yahoo.com
Chatsworth, Georgia USA - Wed Oct 8 06:51:26 2003

*~*~*Grammy*~*~*
I miss you so much. I went to your house with mom, and it was just so cold, and empty. Things just aren't the same. I miss you a lot. I can't even imagine the pain mom, aunt deb and uncle bill are in. Your were perfect in every way. You wouldnt gossip, you wouldn't get in the middle of things. You were one in a million and the greatest grandmother of all time! I love you!
Je'nae   Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com
Chelmsford, Mass USA - Mon Oct 6 13:10:59 2003

*Matthew Daniel Lis*
*1980-2002*
Matty, There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. Your were a great person with a great group of friends. It gets really hard for me at times to deal with your death. You were my brothers friend, but you were my friend too. You would stop by for a visit and we would talk. You might not know it, but you really helped me out with a lot of things. Especially school. Thanks. I LOVE YOU.
Je'nae   Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com
Chelmsford, Ma USA - Mon Oct 6 13:08:54 2003

My grandfather Milton Payne Lott died October 4, 1977 in Temple, Texas. Im his grand daughter Janet Lott Carpenter.
Janet Carpenter   j_carpenter76501@yahoo.com
Temple, Texas USA - Thu Oct 2 12:06:32 2003

Jay Cashion died October 1, 1990 due to cancer.
Jay was my brother in law who lived in Walnut Springs, Texas. Jay was only 58.
Janet Carpenter   j_carpenter76501@yahoo.com
Temple, Texas USA - Wed Oct 1 13:27:41 2003

Jackie Drunette age 14 died in a car accident in Marble Falls, Texas on October 1, 1988. She died so suddenly and so young 15 years ago today.
Jackie Drunette 1974 - 1988.
Janet Lott Carpenter   j_carpenter76501@yahoo.com
Temple, Texas USA - Wed Oct 1 13:25:08 2003

I will remember you all the days of my life. Your smile and beautiful spirit made a permanant impact on me forever...I will love you always...
Andrew Roy Gibb
D.O.B 3/5.1958
Died. 3/10/1988
Lost but not forgotten
30 years was not nearly enough. You will always be in my heart, you will always be my everlasting LOVE......
Meriale   MEriale@aol.com
Baltimore , Maryland USA - Sun Sep 14 21:44:54 2003

Uncle Butch... we missed u today.. like always but this was the first demos we had without u we really needed u.. i know u were with us u are the one that made uncle davids car stay in a whole race cause normally it does not and u protected ... my aunt jamie... also..there was one thing i really wanted today...but did not happen but i guess its all okay..(its was a hug from derek) but i know uncle david loves me and i know u do 2 .... anyways i will ttyl just wanted to tell u about the demos.. o ya it was fun i gotta see my friend catrina...
love yaz like always and forever .. ur niece Kolleen

Kolleen Goedde   sportsgrl_05@hotmail.com
Haubstadt, Indiana USA - Sun Sep 14 17:19:05 2003

Nanny Gail, Granny Bess, Uncle Joe, and Granny Gussie, we all love you very much. We miss you! Chasity,Tyler, and Madison Rohr. We love you all very much and miss you
chasity rohr   tyler2002@tds.net
kyden, kentucky USA - Sat Sep 6 15:55:46 2003

Hey Uncle Butch!!(died July 9th 4:00 am due to a semi.) I hope your doing alright up there in heaven I wanted u to know how much everyone still loves and misses u... i know u know i am afraid to be by semi's and also... to be by ur grave i wanted u to know i love u and i really really really miss u .. well heres a poem that ur brother david wrote and read at ur Showing...
Richard was an uncle,son,brother and father,
If you ever needed his help it was never a bother. He always had a smile and a laugh or 2, but most of his laughs came from makin fun of you, Every Sunday you knew where he'd be. Sitting watching NASCAR on his T.V. Go Number 6! Mark Martin was his man. I truly beieve Richard was his number one fan! What he loved most was being with his boy- his son Travis Gave him so much Joy. Richared is watching, wishing he was here. but he's up there in heaven, drinking a beer. So I'll toast to him later and i hope you will too. Cause damn it Richard- I am sure going to miss you!!
* i love you uncle... Richard (butch) *
I'll talk to later buh bye ( i love u)

Kolleen Goedde   sportsgrl_05@hotmail.com
Haubstadt, Indiana USA - Thu Aug 28 16:03:46 2003

I think this is a wonderful site to be able to come an express the feelings an heartache of losing someone so dear. Thank you
Sincerely; Pat Howard
Pat Howard   preciouspat@tds.net
Asher, Ky USA - Wed Aug 27 21:10:35 2003

IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY LOVING HUSBAND 'BOBBY JOE MOSLEY' AND MY BEAUTIFUL SISTER 'MARY GAIL MAGGARD EVERSOLE' YOU ARE BOTH THE MISSING LINKS IN OUR CHAIN OF LOVE. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU BOTH.
Wandajo Mosley   wandajo56@earthlink.net
Hoskinston, Kentucky USA - Mon Aug 25 21:00:55 2003

I miss you Laurie. In my heart we will always be twins. I love you lil' sis
Heather   fraserhj1@aol.com
Manchester, nh USA - Mon Aug 25 09:21:41 2003

IN LOVING MEMORY OF "ELLA AGNES BRASHER JUNE 1,1918-AUGUST 14,2003
Donna Atkins   da_2000_72150@yahoo.com
sheridan, Arkansas USA - Sun Aug 24 16:52:21 2003

In Loving Memory Of our Mother & Memaw.June1,1918 -August 14,2003 "We will Miss you so much. you are with pepaw & Aunt Charlene .Don't worry we'll all be alright and we'll see you someday.
Donna Atkins   da_2000_72150@yahoo.com
Redfield, Arkansas USA - Sun Aug 24 16:45:40 2003

~*~Josh~*~ hey there...how have u been? there has been a lot of things going on here:( i miss you bunches and in 7 more days u will be gone for 2 years! i have been getting very depressed latley and i know you wouldnt want me 2 be but i just cant stop thinking about you not being here.i just turned 14 august 10th and im already going through serious depression!i wish you just didnt have to leave me here!!!i wrote you this poem on my birthday and i want you to hear it so here it is....its called My 14th Birthday Without You.
I sit here today writing this poem to tell you its my 14th birthday!today is another year i get a gray hair.i turn a year older i know its scary 2 more years you'll really worry!i'll have my license and ill be driving while your up there smiling.i'll hear you say,"Don't worry Catrina go ahead step on the metal just remember never drive faster than i can pedle."I know your up in heaven saying,"man your going to turn into a beautiful women just like your grandmother."You tell me that your proud of me for everything i've done but,now my time is up and i have to run.you turn around and blow me a kiss while im yelling,"Why are you leaving me like this?" as you disappear in the wind i yell i love and miss you and this is how im spending my 14th birthday without you!
Catrina   hot_chick_47648@hotmail.com
Fort Branch, IN. USA - Sat Aug 23 12:41:15 2003

~*~*~*~*~*~*~Matthew James Hayes~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Hey buddy what's up it's me Tiffany. Well it's been about a year and a half since you left us and i miss you more than any words could ever say. Everyone has changed so much. i finally moved to washington and well needless to say i'm much happier here. your mom seems pretty happy too i haven't talk to her recently but when i did she couldn't stop smiling! She great and i'm glad to finally see her happy i don't know what any of us would have done without her. And well the rest of those guys they're doing alright i guess. but n-e ways i just wanted to say hello and i miss you. hugs & kisses my angel in heaven. Love always & forever Tiffany
Tiffany Rose
Marysville, California USA - Wed Aug 13 19:36:03 2003

