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Dear Corey and Adam, Its almost been five months since you were taken away. Its hard to believe we had to spen Thanksgiving and Christmas without two of your GREATEST guys at Webster County High. We think about you often and talk about you more...like when Corey took his gum and stuck it in his belly button and gave his speech...then stuck it back in so that he wouldnt have to get another piece. And Adam...we had alot of classes together and I will never forget the stupid jokes and comments you would make about the least little thing. We sat up crying and praying the day of the wreck...just to see if you were still alive. We heard that Corey died instanlly n the werck and Then Adam a few hours later..then Andy the only one who made it stayed in the hospital for months. Most of the hardest days were the lighting ceremony at the field with your footbal numbers in lights...then the wake at the gym...where many people, some didnt even know you...came to pay their respects....then you got the first day of school! Some of the hardest days. Corey... I met your sister and she reminds me so much of you and its hard to even look at her...then Chris you "brother"/ best friend, you act so much alike its actually kinda scarry. I remember all the times in Accounting when you would come and sneek in just to see Michelle, then the day you and Chris came to my house to get some fire wood and Chris cut your ear with the chain saw. Then Adam...I saw your grandma and it reminded me of the lighting ceremony and when she said you would be watching our team the whole season...and we know its true@ Well guys thats all I gotta say and I just wanted to say on behalf of Webster County High...We love and miss you and will NEVER forget you! Krystal blueangle_81@yahoo.com Webster Springs, West Virginia USA - Wed Dec 29 23:05:36 2004 |
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My Dearest Deen.Well Christmas has come and gone and it was the hardest christmas for me and the kids this year.We were very lost seeing the excitment on your face that we always seen in the years that have passed.This was our first christmas with out you and our whole world has crumbled in tho a million pices.And today was another sad day for the kids and me as we celebrated your thirtyeight birthday this yoear with out you.Alway and forever in our hearts and precious Memories Love your wife Karen And Kids Ashley,Kyle xxxxoooo. karen Karen_lynn_cameron@HOTMAIL.COM BRAMPTON, ONTARIO CANADA - Wed Dec 29 16:10:47 2004 |
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In Memory of Delores Beathe 1952-2003 Hi Mom!! Not a day goes by that I don't miss you in unmeasureable amounts. Christmas was soooo hard this year without you. I know everybody thinks I'm okay, but on the inside it doesn't feel that way. Dads selling the house, and for the first time since we were little we had Christmas at Robyns instead. I think that hurt the most. Every Christmas since I was in Kindergarten was spent in that house and was spent with you. I feel like the house we grew up in is all have left of you. I'm struggling to find peace with it all. Please guide me as I continue to work through all the memories we've shared there together. Aaron admitted that he was hurting too. Christmas will never be the same without you Mom!! We went to the cemetary to see you before we came back home. We were all there. Me, Aaron, Derrick, Robyn, Tyler and Brooke. I hope you knew we were there wishing you a Merry Christmas. We put up new flowers, I hope you like them. Sorry I can't visit much since we moved away. I hope you understand, but of course I know you do. You always understood, no matter what. You always wanted us to do what made us the happiest. You always wanted us to have the best and thats why God gave you to us. You were the best Mom!! I love you!! Not a day will pass that a hundred beautiful memories of you don't pass through my mind. Since I couldn't tell you in person this year, Merry Christmas Mom!! Thank you for the wonderful life you've given me!! I love you and miss you every second!! Amy Amy Beathe-Miller jm0478@sccoast.net Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Tue Dec 28 10:40:04 2004 |
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I Miss you Samantha the last time I saw you was at the beach u had a smile on your face and I saw Shelby too ya'll where happy and now your happier even tho Devon misses ya'll.I think it's sad that Devon doesn't have her mother and sister here anymore.She probley wasn't really that happy on christmas either because she didn't have her loving mother and sister there. Donna Taylor dash2@ bellsouth.net middleburg, florida USA - Mon Dec 27 11:23:55 2004 |
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Mom Dad ,,,,,,, Another Christmas without you guys I miss you more then ever. when I close my eyes I see you mom working in the kitchen cooking for Christmas eve.......Dad I see you decorating the outside of the house... making it picture perfect.........I see my brother locking himself upstairs wrapping all his presents for us...........he didn't want anyone to see them before time. and the snow we use to have wow! then to top it all off we would go sleigh riding down the hill,,,,,,,my brother and I we were a team (well when we were young anyway) I love you Joe and I know this is your first Christmas in heaven,,,,,,,,God bless you my bro, and mom and dad thanks for loving me and giving me the greatest memories of all. love your daughter fran Palumbo Fran Palumbo franyfine@aol.com Bayside, New York USA - Sun Dec 26 10:18:45 2004 |
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Grammy, I just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas, and let you know that I love you and miss you so much. Holidays are very difficult for everyone who has lost someone they love! Je'nae Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com Chelmsford, Ma USA - Sat Dec 25 18:39:33 2004 |
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Merry Christmas Matty! I miss you more and more each day, during the holidays, it's a very difficult time for me, because these are the times you made sure to call and talk to us! I love ya! Je'nae Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com Chelmsford, Mass USA - Sat Dec 25 18:38:23 2004 |
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ryan vinson... u r missed by all ur friends we miss u but we r glad u r in a better place we will never forget ur funnyness and company u always made ur friends happy u were friends.u wrer always fun 2 b w... but just remember just because ur gone ur not forgotten.i luv u so much..........kristy clemons kristy marie clemons cutie_pie_4_u37138 springfield, tennesse USA - Sat Dec 25 17:22:45 2004 |
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Merry Christmas Ma. It's been two and a half years, yet it seems like yesterday. I never knew the impact of losing you would have on my life. I'm having such a hard time getting through this. Last night I went to pick up the phone to call you again. I wonder if that will ever stop. I love you so much. Love Sharon Sharon Wright shamackay@yahoo.com Chelmsford, MA USA - Sat Dec 25 11:10:43 2004 |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS Garrett, This year is the First christmas without you! AND oh my gosh i miss you sooooo much!!! in february it will be a year sence you have been gone!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND THINK ABOUT YOU every DAY!You were my BEST friend now your gone!! I love and miss you soooo much, Catie Catie Blairsville, GA USA - Wed Dec 22 15:34:05 2004 |
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This year has been very hard for my family and I. Back in January on the 22 we lost my grandfather, in April on the 22 we lost my great-grandmother, then on the 28 of April we lost my aunt, and just recently we found that my great-uncle has cancer and we pray every day for him. This year I have changed a lot scince we have lost them, I have been a lot happier because now I know that they are no longer suffering and that they are in a better place. I know this Christmas is not going to be the same, but I think it will be good. I pray every day for the soldiers in Iraq and other places. I hope the future is not as bad as now, but i know it will probobly be a little different than today. God Bless You All!! Chelsea Wood cmscheer4eva@yahoo.com Christiansburg, VA USA - Tue Dec 21 08:36:19 2004 |
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We had our first grandson murdered 7 momths ago, everyday more and more of our heart melts and diesJason Jr. was only 7 months along in mommys tummy and was perfect, broke my dauther-in-laws neck in three places, it least she is OK healthwise. CINDY Cindy Nehring cindy.medasst@inreach.com Clovis, Calif USA - Mon Dec 20 18:28:25 2004 |
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To my Mom, Delores Beathe. My best friend in the whole wide world!! Taken too soon by cancer!! Mom not a day goes by that I don't grieve not having you here as my best friend. Yesterday the kids asked about you. Brooke still doesn't understand that you're never coming back. She is becoming so sensitive to the world around her. The littleist things bring her to tears. And me trying to make her understand that now you were one of Gods angels, did just that. How can I ever expect her at 4 years old to fully understand what happened? She told me she would pull you down from Heaven if she could find you. Then she wanted me to tell her exactly where Heaven was. It breaks my heart so much to see them hurting. Brooke misses you more than I even anticipated. You were their whole world. This all still seems so unfair!! I still needed you. My only peace with all of this is that I know God had a purpose to calling you back home. You must make the most perfect angel!! I can't imagaine Christmas without you again this year!! I don't know how I'm gonna get through it. Please guide me through this lonely, difficult time without you. The only Christmas memory I even want to remember is our last one together. I came to pick you up from the Hospital for the day and it began the most perfect snow storm I could even picture. I know God made it that way because he knew it was going to be your last. Thank you for the wonderful Christmas memories!! What I wouldn't give to have it all over again!! I love you Mom!! I miss you more each day!! I love you!! Amy Amy Beathe-Miller jm0478@sccoast.net Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Fri Dec 17 09:53:02 2004 |