Narreddy.Sridhar Reddy   na_reddy@yahoo.com
cuddapah, AP India - Wed Aug 13 01:34:30 2003

hey uncle josh! its been a lil while since i have wrote here i think the last time i wrote was june 22nd. so how have you been doing up there? i guess everything here is o.k. my b-day is in 4 more days! ill be 14.scary i know 2 more years ill be driving.lastnight i had my b-day party...it was a lot of fun we played flashlight tag and went to sairy queen to get ice cream we made our super and made my cake! it was great.also you know how i heared you a couple of days ago and you told me that lastnight at 7:11pm i was suppost to play a song that reminded me of you,light a candle,and put your picture around it and sit and pray and you told me not to worry cause you would be there? well i did that i hope you was there! they always say if your doing something like that with a loved one with a candle that if the light flikers really hard where it almost goes out that it means that person is with you and if it goes out they are right beside you. well it was flikering really hard where it almost went out so im guessing you was with me! wow school starts so soon! 5 more days until school starts! im not ready to go back.well hey im gonna go now i will be back later to right more byebye! i luv yaz always.
Catrina   hot_chick_47648@hotmail.com
Fort Branch, IN. USA - Wed Aug 6 16:58:20 2003

My dearest brother just a few words to let you know we have baptized your little boy he looked so handsome but I am sure you've seen it all from above I miss you so much words could never tell your are always in my thoughts Joe things will never be the same again. Kim is a wonderful woman we try to spent time together she's been up here a few times and we all enjoy her company. Shane looks so much like you. Please watch over us. God Bless you Always. Love your sister Rose
Rose   rossy53_@hotmail.com
Mississauga, Ontario Canada - Fri Aug 1 04:11:15 2003

Maw, I still think about you and wish you could be here to watch me as I'm growing up. I graduate next year from college. You would be so proud of me. I've been dating Logan for 3 1/2 years, he's never met you, but he knows who you are. Watch over us and keep us safe. I Love You!
Krystal   krystal_lynn_mel@yahoo.com
Cecilia, LA USA - Wed Jul 30 14:54:02 2003


In memory of our brother John D. Spayde
You will remain in our hearts and thoughts forever
WE LOVE YOU
7-30-1958---5-22-2003
Bill & Hope Spayde   bspayde@crosslink.net
Middleburg, Virginia USA - Sun Jul 27 10:50:50 2003


In memory of our brother John D. Spayde
You will remain in our hearts and thoughts forever
WE LOVE YOU
Bill & Hope Spayde   bspayde@crosslink.net
Middleburg, Virginia USA - Sun Jul 27 10:48:19 2003

Hi Matt, I had a pretty hard night last night. I was at a party and I got really emotional. I miss you. I heard people saying how suicide is the most selfish act. It is, I mean why wouldn't you have talked to anyone? Why didn't you want to get any help? You left nothing for anyone to know why you did this. I never got to tell you how much I loved you and that is the honest truth. Just weeks before you died, I told my friend how I was going to marry my brothers friend Matt. I don't know..I don't know what to do sometimes. I need your advise, I need your help. You were there for me and you were always giving me great advise. I just wish you could be here now to do that. I put a picture of me receiving my diploma. I know you were there mentally, but it's not the same. You are missed by alot of people. I can't wait until the day we get to meet again!
Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com
Chelmsford, ma USA - Sat Jul 26 13:40:04 2003

Randy.
I miss you so much. Its been 5 years since you died on June 4th, 1998. Im going through a difficult time now. Nothing seems to be going right with me. You were such a smart big brother.
Janet   j_carpenter76501@yahoo.com
USA - Fri Jul 25 22:34:10 2003

Tony , I miss you with everything I have. "Calling all angels" by Train is for you baby!
Laura   Tearfan2003@yahoo.com
NY USA - Wed Jul 23 15:52:19 2003

GREGORY DWAYNE WRIGHT
June 19, 1985 - Oct. 26, 2002
&
KEITH DAVID WILSON
Feb. 18, 1985 - June 4, 2003

Hey boys, I still can't believe you are gone. I miss you so very much. Greg I have so many wonderful memories of you from we were growing up. From our Super Bowl half time show when we were like 10 to the Tim McGraw concert. You were a great friend with a smile that could light up anyone's day. Keith I didn't know you that long or even that well, but I'll never forget your smile and your flirtatious personality. I'll never forget the time at John's house with the boxing gloves down at the barn. I miss you boys so much, and I know I'll see you again in heaven. Until then I know you'll be with me in my heart and my dreams. I love you guys.
RIP
I LOVE you so much.
~Katie
Katie
Marysville, California USA - Wed Jul 16 23:55:02 2003

in memory of Rita Vicknair, our strength, our support and our Angel in heaven. we miss you & love you.
Forever,
Leslie, Jeremy,Michelle,Bryan,Margie,Donna,G.J., Garlan,Chris,Amanda, & L.A.
Leslie Granier   CajunDoll40@aol.com
LaPlace , LA USA - Sun Jul 13 20:49:27 2003

in loving memory of our hero Barton J. Granier, who gave his life protecting us. We will always love you and miss you.
Until we meet again,
Leslie, Jeremy ,& Michelle
Leslie Granier   CajunDol40@aol.com
LaPlace, LA USA - Sun Jul 13 20:46:32 2003

thankyou for letting me make a rememeberance for my mom i feel so much better.
yolanda lawrence-henderson   ryegel614@sbcglobal,net
chicago, il USA - Thu Jul 10 13:44:41 2003

JESSE,
IT'S BEEN ONLY 7 DAYS SINCE YOU'VE PASSED AND IT STILL HASN'T HIT ME YET.I SAW YOU 3 WEEKS BEFORE YOU SADLY PASSED AWAY,AND I WISH IT WASN'T THE LAST TIME.WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO IS WHAT WE ALL ASK,BUTYET THE ONLY ANSWER IS THAT IT WAS YOUR TIME BUT IT SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN.WHO WILL BE HERE TO PUT ON A SMILEY FACE ,MAKE OTHERS HAPPY,AND JOKE ABOUT YOUR EYE WHEN OTHERS COULDNT STAND TO EVEN LIVE DAY TO DAY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH.THANK YOU FOR ALL THE MEMORIES AND LAUGHS.DO YOU REMEMBER ALL THE BAR-B -Q'S WE USE TO HAVE,THE TIME YOU DRANK THAT BOTTLE OF BOUZES IN LIKE 5 SECONDS AND I THOUGHT YOU POURED IT OUT?WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU IN ANY WAY!I STOPED BY YOUR GRAVESITE AFTER EVERYONE LEFT AND I COULDNT BELIEVE U WERE GONE AND WEREN'T COMING BACK.I MIS YOU AS A FRIEND AND I'LL SEE YOU ONE DAY.

REST IN PEACE

CHRISTIAN FILIPPI
CHRISTIAN FILIPPI   BABYBLUES2AOL.COM
COLORADO SPRINGS, CO USA - Mon Jul 7 23:47:32 2003

in loving memory of my dad elwood ray booher 12-20-2000
june   booher413@yahoo.com
neenah, wisc USA - Sun Jul 6 19:30:14 2003

hey Josh! how are you doing? i know i havent wrote to you for awhile and im really sorry. i wanted to tell you HAPPY BIRTHDAY late. i wrote you a letter and mom and i went out to your grave and put 3 yellow roses and a balloon out there for you. i try going out there as much as i can but it seems to be getting harder and i dont know why. most people say it gets easier but for me it gets harder:( its been almost 2 years that you had left us all. not a day goes by that i dont think of you! i have the C.D. from your funerel and i listen to it all the time. i cry my eyes out and look at the pictures of us and think about the great memories we had. i remember how you always threw me up in the air and tickled me. sometimes i take the blame for your death. i just get so mad and angry because i miss you so much!i will be 14 in almost a month! im getting so big everyone says. well hey im gonna go now i will write back later bye. I MISS AND LOVE YOU BUNCHES!

Catrina   hot_chick_47648@hotmail.com
Fort Branch, IN. USA - Sun Jun 22 16:51:23 2003

Hi Mom. I can't believe a year has gone by. I miss you more and more every day. There are times I go to pick up the phone to call you. Then I come back to reality. I was at your house on monday all alone just sitting on the chair thinking about you. It was so empty there. I love you . Love Sharon
Sharon   shamackay@aol.com
chelmsford, mass USA - Wed Jun 18 20:12:14 2003

Matt, I Did It!, I Graduated On June 8th. I Brought A Picture Of You Up On Stage With Me. I Really Wanted You & Grammy To Be There. Thanks For Your Help. You Should Have Seen Me At Prom. I Looked So Good! :-) I Wish You Could Have Been Here Through All Of This To Experience All The Fun I Had & Memories I Made. I Miss You Like Crazy Matt. I Put My 2003 Tassle On Your Grave But Someone Stole It. :( I'll Write Soon!
Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com
Chelmsford, ma USA - Wed Jun 18 16:22:36 2003

hey nana we miss you so very much! i'm at waynette and richard's right now wish you were here you don't know how much we all miss,need and want you back here

love you till the day I die
shelayne
shelayne   -
danville, va USA - Tue Jun 17 18:00:23 2003

Jeremy Guin It has been six months since you have gone baby brother. And still I sit greiving alone. I don,t know how I knew........ but I knew it was going to happen without actually knowing it.Remember tha last time i saw you i just hugged you and cried and said ..."you never know if this will be the last time we see eachother." I dont know why i did that but I felt an urgency in my stomach to tell you how much i loved you. I thank God that i had the opportunity to do that. So many people are robbed of that.On Thanksgiving night I had gotton off work late and was on my way to Dads house to have some leftovers. You were in South Carolina visiting Uncle Tommy. On my way there i passed a funeral home and thought about jennette losing her mom, and i thought about grandma.I was thinking "its been about ten tears since ive lost someone dear to me, I better brace myself cause its coming." But oh I never dreamed it would be you. Two weeks later you were gone. You had only 17 years on this earth. But WOW!! did you leave your mark!!! They say time heals all things...but it only intensifies. Everyday is another day without you. Im angry. Im angry for lack of understanding. Why were you driving? You had never driven before. Why were you alone ? Why were driving so fast? there was no one else involved. I have no one to be angry at. No one to blame.I keep a candle burning for you. Mom has nothing to do with me or Michael. We havent seen her since the day you left. I guess when you died we died too. She doesnt have to play house anymore. I was thinking of you today and remembering when you were a baby. You used to sing Phil Collins "groovy kinda love to me" (one of my favorite memoies) I always loved being your big sister. And a ten year age gap didnt stop our bond. I love you, I miss you. Thanks for the truley treasured memories. Love, Sissy
Brandy Moore   Brandy_1016@webtv.net
Summerfield , Fl USA - Mon Jun 16 02:11:52 2003

Brandy Moore   Brandy_1016@webtv.net
summerfield , fl USA - Mon Jun 16 01:41:57 2003

Ashley,tomorrow makes five years since you spread your angel wings and flew to heaven.I know you are with our Lord,but,I'm still being selfish and wish you were here with me and your sisters.I miss your smile,and laughter,and your love for life and everyone you knew.Tho the light shines dimmer in my life now,the one in heaven shines brighter with you there.Always know I love you with all of my heart,you are always with me.HAPPY 5yr.ANGEL DAY!!!!!I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH,MOMMY
RITA   rljackson39@yahoo.com
Pierceton, Indiana USA - Sun Jun 15 05:11:36 2003

I think this is a really wonderful thing ya'll are doing it shows people that ya'll care about other people's losses. My heart goes out to everyone that has lost someone.
Joyce Boudreaux   JEmienem371@aol.com
Dulac, Louisiana USA - Tue Jun 10 11:24:20 2003

COREY DWAYNE BAILEY,YOU WILL BE MISS' BY YOUR COUSINS AND GRANDMOTHER, FRIENDS,AUNTS, AND UNCLES AND YOUR LOVELY WIFE, MOST OF ALL YOUR MOM AND YOUR SISTER.WE LOVE YOU COREY DWAYNE BAILEY.THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD, I HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED.HE LETS ME REST IN FIELDS OF GREEN.HE LEADS ME TO QUIET POOLS OF FRESH WATER.HE GIVES ME NEW STRENGTH. HE GUIDES ME IN THE RIGHT PATHS AS HE PROMISED.EVEN IF I GO TROUGH THE DEEPEST DARKNESS I WILL NOT BE AFRAID,LORD,FOR YOU ARE WITH ME. WE LOVE YOU COREY YOUR UNCLE THOMAS BAILEY SR.,VIOLA, JERMEY, JOSHUA, THOMAS JR.

USA - Tue Jun 10 10:02:39 2003

VIOLA CHAVEZ-BAILEY
HOUSTON, TX USA - Tue Jun 10 09:37:29 2003

Hello sweet brother, it's been a while since I've written to you, but I still think of you EVERY day....I'm really missing you now and I don't know what to do....things are really bad for me right now in pretty much every aspect of my life...I wish you were here to shine your beautiful smile and make things better. You did come to visit me in my dream last night, but I wish I could remember it better...I still wonder and question GOD as to why he had to take you from us...our family will NEVER be the same...I'll never be the same...I can't believe almost 3 years have gone by without being able to see you, talk to you, hug you, tell you I LOVE you. I hang on to the hope that there is an afterlife and you are there smiling down on us...I hope that there is so I can see you again some day...I must go for now...come see me again in my dreams....much love, your big sis Nina
BeLinda Goble   belinda.goble@hrbmc.com
Clinton Township, Michigan USA - Fri Jun 6 12:08:43 2003

My dearest brother, I miss you and need you so much. I am so confused and angry at your passing. I just don't understand it. If you are able, please please send me a sign that you indeed made it to Heaven and that you are happy...
Andrea   westernhollie@hotmail.com
bay city, mi USA - Wed Jun 4 08:28:38 2003

I am looking for a very wonderful father (that is the step father) to my children. The father of my two kids left us before the 2nd was born. I have a wonderful husband who has been the dream of not only mine, but of my children...he is the great gift God ever gave us....Does anyone know a Poem or quote to fit that for fahters day?