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My dear friends Whe say it over hole the world the lord is our shepperd.Let me say God blesse your all and I take you all in my prays. gaston gaston vonck gaston.vonck@skynet.be antwerp, Belgium - Mon Dec 13 12:17:03 2004 |
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I am sorry that everyone has to lose somebody they love and care for .For me it was my friend Ashely i miss her every day but i will live on for her .I miss my best friend imani because he always use to make me laugh .I know that both him and ashely know that they are loved and very dearly missed by everyone who knew them well enough to care about there sudden leave to a better place. Candyce Carter DatFemLadyiNyne@blackplanet.com Aurora, Colorado USA - Sat Dec 11 20:38:48 2004 |
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PASSING THROUGH KARL KELLY WALTMON WALTMKK@CPCHEM.COM DEER PARK , TEXAS USA - Wed Dec 8 13:02:00 2004 |
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IN MEMORY OF MY MOTHER: Died December 9, 1998. She was killed in a car accident with my brother: It was hard enough losing our mother but we almost lost one of our brothers but he pulled through it and now we just go day by day and holiday by holiday. She had three children and alot of grandchildren, we all stick together and seem to make it through. We love her and miss her very much. regina ginnass@aol.com Palestine, Texas USA - Mon Dec 6 07:21:56 2004 |
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Hi Ma. Missing you more and more each and every day. I noticed Je'nae wrote to you. It broke my heart to know she feels guilty for not visiting you as much as she should have. The other day I changed my attitude regarding you passing. I decided I'm feeling blessed that I had you for 48 years. Eva's Bob had his mother for only 2 years. He doesn't even remember her. That made me think of how lucky I am that I had you as long as I did. Although at times I do look at Grammy with the glasses who is 94 and wish it were you who had that many years. Each day is a gift and we are not promised tomorrow. I Love You Very Much. Sharon Sharon Shamackay@yahoo.com Chelmsford, MA USA - Tue Nov 30 13:09:25 2004 |
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Hi Grammy, I just wanted to send you a little note telling you that I love and miss you. I've been feeling guilty these past few weeks. I went and saw my friend Lyndsay's Grandmother and I was going to go see my other friends Grandmother. I'm sorry I never came to see you as often as I should have. I have a reason for it and you know it, but that is no excuse! I'm so sorry and I can't wait to see you again someday! Your Grand-Daughter Je'nae Marie Je'nae Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com Chelmsford, Mass USA - Mon Nov 29 18:34:29 2004 |
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Hey Matt, unfortunatley Erin couldn't make it to see you. She had so much she wanted to do and see while she was in Boston. (Who could blame her). I'm sending her pics of the baby, as well as the little card we got at the wake. I think she'll like it. I'm going to try and get a picture of your grave and send it as well. I hope you doing good. Your my angel! I love you! Je'nae Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com Chelmsford, Mass USA - Fri Nov 26 21:23:29 2004 |
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DUSTIN NICKEL DAD MISSES YOU SO MUCH EVEN THOUGH IT WAS SIX YRS OCT 28 MISS YOU BUDDY MIKE MJN49@AOL.COM USA - Fri Nov 26 16:07:44 2004 |
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What a beautiful site-A great way to remember and visit our loved ones that have gone before us.Don-Mom dad-Betty,husband Ray and my bro.Ray,what a joy to know our loved ones are waiting for us, Joy Ladymare1302@aol.com Dyersburg, Tn. USA - Wed Nov 24 13:16:01 2004 |
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HELLO DADDY AND BROTHER ITS THANKSGIVING SOON AND MY HEART IS BROKEN, I THINK OF YOU BOTH VERY OFTEN AND TRY SO HARD TO BE STRONG, FOR MOM AND DELLA, BUT I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE JUST ONE MORE CHANCE TO SHARE MY HEART WITH YOU I NEVER GOT THAT TIME. I MISS AND LOVE YOU... FOREVER. IN MEMORY DAD--BILLY JOE HUCKABY IN MEMORY BROTHER-- DANNY JOE HUCKABY TAKE CARE OF EACH OUTHER AND I WILL TAKE CARE OF MOM, AND DELLA, TILL WE ALL WILL BE TOGEATHER AGAIN.........VERNA VERNA JONES VERNAFM@AOL.COM CHATSWORTH, G.A USA - Tue Nov 23 17:24:40 2004 |
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Hey Matt, Erin is here visiting. Friday she is going to come and see you for the first time. I just got pictures of the baby, he is so adorable. I'm sure your watching down on him tho. I've been having a really hard time lately, especially with Erin being here. When we come to see you I know its going to be very emotional. I love you Matt and miss you more than words can describe. Je'nae Wright Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com Chelmsford, Ma USA - Tue Nov 23 08:45:24 2004 |
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in sweet loving memory crystal trent USA - Mon Nov 22 14:17:39 2004 |
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*********MATTHEW JAMES HAYES********* Hello my angel! I can't believe it's been almost 3 years and it still doesn't seem to get any easier. I've lost contact with your mom but I know your watching over her and I pray for her every nite. I know why you loved her so much, she's the most wonderful person. I went back to cali this summer but I couldn't bring myself to go to the crash site. I still have all of your pictures up in my room. Your the first person I see in the morning and the last person I see at nite! I miss you so much! But I see you in my thoughts and I hear you in my heart, and your memory will always be with me. Until I see you in heaven.... :) Tiffany Rose monkeybussiness18@yahoo.com Maple Falls, Washington USA - Thu Nov 18 05:12:01 2004 |
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In loving Memory of My Mom Delores Beathe- Taken to soon by Cercival CancerMom Why am I still in pieces since losing you a year and a half ago? The other night I felt so alone and all I wanted to do was talk to you. It hurts so much to know that can never be again. I still think about when the cancer made you really sick and I was coming over every day to take care of you. You thought you were such a burden to us all. You were the best mother I could have dreamed of and I would have taken care of you every remaining day of my life. What I wouldn't do to have that all that back again. But I know thats selfish because you were so sick and in so much pain. I wouldn't want you to be that way. I try to remember only the good days before the cancer returned because I know thats how you want to be remembered. I'm thankful for the short time we had here on Earth together but I long for the day when we can be together again. I love you Mom and miss every little thing about you more than you will ever know. Tyler miss you soooo much. What he wouldn't give to have his Nanny back. I don't know if he'll ever understand why you had to go to Heaven to be with Jesus. All he knows is that he wants you here with him more than you could possibly understand. Thank you for giving him so much in the 5 years you had together. I'm so glad you were able to meet your grandchildren before God called your sweet name back home. We love you Mom!! We will never forget all the wonderful memories you gave us. Our hearts ache each and every day to be without you!! I love You Mom!! I hope you get my messages up there in Heaven. :) Amy jm0478@sccoast.net Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Tue Nov 16 11:42:05 2004 |
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to the man i hardly knew you brought my sister so much joy and the finest toys you made her feel like the real makoy,her heart filled with so much pain when you left the earth on a call from the angel you made her feel no danger, missing your kisses huggs and everything nothing could amount to you not even the biggest diamond ring ....... IN LOVING MEMORY OF MARK WATSON octavia stewart N/A miami, florida USA - Mon Nov 15 08:39:19 2004 |
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in memory of marian ternent aged 61 you are greatly missed chris flecky25@hotmail.com newcastle, britain uk - Sun Nov 7 11:02:14 2004 |
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nana though always in our hearts you are greatly missed. time is passing yet the pain still remains. i know we will meet again in our next lives Christine Fleck xxflick_18@hotmail.com newcastle, britain uk - Sun Nov 7 10:58:49 2004 |
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PURE AND SIMPLE LIFE AINT SO SIMPLE HERE IS ALL FULL OF TESTS THAT WERE LEFT BEHIND MAY I ASK WHERE DO I START AND DEFINE? I AM PATIENT TO WAIT YOU ARE MY SON MY FATE LOVE MOMMY LISA legzz@HOTMAIL.COM windsor, canada - Sun Nov 7 03:18:54 2004 |
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In memory of William T. McAlpine Mary Hazel Varley McAlpine forever in our hearts. michelle twa mhealey@waterworldpools.ca peterborough, canada - Thu Nov 4 11:48:34 2004 |
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As time goes by all I need is you and only you. As time goes by all I need is my mother, and only my mother As time goes by I want it to free me from all this hate in my heart. As time goes by all I need is you MOTHER! Evette Carrillo la_queen24@yahoo.com Philadelphia, PA USA - Mon Nov 1 18:19:00 2004 |
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Daddy I miss you so much!!! I am sorry for all the pain I caused you in the end. I love you so much!! Meghan Herman airforce_66@hotmail.com USA - Mon Nov 1 07:11:38 2004 |
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dear god be with Cynthia Milstead, Let her know her family Loves and will always be with her at our home. Pray to hear a sign from you soon bless our family dear lord, and forgive our sins in Jesus name amen, 9471324. Rita Lewis truebluerita@sbcglobal.net Walnut creek, California USA - Sat Oct 30 21:10:11 2004 |
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My sweet Stephen. It's been four years today since you were taken away from us. You would've been 12 now. It's still hard to believe you're gone. I miss you so much baby, and it still hurts so bad. I now we'll all be together again someday, but I want you back, here with us. Parents aren't suppose to have to bury their children. And it still hurts today, just as bad as it did four years ago when you were hit by that car. And I have to relive it everyday because I have to drive right over that spot when I go to work, and back home. You're little brother, Dylan looks and acts just like you. I wish him and Lee could have known you. I love you so much Stephen. And I miss you more than words could ever explain. I love you baby, LOVE ALWAYS, MAMA angie ams69_2003@yahoo.com brunswick, GA USA - Sat Oct 30 14:02:07 2004 |