Lorri Swan Poirier   swanlorri@cox.net
Glendale, Arizona USA - Tue Jun 3 23:33:13 2003

This is a wonerful thing you are doing here it allows us to feel like we are able to at least share our heartache with others God Bless You Linda C Parker
Linda C Parker   park4034@bellsouth.net
Bogalusa, La USA - Sun Jun 1 23:14:19 2003

My dearest husband I miss you so much.Life is so sad without you I remember all the times we talked about growing old together I know God doesn't make any mistakes but I miss you and I wish I could hold your hand and hear you say one more time don't worry it will be ok and I Love You if only we had known what the future held for us there are so many things I would have done different but there is one thing I would never change and that is Loving you Thank you for the wonderful years and thank you for taking me around the world in that big old eighteen wheeler there was a lot of living and a lot of Loving in the big old truck never has there been a man in my life that I've Loved like I Love you and never will there be again everynight I go to sleep hugging that teddy bear you gave me so many years ago I miss you so much but you will always be a part of my heart so until the day we meet again in Heaven I will keep doing all the things you wanted me to do and longing for you.I Love You I Love You I Love You Your wife ,lover and soul mate Linda C Parker
Linda C. Parker   park4034@bellsouth.net
Bogalusa , La USA - Sun Jun 1 23:08:50 2003

Hi Mom. It's been almost a year since you passed yet it seems like yesterday. I miss and love you more than you'll ever know. Je'nae graduates next week and I wish you could be here to see her. I will write to you again soon.
Sharon   Shamackay@aol.com
Chelmsford, MA USA - Sun Jun 1 19:16:55 2003

Sharon   Shamackay@aol.com
Chelmsford, MA USA - Sun Jun 1 19:14:19 2003

My daughter is about to start Chemo Therapy for breast cancer. I was looking for some thing on this subject and came across this sight. It is very up lifting.
Thank you.
Elizabeth Lynch   jblynch@bigpond.com
Yamba, NSW Australia - Sun Jun 1 01:25:21 2003

Well mom, it's your birthday, you would be 65 years young. I just wanted to say happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear mom, happy birthday to you. We tried hard didn't we mom? we just wanted you to get better, some times we thought the cancer was going away, remember when the doctor said that is was getting smaller, how excited we all got. I know you were scared, but you wouldn't show it to us kids. You were so strong and brave, and you said that you weren't strong or brave.I remember when I turned fourty, you gave me a card that said we would grow old together, I wish we could have mom.I am glad that you let us kids all take care of you while you were going thru the chemo treatments. You took care of us when we were small. Always loving and caring. Thank you for being our mom, and one day we will all be together. grandma can cook the chicken. and we will all work in gods garden okay.I love you mom with all my heart. Happy Birthday Mom, I'll love you forever. Love Janet.
Janet   jjsberg@msn.com
Oceanside, California USA - Tue May 27 21:55:03 2003

my dearest love Joe,i miss you so very much right now i feel so lonely scared and vaulnerable without you,so much has happened since you have gone,i wish so much that you were here to make things better to give me a hug and tell me things will be ok.i talk to you every night i hope you here me.i turn to you for guidence and strength and i hope i'm doing what you would want me to do,i just wish you could hold my hand and give me that smile that is so reassuring.there still isin't a minute of the day that goes bye that i don't miss you joe.shane misses you so much to he askes for you and talks about you several times a day,it's so hard for him he don't understand,but it is hard on all of us and most times i don't understand myself.well i have to go for now sorry it's been so long...i will write to you soon baby!please give me the strength i need to get through all of this.i miss and love you so much joe!!xxoo
Kim Lee   kimba_408@hotmail.com
Blenheim, Ontario Canada - Fri May 23 06:55:59 2003

Matt, for a school assignment I have to write a letter to two people who have changed my life. My mom is the first and you the second. You might not have known this, but you are a big part of why I'll be graduating in June. When I stopped going to school I had no plans on going back. I hated it. But then there were your visits, where you and I would talk. "Be cool, stay in school," is what you would tell me. You told me not to do what you did, because look where it got you. I thought were you were was awesome. Going to different places and doing new things, meeting different people. But as cool as that sounded, thats not what I wanted to do. My dream was to have a big graduation, go to college and work for the FBI. "Be cool stay in school" might just be five words to some people, but to me it was the key to my future. After one of your visits, I talked to shelley about returning to school and 2 weeks later, I did. Thats not all though matt, I really loved you. Your golden hair, your blue eyes, and bright smile. Only a week before you died I told my friend how I was going to marry you. I loved it when you came over, I loved talking toyou. You made me smile and laugh. You were a great friend to so many people. I am so luckey to be one of the people that got to know you. So here I am only 3 days left of my senior year and 17 days left until graduation. The one person that I really wanted to be a graduation was you, but you will be there walking up on that stage with me. Thank you Matt from the bottom of my heart. I Love You!
Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com
Chelmsford, MA USA - Wed May 21 05:14:14 2003

Rosheen,
My sweet angel......I continue your mission to help others, as you already know in spirit! I am the head of a mother's support group for those who have lost children. Since Dem died, Kathleen has now lost Derek as well.She will be my right arm to expand our mother's foundation!! I can't believe it will be 6yrs on Jun 19th! It seems like 6 seconds since my heart was forever pierced when you left us!! You ARE my guiding force!! Come give Ma a hug......SOON!! I love when you visit me, and know how busy you are on the other side. I look forward to our reunion!!
Forever yours,
Mom

Tina Raugi-Kuespert   thelight@internetcds.com
Grants Pass, Oregon USA - Tue May 20 18:29:22 2003

WE MISS YOU JOEY AND CHRIS LOVE YOU BOTH R>I>P>
ashley   daddys_lil_princess_forever@hotmail.com
windsor, ontario USA - Fri May 16 10:18:03 2003

I'm looking for a poem for my daughter that is graduating from high school
Cindy Mendoza   mewildchild4@aol.com
Houston, Tx USA - Tue May 13 19:20:30 2003

Hey baby. Another Mother's Day came and went without you. It's just not the same anymore. It is still so fresh that you are not coming home. I really don't think I will ever get past this. In my heart, I don't want to get past it. I want my child home with me and the rest of the family. Please take care and watch over us as you have been. We all truly miss you. I love you with all my heart. Until we meet again.
Love you alwayz, MOM

Debbie Tull   tullda57@yahoo.com
St Peters, Mo USA - Mon May 12 21:55:42 2003

Christopher,
Happy Birthday!!!! I still think of you and remember you always. I know you are shining down on us. Lov ya!!!
Tiffany   viotiff24@ao.com
Ventura, CA USA - Sun May 11 18:31:45 2003

PS Joey I could not be any more proud of the man you had become. You were the perfect son in many ways. You have no idea how many lives you touched and changed. Yes, I am still longwinded.
Mom
Lisa Magura   maguralisa@aol.com
Porter, IN USA - Sun May 11 09:08:05 2003

The Cord

We are connected, my child and I by an invisible cord
not seen by the eye.
It’s not like the cord that connected us til birth.
This cord cannot be seen by anyone on earth.
This cord does its work right from the start.
It bonds us together, attached at the heart.
I know that it’s there, though no one can see,
The invisible cord from my child to me,
The strength of this cord, it’s hard to describe,
It can’t be destroyed, it can’t be denied.
It’s stronger than any cord man could create.
It withstands the test, can hold any weight.
And though you are gone, though you are not here with me,
The cord is still there but no one can see.
It pulls at my heart
I am bruised, I am sore.
But this cord is my lifeline as never before.
I am thankful that God connects us this way,
A mother and child
Death can’t take it away.

Joey, I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU! I will find out why and how this happened and will make sure that all accountable are held accountable and work so this doesn't happen to others. See you later sweetheart. You're still my best friend and always will be. I miss you pranks, your boosts, your voice, your laugh, and even our bickering. Help me get through this please. You would be the one I would turn to in a time like this. Help me be strong honey, please.
Love Always and forever in my heart,
Mom

Lisa Magura   maguralisa@aol.com
Porter, IN USA - Sun May 11 08:57:48 2003

In Memory of my daddy Freddie Casagrande. Happy belated birthday. Daddy I can't believe it has been 4 1/2 yrs already. Who ever said time heals all wounds does not know how I feel without you. It's so hard living day to day without you here. As you know my boys are now 2 1/2 and see you everyday. It's amazing that they know who you are and never even got to met you on this earth (even though I know you brought them to me) You are our angel. If it wasn't for you and your guidence I wouldn't be where I am today. Please keep it up. I know your helping me get through these times but I really wish you were still here for me to really talk to face to face. So we could take care of each other, so I could see you and feel you blowing those kisses to me, your little girl. I love you daddy and miss you so very very much. It hurts so you not being here. I wish you were here to play w/ the boys and just to sit and talk to me. I miss our talks and all your stories. Now I have stories to share with my kids and their all of you. Miss you and love you still with all my heart. Your little girl, Christy
Christy   christywheel@hotmail.com
Port Richey, Florida USA - Fri May 9 20:01:45 2003

HEY LITTLE BROTHER IT'S ME YOUR SISTER.JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN YOU.I KNOW IT'S BEEN A WHILE,BUT BEEN KINDA HECKTIC LATELY! JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU I'M SORRY.I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO KEEP MY PROMISE I MADE TO YOU ON YOUR DEATH BED BUT I JUST HAVE BEEN PUT IN A BAD SPOT,I CAN'T WATCH OVER JOSEPH FOR YOU WHEN SHE TOOK HIM AND MOVED TO MADISON,I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!YOU KNOW I'D DO ANYTHING FOR YOU AND FOR JOSEPH BUT SHE HAS MOVED IN WITH SOMEONE I KNOW YOU WOULD NEVER APPROVE OF,PLUS I DON'T GET TO SEE HIM AS MUCH AS I USE TO SO I'M KINDA STUCK,PLEASE HELP ME I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK ON MY PROMISE!! YOU KNOW I ALWAYS KEEP MY PROMISES.BUT ON THE HOMEFRONT EVERYONE'S FINE .WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON'T LOOK AT YOU PICTURE AND CRY SO MUCH I USUALLY GET SICK.I KNOW I SHOULD DO AS EVERYONE ELSE AND LET GO BUT I CAN'T YOU KNOW IT'S NOT POSSIBLE.MY LOVE FOR YOU RUNS WAY TOO DEEP.NEVER WILL I LET GO I PROMISE YOU THAT WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL,WELL I,LL WRITE YOU AGAIN SOON WITH ALL MY LOVE YOUR SIATER SAMANTHA.
Samanyha Brewer   sdmbrewer@aol.com
ELKMONT, AL. USA - Mon May 5 07:30:12 2003

Dearest Kelly,
I know that you left us physically 16 years ago and those first two years I suffered horribly, that is when I wrote you the letters. I have not written since, so I write to you now. I told you in one of those letters that someday I would write your story and our journey and publish the the letters I wrote to you in a book in hopes it would help others suffering in grief. I DID IT, I had it professionally published and was released a year ago this April and its called of course "letters to my son". Kelly it is unbeleiveable!!! It is all over the world now, I sold almost a thousand books and given hundreds away. I have sent it to 4 other countries and more than half our states, mostly word of mouth. I am now speaking at grie groups around the country as well(never saw that coming). I have recieved hundreds of emails and letters thanking us for bringing the book into their lives. It has been called a gift, a treasure, a blessing, an inspiration and a ministry of faith. Kelly thank you for the gift that was your life and your life that changed mine. To keep you in my heart, my heart had to grow, in helping others it grew larger, in growing larger I was healed. I found out that although you left us physically you are still and active part of my life and you continue to affect change in this world through me. My hands, my heart , my sould keep you alive and your legacy lives on through my actions. You are not gone from my life we are just in a different relationship. You in one sphere of existance, me in another, connected by our hearts and the love of God we are always together. I use to want to die and join you but realizing you never left we now together can help heal broken hearts and glorify God's great love.

Love,
Dad
Mitch Carmody   heartlightstudios@aol
Hastings, MN USA - Sun May 4 07:06:40 2003

Hi Matt, I Miss You So Much. I Think About You Everyday. Think About When My Mom Told Me You Died, I Think About How Beautiful You Were, Your Eyes, Your Smile, Your Hair, Your Personality. You Were Perfect In Everyway. That's Why I Was So Shocked And Devistated, When Mom Told Me You Died. I Love You So Much & Miss You!
Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com
Chelmsford, ma USA - Wed Apr 30 20:54:23 2003

To the family of Dustin ''Dusty'' Ross Alley Brown
You have each one of your burdens in my prayers.
Tycilla Renee Smith   ustigaya88@yahoo.com
Tahlequah, OK USA - Tue Apr 22 12:10:05 2003

HI DADDY! WHAT UP. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU. I HOPE YOU THAT GRANDPA HAD SOME HEART PROBLEMS, BUT HES DOING GREAT NOW. HE CAME HOME AND SLEPT. THE NEXT MORNING HE WOKE UP WANTING TO JOG AND GO TO WORK. I REALLY WORRY ABOUT HIM. HE ALWAYS WANTS TO DO SOMETHING. GRANDMA IS DOING GREAT. UNCLE BOBBY IS,TOO. LIL BOBBY I KNOW MISSES YOU. WE AL MISS YOU. MY MOM IS DOING OK. SHE MISSES YOU. BUT YOU DO NIT KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. SOMETIMES I CRY AND CRY FOR YOU. BUT I KNOW YOUR KNOW YOUR NOT THERE TO GRAB ON TO. BUT KNOW YOU HEAR ME. I JUST WANTED TO SEE YOU FACE ONE LAST. I REALLY DID NOT UNDERSTAND WHY I DIDNT SEE YOU ANY MORE. I WAS ONLY 2 YEARS OLD WHEN YOU PASSED. WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME? WELL I AM GOING TO BE TURNING 13 NEXT YEAR AD I WISH I YOU CAN COME AND SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. BUT I KNOW YOU WILL SOMETIME. WELL I WANT YOU TO WATCH EVERY MOVE THAT EVERYONE MAKES AND WATCH OVER US. I LOVE YOU DADDY!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

SEE YA SOON LOVE UR DAUGHTER,
KIMIKO GONZALES
IN MEMORY OF "STEVE RIKKI GONZALES"
Kimiko Gonzales   CrazyMamacita12@aol.com
Fresno, Ca USA - Thu Apr 17 11:42:41 2003

HI DADDY! WHAT UP. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU. I HOPE YOU THAT GRANDPA HAD SOME HEART PROBLEMS, BUT HES DOING GREAT NOW. HE CAME HOME AND SLEPT. THE NEXT MORNING HE WOKE UP WANTING TO JOG AND GO TO WORK. I REALLY WORRY ABOUT HIM. HE ALWAYS WANTS TO DO SOMETHING. GRANDMA IS DOING GREAT. UNCLE BOBBY IS,TOO. LIL BOBBY I KNOW MISSES YOU. WE AL MISS YOU. MY MOM IS DOING OK. SHE MISSES YOU. BUT YOU DO NIT KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. SOMETIMES I CRY AND CRY FOR YOU. BUT I KNOW YOUR KNOW YOUR NOT THERE TO GRAB ON TO. BUT KNOW YOU HEAR ME. I JUST WANTED TO SEE YOU FACE ONE LAST. I REALLY DID NOT UNDERSTAND WHY I DIDNT SEE YOU ANY MORE. I WAS ONLY 2 YEARS OLD WHEN YOU PASSED. WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME? WELL I AM GOING TO BE TURNING 13 NEXT YEAR AD I WISH I YOU CAN COME AND SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. BUT I KNOW YOU WILL SOMETIME. WELL I WANT YOU TO WATCH EVERY MOVE THAT EVERYONE MAKES AND WATCH OVER US. I LOVE YOU DADDY!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

SEE YA SOON LOVE UR DAUGHTER,
KIMIKO GONZALES
IN MEMORY OF "STEVE RIKKI GONZALES"
Kimiko Gonzales   CrazyMamacita12@aol.com
Fresno, Ca USA - Thu Apr 17 11:42:37 2003

Grampy Fred, I saw you only 17 hours ago. You looked like you were in pain...You are in a much better place now, with the two wives that you lost to cancer. It's sad to have seen you go, but it was your time.
Love Always, Your Step-Granddaughter, Je'nae Marie
Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com
Chelmsford, ma USA - Sun Apr 13 15:51:17 2003

Yes Trina people who do drink and drive and take lives are stupid. My husband is from Sudan, Texas.
Janet   j_carpenter76501@yahoo.com
USA - Fri Apr 11 22:15:59 2003

To my dear friend Tyler,
I never knew that I would wake up and you would not be there. It is so hard to go to school and face the fact that you are not there. YOu are not there to make us laugh or make us smile. Here is a poem for you.