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Hey uncle butch sry its been a long time since i wrote u i had an awsome time in florida. lets see mom moved out and i live with here and everything seems to be getting better. i'm now a freshman in highschool, and i know u were watching over my bf Jeremy Sept. 18 2004 i could have lost him. I coulda lost one of a few things i acutally still have going right.. everything keeps gettin worse since after you died.. but that god u kept my bf here i don't know what i'd do without him. you know how much he means to me thanks 4 letting him live and get outta the dern hospital after a month.. the doctors were suprised to see him do that well and get out so soon... i am so glad hes back at home now i kinda feel a lil bad but glad at the same time that i was the 1st person he gave a hug to the 1st person to get a kiss on the hand... uncle butch its been a while since i came to see you and i am very sry i will get out there when ever i can i miss u and i feel u sittin with me right now and reading this i luv u take care... your neice... Kolleen! *HAVE FUN IN HEAVE* -your song.. i can only imagine and in heave there ain't no beer- Kolleen Goedde spindlersbabe_64@hotmail.com Haubstadt, Indiana USA - Wed Oct 27 15:14:24 2004 |
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In loving memory of my son WESLEY JODY HILL (Died 08/03/2002)and my only sister HELENE MONA ISMAIL (Died 30/05/2002). Also my mother NORMA EDITH HILL (20 years this year mom) AND NEPHEW CHARLTON ALISTAIR ISMAIL MY ANGELS IN WAITING - Thanks - Desiree Desiree desiree.stoltenkamp@debeersgroup.com Johannesburg, RSA - Wed Oct 27 06:43:18 2004 |
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In loving memory of my son WESLEY JODY HILL (Died 08/03/2002)and my only sister HELENE MONA ISMAIL (30/05/2002). Also my mother NORMA EDITH HILL (20 years this year mom) AND NEPHEW CHARLTON ALISTAIR ISMAIL MY ANGELS IN WAITING - Thanks - Desiree Desiree desiree.stoltenkamp@debeersgroup.com Johannesburg, RSA - Wed Oct 27 06:42:31 2004 |
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In loving memory of Gregory Wright Greg, I can't believe it has been two years already. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I love you so much, and will always keep you close in my heart. Katie California USA - Tue Oct 26 23:18:19 2004 |
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Dearest Deen.It Has Been Five Months since You left us. We miss you very much and we knoe that you are at peace now but the thought of never seeing you is to hard to bear some days.But we allways remember the good times that we all had. But what we wouldent give just to see your smiling face just one last time so we caould tell you that we Love you very much. Love Forever Karen Ashley Kyle xoxoxo Karen Karen_Lynn_Cameron@hotmail.com Brampton, Ontario CANADA - Tue Oct 26 15:43:46 2004 |
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MOM YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING AND VERY DEAR TO MY HEART AND MY LIFE. I PRAY THAT "HEAVEN" IS EVERYTHING YOU THOUGHT IT WAS AND MORE. YOU ARE IN MY EVERYDAY THOUGHTS & PRAYERS AND I TRULY DO MISS YOU BUT KNOW AND UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE. GOD BLESS YOU, DAD, SUSAN, MINDY, & LITTLE MATHEW. WITH DEEP RESPECT AND LOVE GOREVER, YOUR SON "BabyBrat"... Love You Always James Ronald Elerick Fresno, Calif. USA - Mon Oct 25 22:06:20 2004 |
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Mark, I can't beleive it has been eight years since you were stolen from me, from your family and friends. I thought it would get easier-living without you. But it doesn't. I can be driving and hear a song or see a truck that reminds me of you and it's as if someone reached into my chest and squeezed the life right out of my heart. We were supposed to grow old together a brother and a sister and now I don't want to grow old. I miss you so much and I still live with the guilt of not being there when you needed me most, of not finding justice for what happened to you. Those responsible continue to live their lives, you should still have yours. Know that I think of you everyday and on this eve of your death the pain of losing you my brother, my friend has not eased. Steph Milstead sjm125@yahoo.com Deltona, Florida USA - Mon Oct 25 17:51:58 2004 |
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In memory of Delores Beathe 7/11/52 to 5/25/03 Hi Mom!! I miss you more then words could ever explain to you. My 31st birthday was last week and all I wanted was to hear your voice the way I had every other birthday up until you lost your battle to cancer last year. You were always the first one to call and wish me a Happy Birthday and God how I missed that this year. Its funny some of the things I miss about you. I don't even realize what they are sometimes until I find myself needing you the most. I knew from the day you were rediagnosed with cancer that this would be the hardest thing I've ever had to face in my life, but I never imagined it to be this painful. The kids still talk about you. We had his 1st grade parent-teacher conference last week and we were able to read Tylers journal they keep in class. I was fine until I came to the page about how his Nanny died because she had cancer. He had drawn the whole funeral and hurst picture. It broke my heart to know he still lives with the memory of losing you. It affects him so much more than he lets us know. He loved you more than you will ever know. The other night before bed he asked me to tell him the story about "How Nanny Died From Cancer." It took my breath away all over again. We talk about it all the time but sometimes I think he wants me to say its not real. I just hope he understands!! Please watch over him!! He says prayers to you every night. He lost his first baby tooth last month and all he wanted was to tell you. I hope you heard!! Well Mom, we all miss you!! Robyns visiting this weekend and seeing her always helps my spirits. I love you forever and always!! Love, Amy Amy Beathe-Miller jm0478@sccoast.net Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Mon Oct 25 16:04:42 2004 |
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To the family of Ruby Riggan: I only learned of "Miss" Ruby's passing last night when I read it in the Sheridan Headlight. I was so sad to learn she had passed away. She was a very sweet and compassionate woman. Everyone could learn something good from her just by the way she lived her life and treated others. She was truly a Christian woman who treated people the way she would want to be treated. She wasn't just a school teacher or a neighbor or an organist at church. She was a very special person. The town of Leola lost someone who cannot be replaced. I pray God's strength to the family. You have your memories and they can't be taken from you. Pat (May) Hitt - Sheridan AR Pat (May) Hitt pattiewaggin2003@yahoo.com Sheridan, AR USA - Wed Oct 20 11:49:22 2004 |
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You broke my heart once before and you broke my heart again when I reveived the phone call that tore my whole world apart. Despite our last conversation that was horrible, just know that I have never stopped loving you and I know you the same. I cry almost daily and you have started to visit me in my dreams every night. I think you are trying to tell me it's okay to live my life. So I think I will finally say goodbye and see you sometime. With all my heart... S Phoenix, AZ USA - Mon Oct 18 16:50:18 2004 |
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Well it's been a long time since we've spoke and I'm starting to miss you like crazy! I Love you mom, I miss you mom. I Love you, I Love you Evette Carrillo la_queen24@yahoo.com Philadelphia, PA USA - Thu Oct 14 18:12:39 2004 |
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legal o seu site so estava passando beijinhos fuiiii Stefani stefani_tete@hotmail.com brazil - Wed Oct 13 09:33:34 2004 |
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I will always remember Codi Lynn My best friend was Codi lynn's best friend.i have the cd and i will alway remember her!!!!!!!!!! Brandon Mackinnon scoobydoo_N_shaggy41@hotmail.com Summerside, Canada Prince edward island - Sun Oct 10 08:02:37 2004 |
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TO THE LOVE OF MY HEART YESI BABY I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU STILL WAITING FOR YOU TO TAKE ME WITH YOU LOVING YOU NANCY NANCY NANCYGSLEEPY@AOL.COM CANYON COUNTRY, CA USA - Sun Oct 10 02:13:42 2004 |
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Hey daddy, It has been almost 6 months since you died and I still have not realized the reason why you killed yourself. The pain is still like an open wound and everytime I look in the mirror it is like pouring salt into an open wound. The pain i felt the day i found out has gotten worse and worse. I hate looking in the mirror now. I have removed all the mirrors in my bedroom bc of that. i love you so much and i cant accept the fact that you are not here to talk to me anymore. You may have not been much of a daddy but you WERE my father. and no matter how much you thought me and tosha wouldnt care, YOU WERE WRONG!!!!!!! It matters to me and I care so much. I gotta go i love you daddy!! love Rachel Elizabeth Ferriel This Memorial Is To George Lawerence Ferriel My Beloved Daddy Gone But Not Forgotten Rachel Ferriel sk8r_69_05@yahoo.com Malvern, Arkansas USA - Fri Oct 8 09:19:56 2004 |
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Hey Baby, I miss you so much. It is hard to believe that you have been gone for alomost 11 months. The pain has not subsided one single bit since the day you died. If anything it has gotten worse. I am going out tonight with a guy named Jay Peters and he is really sweet. You remember my dorky laugh that you thought was cute? Well he thinks it is cute too! Well baby I love you but I gotta go. Love you ALWAYS. YOU ARE FOREVER IN MY THOUGHTS AND MY DREAMS. LOVE RACHEL Rachel Ferriel rae8487@yahoo.com Malvern, Arkansas USA - Fri Oct 8 09:15:24 2004 |