An angel with black wings
Always filled with Joy
Spreading laughter
Tears of a Lonesome boy
You made days of hate
Turn into that of love
And as we continue through the years
You watch us from above
What has this white world done
Taking an angel away
Leaving us without our friend
Until we meet again one day
A child that cried within
And had to get away
What will we do without you
We think about it everyday
The extasy of leaving
Into the light you were shoved
You will always be remembered
And also always loved
Bringing everyone closer
From your world we were torn
Every Halloween that passes
The flowers will surely mourn

we love you tyler
William Tyler Roberson
December 21, 1986-October 31, 2002
kara   Vaughan
Hot Springs, Arkansas USA - Thu Apr 10 19:26:31 2003

Kara Vaughan   blackstarTR@Juno.com
Hot Springs, Ar USA - Thu Apr 10 19:15:22 2003

Me and My boyfriend have say something. All these people who drink and drive are so STUPID! Who the hell do they think they are because I drink but I don't drive. We stay at homegurl or homeboys house and stay and drink there. Well be safe

Trina Hernandez and Julian Esquibel
Littlefield , Texas USA - Thu Apr 10 13:36:45 2003

I miss you so much Matthew. How I wish that five years had not gone by without you. Megs, I pray you have moved on and made a life. In a way, I wish I knew that you remembered Matthew. Unfortunately, I wish you happiness more and health. He was not healthy. Or was he? I just don't know. I just know, I wish he were here. Cooking steak teriakyi with me. Never could spell that. I love you Matthew. Auntie Sharon
Sharon Seidenberg   librarycurrents@austintx.com
Austin, Texas USA - Tue Apr 8 19:54:50 2003

Keeley Robert Farmer
Keeley, i miss you so much, there is not a day that has gone by that i don't think of you, your smiling face and the fond memories we shared. I never thought that the boy who got me my first detention at school, my best friend would be gone so soon. You will be forever in my heart keeley.
You were my best friend, no one will ever replace the freindship we had and i know one day i'll see you again with your same old beautiful smile. Miss You.
Love always Bianca.
Bianca Wilkins   miss_wilkins2002@yahoo.com
POTTSVILLE, NSW AUSTRALIA - Mon Mar 31 17:39:17 2003

Sara and Adam would have graduated this year. However, they will not be given any respectful memory in the graduatation "year book". One half of a page for these two children will be dedicated. Only because I refused, as Sara's mother...to allow a classmate of my daughter, Sara, to infiltrate the grief within my home. I will never forget Adam, Corey, S.A. or Robin. Neither will their families. There will never be a small moment within my life or David's (Sara's brother) that we will not be thinking of Sara, thinking of Adam. Now David and I will never forget S.A....Robin or Corey. How terrible that they are being forced out of life and who they were. Shame on you. This wasn't about you...but about others who truly face loss.
Sara's mom.
Sara's mom...and for Adam   fastfwrd@newnorth.het
Rhinelander, Wisconsin USA - Sun Mar 30 20:19:40 2003

hey Joshy Poo! whats up? nothing here. gosh i havent wrote you since last year im sooooo sorry! i think about you every day! were on Spring Break this week. i didnt do anything except walk with friends. i miss you so much! i wish you was here. its been almost 3 years since you've been gone. things get harder as the days go by without you. please help me! i cant get over you and never will. 4 months until my birthday ill be 14! its almost Easter i put a bunny rabbit out on your grave for you i hope you like it. so im guessing you have seen all this War stuff going on? i dont like any of this one bit!!! its all so scary but i know that you are right beside me keeping me safe. i may not be able to see you but i can feel you in the wind. i love and miss you sooo much! keep watching down on all of your family keep us safe. ill never forget your smile i see it everyday when the sun shines.
Catrina   hot_chick_47648@hotmail.com
Fort Branch, IN. USA - Sat Mar 29 08:50:31 2003

WELL PAM EVERYONE IS STILL HERE.WE ALL MISS YOU VERY MUCH AND MOST OF ALL YOUR KIDS WE WILL ALWAYS DO OUR BEST TO SHOW THEM THE LOVE YOU DID I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I GET YOU A B-DAY EVERY YEAR FOR YOUR B-DAY I LOVE YOU CUZ ANGIE &THE PHIFFER FAMILY
ANGELA PHIFFER   bangb20032003@yahoo.com
beloit, wi us - Fri Mar 28 13:04:58 2003

WELL PAM EVERYONE IS STILL HERE.WE ALL MISS YOU VERY MUCH AND MOST OF ALL YOUR KIDS WE WILL ALWAYS DO OUR BEST TO SHOW THEM THE LOVE YOU DID I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I GET YOU A B-DAY EVERY YEAR FOR YOUR B-DAY I LOVE YOU CUZ ANGIE &THE PHIFFER FAMILY
ANGELA PHIFFER   bangb20032003@yahoo.com
beloit, wi us - Fri Mar 28 13:04:12 2003

Matty & Gram,
I am just finishing up all my college stuff, getting ready to send it out and pray that I get accepted. The other night I was baby*sitting with my friend and I just started to cry. Mainly b/c of you Matt. Because you are the one that sat here and would tell me to go to school, and I did. Gram, I wanted you to be there, I wasn't as close as I wish I was. I should have come to see you more. I know alot of people have those what if's when people die, or I should have...and I go through that everyday. I cant take any of that back..I'm sorry Gram for not coming to see you as often as I should have...and Matty, I miss you and wish that you more than anyone would be at my graduation...Everyone says, he will be, but being here mentally isnt as good as physically..Love you both
Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com
Chelmsford, Ma USA - Mon Mar 24 18:02:38 2003

Happy Birthday Veronica Dale! (Mommy) Today you would be 57. I just want to let you know that Sam misses you! She's such a strong person. I hope you are proud of her!
Katie   Tiggerchick101@aol.com
Moreno Valley, California USA - Wed Mar 19 18:45:17 2003

Teo, it's been almost a year now. But not a day goes by that we don't think of you! Until we meet again...
Karla   kandbcastillo@aol.com
Clovis, CA USA - Tue Mar 18 11:38:10 2003


Eu estou a procura da mulher que será a minha futura esposa eu sei que elka esta em alguma parte dos Estados Unidos, após terminar meus estudos estarei indo ao encontro dela, se vc que estiver lendo for ela por favor me escreva , nao foi sem motivos que voce levou este tempo para traduzir estas poucas palavras. HALAN!
HALAN CARLOS SIQUEIRA DA SILVA   hcminas@hotmail.com
RECIFE, PERNAMBUCO BRAZIL - Sat Mar 15 04:39:44 2003

Maw, it's almost 3 years you have left us. I miss you so much. I am growing up fast, almost 20, I'm getting old. I know if you were here you would be celebrating it with me. I also have a special someone. His name is Logan, he gave me a promise ring. "He's the one", the one I will marry someday. You would be proud. Keep watching over us and I will never forget you...Until we meet again....Love You and Miss You Lots!...
Krystal   www.pinkiepoo55@yahoo.com
Cecilia, LA USA - Fri Mar 14 13:15:57 2003

Matty, I've Been Having A Real Hard Time Latly. I've Been Missing You A Lot. I Was Thinking If I Didn't Have A Prom Date, I Could Go With You..HaHa, Bry Told Me When I Was 13 If I Didn't Have A Date He Would Go, I Was Talking To Mom, 2 Nights Ago, I Go, I Can Go With...And I Cried..She Goes, I Was Going To Say The Same Thing. Matty, I Cry Myself To Sleep Almost Every Night. I Miss Your Visits, Your Calls, You Words Of Encouragement..I Miss You....
Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com
Chelmsford, ma USA - Wed Mar 12 14:31:40 2003

Joe,
I so miss... you every night i cry for you hopeing you where here to make me happy.
I was really hopeing you could meet Jeff and to see you son Shane grow up he is looking like you every day he acts like you,talks like you I know you are watching from adove. I hope some day I will be with you again i Know Im only 13 but I really wish it was time for me to be with the man of my mom's drams my stepdad.
My mom loves you so much you never haft to worry about leveing her again or her ever leaving you she was your babygurl befor you lefted and now your babygurl to stay forever!Shane will know about his great daddy and i will never for get you you where the the greatest stepdad of them all but now i haft to say good bye but only for now..Im never saying good bye to you forever cause some day we will be a happy family in haven with all of them angles adove so bye for now but not for ever ..............But please help mommy get through this rough path in her life
I love you ,mommy loves you and ,Shane does too!xoxoxooxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
leah lee   belle_133@hotmail.com
Blenheim, Ontario Canada - Sun Mar 9 19:06:09 2003

Edward Lard September 10 1998
Hi its me Lauren I miss you alot.I love you and cant wait to get up there with you and papaw john. I miss ya'll alot.
LOVE Lauren
lauren taylor   msmud183@aol.com
columbus , ms USA - Sun Mar 9 16:54:18 2003


columbus , ms USA - Sun Mar 9 16:44:51 2003

I cant wait to see you again. it might be a while but remember we still love you always and forever!
Love your granddaughter lauren
Lauren Taylor   msmud183@aol.com
columbus, mississippi USA - Sun Mar 9 16:40:29 2003

IN MEMORY OF .. EDWARD E. LARD ( SEPT. 10, 1998)

NORMA   iculqqn2@aol.com
COLUMBUS, MS USA - Sun Mar 9 16:33:36 2003

Who wrote the front page about Carol O'Connor, almost every word is spelled wrong!
Randy
Morgantown, Wv USA - Wed Mar 5 21:07:50 2003

In loving memory of Blanche Tull. The best mother in law in the world. We will miss you dearly. Please look over my baby. Until we meet again.
Love you, Debbie
Debbie Tull   tullda57@yahoo.com
St Peters, MO USA - Mon Mar 3 21:26:42 2003

Hey Grant. I'm sure by now you know that grandma crombie has come to stay with you. Please take her under your wing and take care of her and show her around. I'm sure you will be hearing "it's 7:30, isn't it bed time yet?" Two deaths is less then 3 years is a bit much to take. You are missed more today than yesterday and this past week your grandma was missed just as much. We all love you very much. Until we meet again baby. Love you alwayz, mom
Debbie Tull   tullda57@yahoo.com
St Peters, MO USA - Mon Mar 3 21:24:21 2003

In Memory Of Christoper Keith Cleroux

Didn't think I'd find out your middle name, eh? I think it's a nice name! Well, it's a year today. At times it fells like you are playing a very bad trick on us all. I wish it were true. I miss you so very much and love you with all my heart. Elijia is always thinking of you. Hope to have your help for the expecting of my new brat to be. LOL. I hope I've done a good job and what you asked me to do, I've tried anyway!

Love you lots;
Ginger and Elijia
Ginger   gbear@hotmail.com
Windsor, Ontario Canada - Mon Mar 3 12:59:08 2003

WHITNEY ROSE DESANTIS

Hey I just want to let you know that I love you. You are the best cousin alive. I think about you every day!! I just wnt to let you know that I'm sorry for not talking to you that much during the week that you passed. But I'm glad that I was by your side when you saw Jesus.

Im still taking care of Nikki, SHE loves you and I love you
Stephanie   greenbabe1031@icestorm.net
Portsmouth, Virginia USA - Thu Feb 27 07:20:35 2003


USA - Mon Feb 24 21:20:06 2003

chris, you were my best friend and i miss you so much. i still cant believe that your gone. i think i see you all the time, driving your jeep, or just walking down the street.
i love you and miss you so much.
remember, were going to celebrate one more time!
tell joey i said hi
love,
lacey
lacey   krazeekandie@hotmail.com
windsor, ont canada - Wed Feb 19 09:40:51 2003

Hi Matt, I Miss You So Much. I Have Been Depressed Worse Than Ever Latly. I Think It's Because Of You, Grammy, Mrs. Gale, Grampy Fred, Eddie, I'm Graduating In 3 Months, My Dad, Stevie (My Ex/Love Of My Life), There Is Just So Much Going On, I Can't Handle It All. I Go Talk To Dan Rosa, But I'm Not Sure If That Is Helping. I Am On Meds & Just Uped My Dose, But That Doesn't Seem To Be Working. I Don't Know What To Do. I Wish You Were Here, So I Could Hear Your Encouraging Words. You Always Helped Me When I Was Down With Things Like This. If I Could Have One Wish In The World, It Would Be For You To Come Back And I Honestly Mean That Matt.

Here I Wrote This To You:
*Your Smile So Bright And Your Eyes So Blue*
*Now That Your Gone, What Am I To Do?*
Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com
Chelmsford, Ma USA - Sun Feb 16 15:01:55 2003

From Sara Klekamps mom...for Adam

Adam was so loved. I found this poem that Sara wrote for Adam after Sara was killed. Sara and Adam talked on the phone almost every night. Adams friends didn't know Sara. Sara's friends didn't know Adam. When Adam died, Sara was alone and isolated, her heart broken. Sara had a rock in a secret box...from the land where Adam now is. I found this also. This is the poem I found in the pocket of her jeans, after she died.
I will never forget how cute Adam was, never. How he looked at my daughter.

MY FIRST LOVE

The first time I saw,
The first time I touched.

I fell madly in love,
I had never felt such.

A hot summer day,
The nineteenth of July.

He was the first person,
This sweet, caring guy.

He bought me roses.
I got my first kiss.

This guy is special,
And he, I will miss.

Then the day came,
We said our goodbyes.

I stood all alone,
As I started to cry.

I wished and I hoped,
I let my mind run.