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Hi Trevor, I am so sorry you are not here with us, as my sister Sherry said we knew you and your family from years ago,you did give me a fossil one time when we were kids at your house and I remember our families spending a day together at Marineland, I have pictures of us petty the deer.I remember you and your family being very nice people and I hope our paths cross again one day.I hope your family is doing well. Sincerly, Lisa Lisa Nuciola Churchill lchurchill@microwavedata.com Leroy, NY USA - Fri Oct 8 06:01:57 2004 |
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to daddy I miss you more and more.It has been a long time sence I saw you last.you wood be so proud oo Megan.I know you see her.I love you daddy. DOnnald Smith died Feb 19 1999 I love you daddy. linda hansen nebrlinda@hotmail.com beatrice, nebr USA - Thu Oct 7 15:33:32 2004 |
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Hi Trevor, I know you from many years ago when we were kids. Our parents were friends. I remember you and your brother coming over to our house. I have a fossil you gave to my sister Lisa at least 20 years ago. I hope you are at peace and your family is well- Sherry Sherry Nuciola Kelly Sherry@lpsinc.com Livonia, NY USA - Thu Oct 7 12:01:39 2004 |
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Mom life is so hard without you here. What I wouldn't do have it all over again. I want you to see our new home, see how the kids have grown, see Tylers new smile missing his first missing baby tooth, see Brooke in preschool gymnastics. It hurts so bad cuz I know how badly you wanted to see all of these things as they grew up. I can only hope you see these things from Heaven. I know we didn't get enough time here on earth together, but I know one day we'll be together forever. I love you Mom! Thank you for the person you always were and the person you raised me to be. You will always be my Mother and my best friend. God how I miss you!! :( Amy jm0478@sccoast.net Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Wed Sep 29 07:04:38 2004 |
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when god calls little childern to dwell with him above we mortals often question the wisdom of his love.for no heartaceh compares with the death of on small child who does so much to make this world seem wonderful and mild.perhaps god tires of calling The aged to his fold and so he pickes a rosebud before it can grow old.god knows how much we need them and so he picks but few to make the land of heven more beautiful to view.believing this is difficult,but somehow we must try. the saddest word that mankind knows will always be "goodbye". and so when little ones depart we who are left behind must raelize how much god loves little childern, FOR ANGELS ARE HARD TO FIND......my angel michelle I LOVE YOU DADDY tim riddle harleybiker989@yahoo,com franklin, ohio USA - Tue Sep 28 23:45:25 2004 |
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HEY DADDY IT IS ANOTHER YEAR YOU HAVE BEEN GONE I AM 25 TODAY I WAS 16 WHEN YA LEFT DON'T SEEM THAT LONG HUH? I GUESS I WAS WANTING TO SAY I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING ME AND THAT YOU KNOW IT IS MY BIRTHDAY BUT I WAS WANTING TO SAY IT WOULD HAVE BEEN A LITTLE BETTER A LITTLE BRIGHTER IF YOU HAD BEEN HERE WELL I GOTTA GO I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF THOSE GRANDKIDS OK I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!! THIS IS YOUR LITTLE GIRL APRIL CLAY OGILVIE I MISS YOU!!!!! C-YA SOON APRIL CLAY OGILVIE PRNAPRIL1@BELSOUTH.NET HAZLEHURST, GEORGIA USA - Tue Sep 28 13:43:46 2004 |
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It can only get batter from this point in time.Everyone can only get storger.People can always get happyer. USA - Fri Sep 24 10:22:30 2004 |
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This is to my broher my older siser my younger siser ad my 3 other sibligs..God Bless Everyone Supply, NC USA - Thu Sep 23 17:33:13 2004 |
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this is to my son and my baby girl we miss you both somuch love you both somuch i no u too babies are looking down om me and im looking up at you with my about to brust open cause i love you too babies somuch i will always love you both keep that smile on ur faces for mom tell i can meet you too againg u are in heaven with the lord i hope to see you both in heaven one day love ur mom and ur sissie and ur brother love mommy larrysgirl33 larrysgirl33@yahoo.com supply, nc USA - Thu Sep 23 05:27:30 2004 |
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Dearest Deen,Well it will be four mounths tomorow since you were taken from us, We miss you mor than words can ever express.With out you here it,s like the world has stoped moving for me and the kids and the rest of the family to.Your dad is getting along ok with his treatments but has lost alot of weight,Please keep watching over us as i know that you are Please keep giving me the streangth to get through each day.So when tomorow comes i Will be Playing Our Song Remember When Loud Enought For You To Hear. Love You And Miss You Sooooooo Much. Rest In Peace My Sweetangle Deen. Love Forever miss you Karen ,Ashley, Kyle xxx ooo karen karen_;ynn_cameron@hotmail.com Brampton, Ontario Canada - Sat Sep 18 06:34:29 2004 |
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This is a wonderful website to have online. I have really enjoyed the viewing of the deaths of my Grandparents and Great Grandparents. Thanks for such a wonderful opportunity to share these with the world!!!! Chanon Ogilvie chanon33@comcast.net Martinez, Georgia USA - Fri Sep 17 17:22:34 2004 |
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in loving memmory of robert domingo lopez jr. i wanted to say i love you robert you were like my brother simona and you were very tight she says she misses you and wants you to come back home.we all misse you its not the same without you here or at highland highschool savannah liked you alot and then you passed away and went to heaven well i love you and miss you alot xoxo april 10,1988-december 25,2003 R.I.P. robert lopez shelby mcluckie shelbyangel99@sbcglobal.net bakersfield, california USA - Thu Sep 16 20:54:42 2004 |
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I miss you like crazy, I miss you so much evette carrillo lumberton, nj USA - Thu Sep 16 17:32:39 2004 |
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I just want to say that my best friend Keith died 3 years ago and I miss him so much, I feel so lost and lonely sometimes, but I know he is in a better place, but I miss him so so much. Christina Tolen tinatolen@yahoo.com Columbus, in USA - Mon Sep 13 11:44:46 2004 |
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In Loving Memory of Eric I just wanted to say i lost one of my bestfriends 4 1/2 years ago and not a day goes by when i don't think about him. When he died at the young age of 23 i lost a part of me. and no matter how much i tried to live life as though i'm ok i know deep in my heart i'll never be ok. I miss him more then anything and would give everything just to have him back. He was my protector and now i feel so alone. I hope he knows how much i cared for him and will never stop. Why did you have to do it I need you now. Christy Sassyjz@aol.com Chelmsford, MA USA - Wed Sep 8 14:27:01 2004 |
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Hi Mom! Its me again!! Just wanted to tell you that I miss you terribly. Your sister Robyn came to visit the kids and I this weekend and it just made me realize how much I really miss you. Everything about her reminds me of you. I died all over again when she had to leave because it felt just like losing you all over again. She was talking about the last night she saw you and how you had asked her to stay and eat dinner with you. She feels terrible that she didn't stay because it was the last time she ever saw you. Then it brought back the memory of the last time I was with you. I remember rushing out the door never realizing we'd never be together again. I'm so mad at myself for taking advantage of the final time we had together. You seemed so happy that day and I never imagined it would be your last. I tried calling you the night you died and got no answer. I don't understand why I didn't keep calling. I could have spoken to you one last time. I hope you realize how much I loved you. I hope you weren't afraid when you died. I hope you didn't suffer at all. I wish I could have been there with you to tell you it was okay, that God was waiting for you. I will never forget how much you mean to me. My only comfort is knowing that you are no longer sick and that you are an angel now. I know God hand chooses only the best and thats why he had to take you from us. I miss you!! I hope you're enjoying heaven with your mom, your dad, grandma eloise, grandpa bill and grandma beathe. I can only imagine what it will be like when I walk by your side. I can only imagine what my eyes will see when your face is before me. I can only imagine, I can only imagine. I love you!! I can only imagine when that day will come!! Sweet dreams Mommy!! Amy jm0478@sccoast.net Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Wed Sep 8 13:44:04 2004 |
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Deen.Miss You Very Much And Wish That You Were Still Here With Me And The Kids. I Still Don,t Understand Why God Chose To Take You So Soon You Were To Young And Were Full Of Live. I Miss Seeing You Befor i Go to Work In The Morning,I Miss My kiss,I Miss Your Smile your Laugh,But I Know That You Are Watching Over Me And The Kids EveryDay.Your Mom And Dad Brenda Debbie miss You Very much Also.SweetDreams My Handsom Prince Until We Meet Again.Loving You Forever Your Princess Karen. xoxoxo karen karen_lynn_cameron@hotmail.com Brampton, ONTARIO Canada - Tue Sep 7 18:01:35 2004 |
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Hi Mom!! Todays another one of those day that I just can't stop crying. Every song, every show I watch seems to trigger some kind of memory of you. I'm just so torn inside without you. I'm trying so hard to understand why you had to be taken at only 49 years old. You still had so much more to see. It all just seems so unfair. I'm way to young to have lost my mother. I would do anything to have you back for just 15 more minutes. I just need you to tell me one more time that everything is gonna be okay. I love you mom! Delores Beathe Sent from Heaven 7/11/52 Returned to Heaven 5/26/02 But will live a lifetime in my heart!! Amy jm0478@sccoast.net Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Wed Sep 1 08:21:38 2004 |