All that I wanted
was to relive what I'd done.

by Sara Kristine Klekamp


Sara's Mom, Deborah   fastfwrd@newnorth
rhinelander, wisconsin United States - Mon Feb 10 20:16:49 2003

To my love,Joe. It has been almost 3 months since my life,our world fell apart,it seems like yesterday.Things haven't got any easier,worse in fact because I miss you more each day.I look at Shane,and see how fast he is growing and learning new things each day,and wish you were here physically,to share with me in watching him grow.I feel your presents,now and then,especially when I am doing my favorite chore the dishes.I feel you blowing gently on the side of my face,making my hair tickle the side of my face,you know I like that as much as I do doing the dishes ten times a day!Yes honey,I'm still shaking my head at you,and the things you do to tease me!I'm trying hard to take care of thing for you,and I won't go into detail,you know what they are.The things I promised to do, some are taken care of for you others are going to take a little time.There is only the one promise I worry about,but that could be years down the road, but some how,some way I'll do it because,I know it's what you wanted,and you know what a determined person I am when I want to be,so I'll find a way.I talk with Rose about once a week or so, she hurts over all this as much as I do.It's funny,when I here her voice,I feel a warm feeling all over,the same thing happens when,I go to visit your family,I feel at ease with things,I feel comfort being around them,is it you working some magic on me Joe?I don't feel any of that here,tention,stress and emptiness is all I feel here at home.I had a call about a new job yesterday,hopfully another promise fulfilled to you,then hopefully another shortly after will follow,and I can get us out of this hell hole,and into a home of our own and a somewhat normal life.Well I have to go and get back to work I'll write again soon.I miss you so much,but you know that I'm sure.I'll try not to cry so much I know how much it upsets you to see me cry,so I'll try hard to keep it under controll,just be patient with me ok?It's hard,very hard Joe.We all love and miss you very much.Shane looks and acts more like you all the time. I told you he had your good looks,he also has your charm!I love you baby,now and forever.Kim xxxooo

Kim Lee
Blenheim, Ontario Canada - Thu Jan 30 07:54:32 2003

Chris,
It has been a year since you have left. I think about you all of the time. I know that you are up above watching over all of us. I hope you know how much you are missed. So much has happened and changed since last year. I just wish you were still here to see it all. I just want you to know that you will never be forgotten no matter what.
It is Valentine's Day Rush at Wilsey again. I am not longer there to join in on the "fun." But I do hear about it from Steve. He misses you too. You are always remembered, in our hearts and in our minds. I hope you have peace.

Love Always,
Tiff
Tiffany Garcia   viotiff24@aol.com or viotiff24@yahoo.com
Ventura, Ca USA - Wed Jan 29 10:50:04 2003

I lost my stepmom to cancer, when I was seventeen years old. I remember my dad calling me and he told me that Jeanine had cancer and was going to die, I just droped the phone and ran out the door. I didn't no were to go. I felt so lost. I really loved her, we had alot of good times together and some sad times too! but I just hope she always knew how much she ment to me. Thank you Jeanine for being my second mom. My mom passed away from cancer this past year,the pain I feel is so awful. and I was looking for a site that I could relate to and I came across this site. I know that god directed me to it, because I had been looking for Ted and Billy for a few years, I wanted to tell them that my dad had passed on. and I seen Jeanine's name here. so if you read this, I just want you to know that I had been thinking about you Ted and Billy. this is Janet Ted, remember you watched us for dad and Jeanine when they went to new mexico, you and donna watches us for a month and you grounded me.LOL. I do hope you all are doing fine. love Janet.
Janet "McCullah" Bergeron   jjsberg@msn.com
Oceanside, California USA - Fri Jan 24 20:58:00 2003

Dear Mom,
It's been almost a year since you left me. I am trying to take each day at a time. It hasn't gotten any easier for me. It hurts so much every time I think of you. I refuse to accept things happen. I am so damned angry still. Oh MOM, what am I going to do without you? It's been almost a year and I still don't know what to do. My world, it seems, fell apart the day I brought you back to St. Joe. I guess I knew somehow, I was never going to be able to change the fact that you were going to leave me. Oh God, why did you have to take her? Damn! It's not fair and I am so lost without her. I am so damn angry!!! There is some unfinished things that need to be taken care of MOM and you know what I should do. Please let me know what to do. I don't want you to ever be disappointed ever again. Not like some of the people who claimed to love you.You were everything to me MoM and I hope you knew that!
I love you MOM.....always and forever thinking of you, your "lost" daughter Paula
Paula K Kay   paulaKay64501@aol.com
St. Joseph, Missouri USA - Wed Jan 22 02:26:12 2003

Matty, How are things up there? I bet life up in Heaven is a lot better then being here on earth. Especially with what I am going through. I would never take my own life, but the pain that I am going through and the heartache that I am feeling is so severe. I just want to be alone and away from everyone. I only have 77 days of high school left. I just hope that I can be strong and make it through that. I miss you!
Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com
Chelmsford, MA USA - Mon Jan 20 13:30:03 2003

PlEASE COME N VISIT MY NEW MEMORIAL PAGE, ITS FULL OF BEAUTIFUL ANGELS AND OTHER INSPIRATIONAL IMAGES,POST YOUR MEMORIAL OF YOUR LOST LOVED ONE, SEND BEAUTIFUL GREETING CARDS WITH MUSIC, ADD YOUR URL AND MORE, I WILL ALSO POST YOUR LOST LOVED ONES PHOTO ON MY WEB PAGE THANKS, N DEDICATION TO MY SISTER LISA HUFF (TIDWELL)
steph huff   dawnann358@webtv.net
bonne terre, mo USA - Sat Jan 18 02:12:20 2003

A very good thing for who we so loved and still.
Olivier   ofr78@wanadoo.fr
france - Fri Jan 17 11:43:47 2003

Tasha Williams
Bronx , USA - Wed Jan 15 11:58:48 2003


USA - Sat Jan 11 07:18:20 2003

Gregory Dwayne Wright
June 19,1985-October 26,2002
R.I.P
God Bless You
You'll never be forgotten, You touched soo many lives in soo little time that you were here. We know your watching us from the pearly gates of Heaven...One day we'll all be together again, But until then...We love you! and Miss you very very much!
~Heather & Becky
Heather & Becky   Hotkiss_22@Hotmail.com
LowerLake , California USA - Thu Jan 9 01:48:02 2003

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY. YOU WOULD BE 23 TODAY. IT REALLY HURTS THAT I CAN'T GIVE YOU A BIG B-DAY HUG & KISS. I HOPE YOU ARE CELEBRATING WITH YOUR FRIENDS UP THERE. DAD & I WENT FLYING TODAY & THAT MADE ME FEEL CLOSER TO YOU THAN BEING ON THE GROUND. LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. MOM
Debbie Tull   tullda57@yahoo.com
Saint Peters, MO USA - Tue Jan 7 20:53:49 2003

In loving memory of my mother
SHARYN RAE BOGER
I miss you and you'll forever be in my memory and in my heart.
Your baby girl

Kelly
USA - Mon Jan 6 20:30:07 2003

Mrs. Gale, On New Year's Eve, mom and I were driving to NH to my cousins house, and she goes "oh by the way, Mrs. Gale passed away" I was so sad, because I had just emailed you and i checked the status and it was deleted. I was going to email you again and tell you how school and christmas was. Since June, I lost you, my brothers friend Matt and my grandmother...thats 3 people in 6 MONTHS!! I can't believe your gone, I know that you wanted to be. You were ready to be with Jesus, but none of us were ready for you to go and be with him. Take care and if you see Matt Lis or my grammy tell them Hi...Love you!

Je'nae   Shanaenae1984@aol.com
Chelmsford, Mass USA - Thu Jan 2 12:48:04 2003

Angela Carter
Il destino mi ha fatto incontrare la tua storia .
Che il tuo cuore sia sempre vicino hai tuoi cari.
La mia anima vola con te .
Mauro
Mauro   dental.art@inwind.it
Brescia, Italia Europa - Thu Jan 2 03:42:49 2003

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