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My Dearest Deen. Well our Anivissary Has Been And Gone. Had a very bad day on Friday . Their is still so many things that i wanted us both to do. But instead God had called you. The kids miss their Daddy very much Your little princess is really growing up,Your little man is growing up and he,s looking more and more like you in each passing day.I Love You And Miss You Very Much.Your Mom And Dad miss their Baby also. BRENDA,DEBBIE miss thaeir little brother very much to. Loving You Forever In My Thoughts And Preayers. Love Karen, Ashley,Kyle xxxooo karen karen_lynn_cameron@hotmail.com Brampton, Ontario Canada - Tue Aug 31 17:06:59 2004 |
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Well Ryan, it's just another day and I still miss you so. I don't think anything will ever take away the void in my life. I miss those link calls at 6:30 every morning. I keep waiting for it but it doesn't happen. I miss you calling me so that I could call Jessica and give her a message for you. Ryan it's just not the same without you. I know that you are in a better place and I try so hard to be happy for you but I miss you so. I keep thinking about how happy you must be, I know you and Uncle Billie must be smiling down on us. Oh how I wish I could see that big smile. I know you smiled sometimes when you weren't actually happy, but it was still beautiful. Ryan, we all miss you so and have so many unanswered questions, but we'll be OK. I wish you could see Will and see how he is growing. He's such a beautiful baby. And Claire, she gets smarter and more beautiful everyday. Renee is so proud of them and I know you were too. They are both so sweet. Rebecca misses you so much. She just doesn't understand not having her big brother around anymore. She wanted you to see her do all her special things in high school. I told her that you were watching over her and not to disappoint you. Ryan look down on us and smile. We love and miss you so much. --- Your mother Debra dburke26@yahoo.com Vidalia, GA USA - Tue Aug 31 10:25:02 2004 |
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Hi Mom!! God how I miss you!! I miss having you to talk to, to go shopping with, always telling me how wonderful the kids were. I'm sooooo lost without you. Sometimes I think I haven't accepted that you're really gone. Somedays I find myself worried sick wondering if you'll be able to find us since we moved so far away from where we grew up. It hurts so much to hear people talk about their parents, because thats when it hits me the hardest that I don't have you anymore. I just wish I could find the answer to make the hurting stop. I know I promised you I'd be okay, but I never expected it to hurt this bad. I resent John still having his Mom and her taking advantage of her time with her grandchildren because you will never again have the chances she has everyday. She doesn't begin to understand how much it hurts me. You were such a wonderful grandmother. I'm sorry you only had such a short time to get to know them. They were way to young when you left us. You would be so proud of Tyler today. He started 1st grade yesterday and was so brave. When we were reading bedtime stories last night he finally admitted how nervous he really had been. Its funny how much he takes after you. Hes got your personality and your loving demineor. I don't know what I would do without them. I miss you soooo much Mom!! My heart aches so much without you. You truly were the best friend I could have ever asked for. I love you!! :) Amy jm0478@sccoast.net Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Tue Aug 31 06:41:40 2004 |
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Hello Mom. I think of you every day. As you know I miss you so so much. Sometimes I wake and think maybe it was a bad dream and you'll be right there at home watching television. The house is so different. The yard is a disgrace. The grass is so long and your plants are dead because noone waters them. I don't feel I have the right to be there anymore trying to keep things alive because Adam is buying it. I don't want to overstep my bounderies. Well I love you very much. Love Sharon Sharon Shamackay@yahoo.com Chelmsford, Mass USA - Sat Aug 28 12:39:56 2004 |
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I thought about you today. I miss you and wish I got the chance to hold you in my arms. I love you and I will someday meet your sould in heaven, where I will show you your mother's love. Lisa Grenon bipolar_bear80@hotmail.com Massachusetts USA - Sat Aug 28 00:08:34 2004 |
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Well Deen My Darling it has been only three months since you left us and tommorow would have been our 17th wedding annivisary. We miss you more than words can say ,everyon says it will get easier as time goes on but i don,t ever think that it will. I miss your loving touch your laugh your beautiful green eyes. I miss hearing you calling me princess.The kids miss you very much also . Well Sweetdreams deen my Darling Loving you forever YOUR WIFE Karen kids Ashley,Kyle. karen karen_lynn_cameron@hotmail.com brampton, ontario canada - Thu Aug 26 10:02:38 2004 |
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Bendicion mama. I thought I would talk to you since no one listens. I cant believe its been 9 month since you left me, and I still since your touch. I miss terrably and it hurts. August 28th you recieved your stone and it hurt me to be late and not be there when they blessed you. I always think of you and always will for the rest of my life until I die and be together with you. I love you dearly Madre Mia!!! Evette Carrillo la_queen24@yahoo.com Lumberton, N.J USA - Mon Aug 23 14:07:52 2004 |
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Hi Matt, well today is your 2 year anniversary. It's been a hard 2 years, but I made it through, thanks for all the encouragement that you gave me to help me get this far. Charlie has been really down and depressed lately. I think it's because he knew that today was coming. Matt I dont think you knew all the pain that you would be leaving all your friends when you did what you did. Matt I love you and miss you more than words can describe. But you are my guardian angel! Je'nae Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com Chelmsford, Ma USA - Tue Aug 17 23:07:29 2004 |
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Dear Joe, I just wanted to say Happy Birthday to you,I didn't sent a card to the cemetery I just thought this would be as good.Shane wanted you to visit him and have birthday cake today but he settled for us singing happy birthday for you...He still don't quite understand.Me I am ok,my heart is still in so many pieces over losing you but I am trying to continue on the best I can...I miss you so very much!Shane starts school next month,he is growing so fast and looking more like you everyday!I beleive he will do well in school he is a very smart little boy.He misses his daddy very much too!Remember the talk we had about me wanting to live in the country so Shane could play in the ditches and catch frogs and bugs? Well there is a house I am going to look into just down the road from Terry&Denise's it is a fairly big house lots of yard for Shane to play and it will be very quiet..I feel so bad for him not having his own yard to play and seeing him out on the balcony of our apartment watching all the other kids run and play just breaks my heart so I felt like it was time to make a move,this place is not big enough anyways so hopefully this house works out for us!Well I should go for now I hope you liked our happy birthday song for you!We love and miss you so very much!!!Please continue to watch over us Joe. Kim,Shane&Leah XXXXXOOOOO Kim kimba_408@hotmail.com Blenheim, Ontario Canada - Mon Aug 16 15:13:47 2004 |
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My father is Dennis Laspata, and I know I am related to you in some way, and I just wanted to pay my respects. You're in a better place now<3 Keri-Ann Laspata Luvlylilbella@aol.com Vineland, NJ USA - Thu Aug 12 11:27:28 2004 |
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It felt really good to put mon and dad a memotial on this web site I feel this is a way to express my thoughts without dealing with any one about how I feel. I miss mommt and daddy so bad I hate it but I especially miss my mommy I don't know if it is because I was the youngest child or if it is because a daughter and mommy type love is maybe different. I always tried real hard to please them both it took me a long time to grow up, and these trageties make it rough to keep going I try real hard to understand things and cope but at times it is so lonley you don't want to go on I feel they were both to young to die they had so much living yet to do. SO many more celebrations to attend Tara graduating another birthday for mamaw, many more holidays we want to spend with you both. I love you and miss you dearly love,RENEE RENEE serinabobby@tds.net Hoskinton , KY USA - Tue Aug 10 11:45:07 2004 |
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Daddy, It's been almost 5 months since you left. Yet, it seems like a lifetime ago. The cancer took you faster that we could have ever imagined. We were so close to getting home and you were gone. Daddy, I know you were tired, you were hurting and you didn't want us to see you like that. I wanted to tell you one more time Daddy that I loved you. To thank you for being an awesome dad and loving us in your own way. I still keep your picture on my desk at work and look at you often. I miss you gentle face and your smile. Daddy, I feel so childish, I'm 41 now and still cry some everyday for you. I know that you are with Grandma and Grandpa, Uncle Jim, Trisha and all your Uncles and Aunt's. Talking about the days on Uncle Don's farm and stuff, but I miss you. The kids miss you so much. You never really got to see Mackenzie, she's crawling now. Mom misses you too Daddy, she is so lonely without you. Daddy, I love you. Tom tom.haines@us.exel.com Columbus, Ohio USA - Mon Aug 9 10:34:39 2004 |
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Mommy and Daddy, It seems so different to have to think of you both as only a memory, to have to think to recall the smiles the talks the love, its all still here I don't think it will ever fade away. I find myself needed you both so very much. I wish that I could see you faces and here your voices, I want you both back even though I know that you are happier than you've ever known happiness to be. Its only been a year since I lost you daddy but I can still see you walking through the yard to get in the car. Mom, its only been a month since your suffering ended and ours begin with out you and dad we are lost, katie misses you so much she wants to visit you house every day, I try so hard to give here some of the love that you have given here but we are all so lost without you. Daddy kept us going with his voice and thoughts but your nurturing and love kept us strong. Yous house doesn't seem empty because so much of you are both there, especially the love of a MOMMY, I find my self needing you to just tell me ok. I want daddy to tell me what I need to do and how to do it. I feel so lost and alone because my MOMMY and DADDY are gone. I miss you CECIL AND DELLA LOve to you both RENEE Renee serinabobby@tds.net Hoskinston, KY USA - Mon Aug 9 09:52:18 2004 |
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Hi Mom. Some people think it's silly to write. I believe that is why Debbie would never think of coming to this site. She'd then have to face it even more that your gone. It's been two years and it is still so hard. I went to call you today to let you know what is going on with my house. I snapped out of it very quickly realizing your not here to call anymore. It's still like a bad dream that I'll wake up from someday. I love you more than you'll ever know. Love Sharon Sharon shamackay@yahoo.com Chelmsford, Mass USA - Thu Aug 5 20:21:47 2004 |
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Well Matt it's just a few weeks before your 2 year anniversary. I was thinking about you today and all of the stresses in my life and just walked around the house crying. I remember all of the visits with you. You would sit at the kitchen table and most of the times you came, I was cleaning :-) and you just talk to me about your life and whats been going on in it and just encourage me to reach for the stars and to go back to school so I could accomplish my dreams. Which if it weren't for you and Shelley, I dont think that would have ever happened. You encouraged me to go to school, so shel tutored me and then she helped me get my feet back in the door. I talked to you just a few weeks before you died. You were at a bar and you didn't sound like yourself. I remember your messages you would leave for us when we werent home. you made sure you called on all the holidays. I miss that. Matt if there were one person that i want to come back here its you. I loved you so much. when i saw you or talked to you on the phone, my whole world just lit up. you might have been Charlies friend, but you were my friend too and i looked up to you and i loved the advise you gave me. Matt I love you so much, oh god now i'm crying...i'm gonna go i love you more than words can describe, i just wish i could have told you what an impact you had on my life when you were still here. but i never imagined that you would have done this. Je'nae Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com Chelmsford, Ma USA - Wed Aug 4 21:50:31 2004 |
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It's been 2 yrs since you passed away Daddy. I love you, and I miss you more everyday. angie ams69_2003@yahoo.com brunswick, ga USA - Tue Aug 3 16:13:24 2004 |
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Hi Mom!! :) Sorry its been so long. Every day without you is worse then the one before. I still keep waiting to wake up from this terrible dream and be able to call you and hear your voice before the cancer took your life. I was sitting around thinking the other day about how you felt you were a burden to us all once you got really, really sick from the cancer. I would give anything to have you back. You were never a burden to me and I would have taken care of you every day of my life it that meant having you here with us. But God had other plans for you. I can't say I blame him, You have to make the most perfect angel. I'm so sad without you, but like I promised you before you died I'm doing okay. We just built the most beautiful house in South Carolina, and have since moved in. Dad came down and helped us get settled in. It meant so much to have him here. I thought it would be so easy to move but I cried most of the way here thinking that I was leaving you there. But I know better than that....you wouldn't want me to think about that. I know you would tell me to do what makes me happy and that makes it a little easier. The kids were talking about you the other day while swinging on the swing set Brooke kept saying you were swinging with her and for some reason I know you were there with her. She just turned 4 this month, and you wouldn't belive such a little girl could have so much attitude. John says its the Hart attitude and all I can do is laugh. I love you!! I'm sorry I didn't tell you that a million time before you died. I love you Mom!! :) Amy johnandamymiller@comcast.net Manassas, VA USA - Fri Jul 30 14:03:28 2004 |
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This is in Loving Memory of Murphy Jay Foster Parker Jr. my dearest darling time sometimes seem to stand still,I am trying to go on with life here until my time is up to be with you.I miss you so much I know you would remember James and I know that you would approve but it's so hard to try to be another mans wife when I long for you more than I've ever longed for anyone or anything in my life but he is a good man and he has listened to me talk about you for quite sometime he remembers you and he thinks you were one hell of a man and so do I .Darling I wish you peace and happiness and I know you are with God and you have found this.Until the day we meet again I Love You and will always Love You Linda Linda P.Creel james.creel@worldnet.att.net Bogalusa, La USA - Wed Jul 28 12:17:23 2004 |
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I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOU;RE GONE WE NEED YOU MUCHI,WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.COLLINS VICKNAIR TOSHIBA BIRCH NONE.@HOME.COM NEW ORLEANS, LOUISIANA USA - Thu Jul 22 14:28:08 2004 |
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I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I,CANT" BELIEVE YOU"RE GONE TOSHIBA BIRCH NONE.@HOME.COM NEW ORLEANS, LOUISANA USA - Thu Jul 22 14:22:09 2004 |
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Thank you so much for this beautiful site, you have on here.It has given me much pleasure just coming in here and looking thru it.May God bless You! Juanita F. Hardcastle hardcass_2000@yahoo.com Knoxville, Tenn. USA - Sat Jul 17 07:11:58 2004 |
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My dear Sister, yesterday was one month anniversary of your passing. We are all still in shock over losing our 'angel'. You were and are very much loved and missed by your family and all who knew you. I was looking forward to us growing old together and taking care of each other but that is not to be. I sit and wonder why this had to happen to you as you were always so fragile and afraid of needles. The pancreatic cancer took you from us too soon and I am so sorry you had to suffer thru all the chemo and radiation only to pass over anyway. I will miss you til the day I die. Thanks for being a wonderful sister, Mom, daughter, wife, grandmom, friend to all. May God continue to watch out for you and hope you can still see us and know how much we love and miss you. Your loving sister, Charlotte ChaSha Chasha123@aol.com Huntsville, Al USA - Fri Jul 16 07:14:04 2004 |
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Mel, I miss you so much. I need you here! Things are so different without you. I hope you are watching all your family and friends from heaven and you ok and still beautiful. I love you and miss you. Your always in my thoughts Stamford, CT USA - Thu Jul 15 06:27:18 2004 |
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Hey little brother...It's me again. August 17th is coming up and I can feel it in my heart. As that day nears I grow sad and lonely. I can't believe it's been almost 4 years!!??? I'm sure you know I'm moving to Tampa next month..it will be hard leaving all my family and friends, but it will be a great new start..I know you'd be proud of me. I miss you so much...thanks for coming to see me in my dreams..it really helps...until we meet again...I love you and miss you always...Neen BeLinda Goble belindagoble@yahoo.com Clinton Township, MI USA - Wed Jul 14 08:52:15 2004 |
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Hey Daddy...it's still hard to believe you're not here. I'm having a very hard time right now because it is starting to come into realization and more questions bother my mind everyday. Like, why did you shut us out the weekend you passed? Why didn't you answer the phone? Why did you not go to your dialysis that weekend? Why did you not talk to us? I know you planned to leave that weekend. And you knew we would have made you go to your sessions. I know that you were tired and your body gave up long before you did, but you did fight a good fight. Pastor said right before you passed, you asked him, "What do I do?" He responded by saying, "Just Stand." That is what you did...We miss you, Judah, Gabriel, Rodney, and me. I went to your grave in February and realized that I was not ready, so I haven't gone back. It's almost 9 months and I'm still not ready. I know how sick you were and how much pain you were in, but we still wish you were here!!! We love and miss you so much! We still laugh about you a lot. When you were strong you were such a funny man! Always made us laugh. We talk about the times you were head of Security and everybody was scared of you! All of the boys wanted to be like you! And now we're all grown up and you're not here. You are an angel watching over us. You definitely earned your wings. So fly...I hope you are enjoying the magnificent glory of being in the presence of the Almighty. I can imagine how beautiful it is up there! When I look up in the sky I see your pleasant face. I know you are happy and that is what keeps me going. I love you so much...Until I see you again... TeQuell Tyler tequelltyler@hotmail.com Houston, Texas USA - Fri Jul 9 15:35:07 2004 |
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DADDY IT DON'T SEEM THAT LONG AGO ME YOU AND BUBBA WENT FISHING. WE SURE DID THAT ALOT NOW EVERTIME I GO I THINK OF US THREE AND LAUGH. I MISS YOU DAD AND LOVE YOU ALOT SO UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN KEEP MAMA HAPPY AND I LOVE BOTH OF YOU VERY MUCH YOUR LITLE PEANUT JAMES M OGILVIE JAMES M OGILVIE prnapril1@bellsouth.net HAZLEHURST, georgia USA - Fri Jul 9 12:32:37 2004 |
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MAMA I DON'T REALLY REMEMBER THE DAYS WE SPENT TOGEATHER BUT I DO REMEMBER HOW MUCH YOU LOVED ME AND I KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY BUT GOD HAD A DIFFERENT PLAN THAN WE DID AND NOW YOU ARE AN ANGEL WATCHING OVER ME AND I CAN NOT WAIT TILL THE DAY WE MEET AGAIN AND I CAN TOUCH YOUR LOVING FACE AND BE WITH YOU, I LOVE YOU MAMA!!YOUR BABY ALWAYS JAMES M OGILVIE JAMES M OGILVIE prnapril1@bellsouth.net hazlehurst, georgia USA - Fri Jul 9 12:14:43 2004 |
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Father lays over the sea, to see the wave's flicker and move suftly and calmly over and over into the the deep that the ocean run's William Herzog bilthepoet@aol.com Silverspring, Marylnd USA - Thu Jul 8 13:11:32 2004 |
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hey daddy it has been 9 long years since you left me and i miss you so much everyday. i have a wonderful husband and 3 wonderful kids whom i wish you could've met. i miss you on my birthday and all holidays. especially on father's day and your birthday but i know you are in heaven and looking down on us and we will all be togeather soon. so until then keep grannie and papa floyd,grannie and papa clay and bubba straight till i get there. it will be one sweet day. I LOVE YOU LOTS DADDY AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY HERE AND I WILL ALWAYS BE DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL. april clay ogilvie prnapril1@bellsouth.net hazlehurst, georgia USA - Wed Jul 7 12:47:08 2004 |
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Hi Mom. Well, I survived my 50th without you, but just barely. I missed you so much and wished you were there at my party. You would have been so proud of Charlie, Julie and Je'nae. They had a surprise party for me and it really was a total surprise. It gets harder every day without you, especially with my kids getting older and not being around me as much as they were when they were younger. It makes me think more and more about you and how I wish I spent more time than I did with you. I guess it wouldn't matter how much time I spent with you, it still wouldn't have been enough. I go to the cemetary almost every day to take care of your grass and plants, etc. I know someday it should get easier, well at least that's what people say, but it hasn't happened yet and it's been two years. I can't imagine it getting easier. When you left, you took a big part of me with you. I'm not the same person I was when you were here. Tears are streaming down my cheeks as I write to you. I know if you could have fought to stay, you would have. I Love You so much and miss you more than words can say. Love from your heartbroken daughter Sharon Sharon Shamackay Chelmsford, Mass USA - Sun Jul 4 19:20:14 2004 |
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cammeron i love u love daddy adam USA - Fri Jul 2 15:24:16 2004 |
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joanne adamparr1@ntlworld.com Nottingham, England UK - Fri Jul 2 14:26:50 2004 |
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Many thanks for inserting such a beautiful memorial to my Mum and Dad. Anne Scott anne-scott@blueyonder.co.uk Bristol, Scotland United Kingdom - Fri Jul 2 07:36:39 2004 |
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In rememberance of my beloved son Sean Alexander Elliott born July 3 1993. He was taken from me on June 14 2002. Mommy Loves You Baby. Kim private Private, OH USA - Wed Jun 30 23:25:05 2004 |
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Jeremy Cardoza~ i never feel your spirit near me anymore, maybe because you know i'm finally at peace. I miss seeing you in my dreams, because i know i'll never see you in life. You'd be 25 now.. we'd be out hittin' the clubs these days.. ya know!? Wish i could be near you again. You were such a loving and deep person. You can't ever be replaced.. Miss you every day. Lynda Cadillac gotlynda2004@yahoo.com Nashotah, WI USA - Tue Jun 29 19:31:47 2004 |
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Matthew Moorby~ Hey little boy! i think you'd be almost eleven years old now! i can't believe it's been so long! You were taken in 96 if i remember correctly. That's so long ago. I know you are at peace, and happy with heaven's other children, but in my heart i wish there was justice for you. There may never be.. but there WILL be in eternity! i love you and miss you! Lynda Cadillac gotlynda2004@yahoo.com Nashotah, WI USA - Tue Jun 29 19:28:15 2004 |
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Teo Rodriguez.. i miss you like heck! it's been over two years and i haven't heard much about you in a while. it's terrible! I'm going to Fresno in two weeks, and i'm going to put flowers at your resting place. Last time i went by your house... but i don't think i'll do that again. it seemed wrong for you not to be there. Anyways, you're NEVER forgotten, and you're missed everyday.. LOVE! Lynda Cadillac gotlynda2004@yahoo.com Nashotah , WI USA - Tue Jun 29 19:24:39 2004 |
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To my grandad's i miss you loads i wish you did not have to go that way i wish i could get to no you's a lot better i love you's with all my heart miss you's shontelle shntelle shontelleroutledge@yahoo.com newcastle upon tyne, uk - Tue Jun 29 05:29:10 2004 |
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Of all the people I ever knew, you were the last person I ever expected to get that lonely. If I had even the faintest idea, I would have made the time to talk. I am sorry I did not take the time to become a lighthouse in your storm. I remember you as the fresh breeze you were, from now untill ever more. Dave Burger Dave Burger taniaburger@bigpond.com Bathurst, NSW Australia - Fri Jun 25 03:01:06 2004 |
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Hey Matty, I'm at work right now, just sitting here. I've been pretty sad lately. Especially thinking of you. My friend Robin, she is 20 her dad died on the 16th. He was 81!!! 81 Matt, you could have lived that long. Why you chose to take your life nobody knows. Its really tough for me. I know 4 people that habe commited suicide. Thats not like any normal person. It is hard enough to deal with someone who just naturally died, but someone who took their own life? It makes us all think...what could we have done to stop this? Matt I love you and miss you more than you will ever know!! Je'nae Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com Chelmsford, Ma USA - Wed Jun 23 13:31:52 2004 |
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it is i louie im miss u so much i love when i dream of u babe i miss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuthis is all i can say your touch smile eyes skin fuck.......................................my haert .......................its just u your hair small voice i will always have my window open for u please com hunt me in my sleep no women can replace u USA - Sun Jun 20 22:08:51 2004 |
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Daddy, its been almost 7 1/2 yrs since you left us. "it'll get better" no it wont and i want to knock people out when i hear them say that becuase it will never get better or easier. you were taken from us so dam early. i just hope you are proud of all your 5 daughters and 7 grandkids (more to come). we all know that you are our protector and watching over all of us. we loved you and ALWAYS will love you. Happy father's dad. "Numb and broken. Here I stand alone. Wondering, What were the last words I said to you. Hopeing, Praying. That I'll find a way to turn back time. Can I turn back time? What would I give, To behold the smile in the face of love. YOU NEVER LEFT ME, THE WONDERING SUN WILL ALWAYS SPEAK YOUR NAME. Numb and broken. Here I stand alone. Wondering, What were the last words I said to you. It won't be long, We'll meet again. What would I give, To behold the smile in the face of love. YOU NEVER LEFT ME, THE WONDERING SUN WILL ALWAYS SPEAK YOUR NAME. It won't be long, We'll meet again, Your memory is never passing. It won't be long, We'll meet again, My love for you is ever-lasting. I mourn for those, For who never knew you. I mourn for those, For who never knew you. It won't be long, We'll meet again, Your memory is never passing. It won't be long, We'll meet again, My love for you is ever-lasting.It won't be long, We'll meet again" [Uvek ces biti s nama u nasim mislima i srcima] PoiSin dirty jersey USA - Sun Jun 20 10:22:07 2004 |
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I have lost my daughter a year ago with taking these pills she died May 21,2003 she left behind 4 children these children have lost a daddy too from taking these pills.My son has guaridanship of the children I am so proud of my son and his wife for doing this for Tina my daughter she was very loved and I really miss her she was 35 when she died that was a shock to all of us.So if anyone would like to e-mail me I sure would like it and I will write to you back.......God Bless you all. Joyce womajoha55@wmconnect.com Hagerstown, Maryland USA - Sun Jun 20 07:20:35 2004 |
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Hey mom I miss you so much. Everynight I think of you and the things that I could have said. I remember the way you laghed and it's stuck here in my head, I know somtimes I cry so hard, and I know that I miss you that much I dont think that no one would ever know the way I fell tonight! Tia noemi sent me an e-mail saying she read my poem to you, and I really deep down appriciate that she took the time to look you up. She thanked me for what I did and I started to cry, because I know that we all love and miss so very much. Tonight I will try to sleep and pray for my mother, to see you once more in my dreams come tommorow, I will do the same and pray for you everyday.I LOVE YOU MOMMY and I know it's hard for me to contact you but I know that you can contact me if you wanted too..... I love and miss you so much your daughter Evette Carrillo Evette Carrillo joshuaandeve@comcast.net Lumberton, NJ USA - Fri Jun 18 21:44:13 2004 |
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Uncle butch..i just wanted to tell you hi.. and that since i am leaving tomorrow 2 go to Fl. i hope u will be there keepin me and my family safe.. Please watch over Tw(trina) and her family they are leaving tonight i know Her/my uncle Josh and Dad Jeff will be there 2 i just want her to be extra safe...I luv u so much after i come back i have a few days 2 think and then all my docs. appts. and babysittin and then on July 9th it will be one year.. and i pretty sure the family will get together and go see u... uhh I miss Travis alot and when i get my dl i will have to call him up and take him out and chill somewhere haven't seen him ina almost a year.. hes still kinda worryd 2 come visit us.. please help him out.... i wanna be like a big sis and help him tho this...but i kinda don't wanna make him any scareder or anything... well i best be going i gotta pack i will ttyl I LUV U UNCLE BUTCH! ur neice...Kolleen G. ~* HAVE FUN UP THERE IN HEAVEN WITH THE ANGELS*~ my angels... my best friend Catrinas uncle and dad, my guy friend Bens mom, and my uncle... and many more Josh,Jeffery,Sarah,Richard(butch),Bob,Bill,Nathen,Brandon... and more i am sure.. luvs yaz all.xoxo Kolleen baby_lilo_2008@hotmail.com Haubstadt, Indiana USA - Fri Jun 18 10:37:57 2004 |
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Hey K. I thought about u yesterday. I think about u a lot actually. But yesterday i was in a chat room, and this girl said she wanted to kill her self. I know she said it just to get attention, so i left the room right away. But i was talking to her friend and she asked me why i left and i told her why. Cause there are so many people that wanna live, that cant or get in an accident, so when people say stuff like that i have to leave or i’ll just snap. So the girl told her friend and she said she was sorry about what she said, but i dunno. Shes prob gonna do it again. I used to try to help people like that u know, but to many people just use it to get to u or get attention. I know it’s a lot of people that really have problems, but i dont think teen chatrooms is the place u know. Dude i miss u a lot, u where one of the nicest, friendliest, coolest, most outgoing guys i knew. And whenever i feel like my life is crappy or i would like to change something about me or whatever. Thats when u come to me man. If i had one wish, i’d wish u where still here, really, thats all i would wish fore. We could hang out again, skate and do whatever. It was a stupid accident and i got so angry when i heard about it. Course it was’tn ur fault, nobodys fault really, just a stupid accident that took u man. I know T thinks about u to, we kinda drifted apart ya know. With u moving and i got a new school. I know u didn't like it there and i know u had a hard time cause of some losers there. It’s really hard to know, when we had such an awesome time together when we all lived in the same neighborhood and went to the same school. We talked a little right after u died, but it just .. well it was to u i think. We needed some space. And the funeral... oh that was a hard thing. Yeah a hard thing to do. Ur family looked so tired, ur mom and dad, ur sis... I think everyone was there man. Everyone from ur old class and all ur other friends. I know i’m just writing a lot of stupid stuff here that nobody cares about, but i guess i just want u to know i remember u. I found this site a week ago and i read a lot of the stories. U popped into my head right away, but i wasn't ready. Well as u see, i was today. I hope that ur okay up there, cause i know ur up there somewhere, i just know it. Ur still my friend! Jesse Jesse jessetaylor89@go.com Washington DC, USA - Tue Jun 15 06:00:39 2004 |
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Hey Sandwich~ I'm sorry I havent wrote in a while. but lately the pain has gotten bad. I just realized that you have been gone for 7 long months. Hardly nobody rodeos anymore. I quit goin b/c i dont got a reason. Buddy, Everyones life had changed w/ out you. You seemed to have been what held it all together. Well Heath, I love you very much. and say a prayer to the Big Man for me aight? Much Love! Cortney Swiger cswiger07@yahoo.com Malvern, AR USA - Mon Jun 14 01:48:40 2004 |
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Taylor, today is the 7th anniversary of you leaving. The question of why still comes to mind, however I know in my heart you are in Heaven, and you are happy - finally! I'll never forget you or the short time we did have together. You were one in a million, no one can take that away! Everyday know that you are loved and missed, until we meet again. Amber shenandoah16@msn.com Glendale, Az USA - Wed Jun 9 10:59:09 2004 |
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ONE MORE DAY LAST NIGHT I HAD A CRAZY DREAM, A WISH WAS GRANTED JUST FOR ME. IT COULD BE FOR ANYTHING. I DID'NT ASK FOR MONEY, OR A MANSION IN MALIBU, I SIMPLY WISHED FOR ONE MORE DAY WITH YOU, ONE MORE TIME, ONE MORE SUNSET, MAYBE I'D BE SATISFIED, BUT THEN AGAIN I KNOW WHAT IT WOULD DO, LEAVE ME WISHING STILL FOR ONE MORE DAY WITH YOU. FIRST THING I'D DO IS PRAY FOR TIME TO CRAWL THEN I'D UNPLUG THE T.V. OFF, I'D HOLD YOU EVERY SECOND, SAY A MILLION I LOVE YOU'S THAT'S WHAT I'D DO WITH ONE MORE DAY WITH YOU. EVETTE CARRILLO JOSHUAANDEVE@COMCAST.NET LUMBERTON, NJ USA - Tue Jun 8 06:01:56 2004 |
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TO BE WITH YOU AGAIN WE THINK OF YOU IN SILENCE AND OFTEN SPEAK YOUR NAME. BUT ALL THATS LEFT TO ANSWER IS A PICTURE IN A FRAME. IF WE COULD HAVE ONE LIFE TIME WISH, ONE DREAM THAT WOULD COME TRUE. WE WOULD PRAY TO GOD WITH ALL OUR HEARTS FOR YESTERDAY AND YOU. IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY AND HEARTACHE A LANE, I WOULD WALK ALL THE WAY TO HEAVEN AND BRING YOU BACK HOME AGAUN. Evette Carrillo joshuaandeve@comcast.net Lumberton, NJ USA - Tue Jun 8 05:55:22 2004 |
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Mom. In a couple of weeks it will be two years since you passed. I miss you even more now than before. There isn't a day that I don't think of you and cry. I wake out of a sound sleep with tears streaming down my face. When that happens, I know I was dreaming about you. The pain is unbearable at times. I know that Charlie, Julie and Je'nae have no idea how much it still hurts. Unfortunately someday they'll know. I'll write again soon. I love you very much Sharon Sharon shastamcnasty54@yahoo.com Chelmsford, Mass USA - Mon Jun 7 15:12:23 2004 |
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Hi Mom!! :) Last week was one year since God called your sweet name back to Heaven. This past year has been so difficult without you. I would give anything to have just 30 more minutes with you. I have so much to tell you. I do try talking to you some days, but it hurts so much to not know whether you hear my prayers or not. I've been struggling with one issue in particular lately, and if you've heard my prayers you know what that is. I'm trying so hard to do what I know you would want me to do, but my heart just won't let me do that. Its way too soon for others to move on, when I can't see past today. Regardless of what others do, I hope you know that I cherish every moment we had together. I had you for only 29 short years when cancer took you from me, but you made up for a lifetime of memories both before you got very sick and after. I still think about how strong you were at the end, and I thank you for giving us that. I know you did it all for us, because thats just the type of person you are. I miss that soooo much. You were my best friend Mom, and I miss you!! I'll never get over the shock of losing you. I still struggle with it every single day. I wish you could see how much the kids have grown this past year. Tylers graduating from Kindergarten next Wednesday and Brookes gonna be 4 this summer. I wish you were still here for both of these occasions, but I know you'll be there in Heaven watching over them. I was telling Tyler the other day how proud you would be of him if you were still here. I loved the way you always lit up when you saw him. I tell him that he was your favorite boy, and he just grins from ear to ear. I know you were his favorite as well. He still sleeps with the litte red pillow that came from your house. He says he can't sleep without his "Nanny", and I know you're right there with him even if I can't see you because I know in my heart that if you're anywhere thats exactly where you'd be. I love you and miss you Mom!! July 11,1952-May 25, 2003 Delores Beathe Wonderful Mother to 3 and proud grandma to 2. We love you Mom!! Amy johnandamymiller@comcast.net Manassas, VA USA - Wed Jun 2 16:29:39 2004 |
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Richard Randall (Randy) Lott Born November 18, 1960 Died June 4th, 1998. Age 37. Janet. Janet Carpenter USA - Wed Jun 2 13:25:33 2004 |
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Randy. It is hard to believe it will be 6 years June 4th that you passed away. Your little sister(Me) thinks of you most every day. Hey i know your up there in Heaven saying thats my sister. And your in the crowd of witnesses cheering me on when i go through rough times here on earth. If i die or am taken in the Rapture i will see you then. Janet. Janet Carpenter j_carpenter76501@yahoo.com Temple, Texas USA - Wed Jun 2 13:23:19 2004 |
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MY DEAREST NEPHEW SHANE, TWO YEARS AND ELEVEN MONTHS AGO ,YOU LEFT US . SO PROUDLY SAID BY YOUR BROTHER JEFF,"YOUR PRESENCE REMAINS HERE ON EARTH,BY EVERYONE WHO KNEW AND LOVED YOU." IT IS SO HARD EACH AND EVERY DAY TO FACE YET ANOTHER , DAY,HOLIDAY,OR OCCASION WIHOUT YOU HERE.SO MANY TIMES WE SPEAK YOUR NAME. DISCUSS A SPECIAL MEMORY, BUT IT NEVER TAKES THE PLACE OF YOU ....AUNTIE THINKS OF YOU EACH DAY.I PRAY THAT YOUR HAPPY AND MOST OF ALL THAT YOU AND KERRI ARE TOGETHER.TWO VERY SPECIAL ANGELS.... YOUR MOM SHE ... HAS SUCH DETERMINATION,I'VE ASKED SO MANY TIMES HOW SHE DOES IT? SHE GOES ABOUT EACH DAY WITH YOU DEEP INSIDE HER HEART.YOUR BROTHERS,THEY HAVE GROWN SO......MARK AND JASON BOTH OF THEM HAVE DIFFERENT PARTS OF YOUR PERSONALITY AND THAT MAKES SO MANY MEMORIES OF YOU COME TO ME. I SEE YOUR SMILE... EYES AND JASON WELL HIS LOVING WAYS ARE SO MUCH LIKE YOURS,THIS PAST YEAR HAS BEEN A TUFF ONE FOR MICHEAL,AND AS YOU WERE RIGHT THERE FOR BILLY,JASON HAS BEEN THERE FOR MICHEAL.SO MANY TIMES I CALL YOUR MOM ON THE PHONE AND.....GREG ANSWERS ...WELL I FREEZE... HE HAS YOUR VOICE...WHAT I WOULD DO TO HEAR YOUR VOICE ONCE AGAIN.......... SWEET BOY AUNTIE LOVES YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER EXPRESS.THE VOID YOUR PASSING HAS LEFT...HEARTACHE AND PAIN,AND THEN A SPECIAL THOUGHT OF YOU.THROUGH THE TEARS I'LL SOMETIME SMILE.THEN THE NEXT THOUGHT I HAVE IS ,THE LORD ONLY TAKES THE BEST! THE LOSS OF YOU AND THE PAIN AND EMPTINESS WILL NEVER CHANGE. I PRAY THAT YOU AND KERRI ARE TOGETHER.ANGELS TO WATCH OVER YOUR FAMILIES.I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.SLEEP WITH ANGELS SWEET BOY,UNTIL, I'M WITH YOU AGAIN,YOUR DEEP WITHIN MY HEART.WATCH OVER DAD,MOM,JEFFREY, GREG,JASON AND MARK AND KEEP THEM SAFE. ALL MY LOVE TO YOU IN HEAVEN...AUNTIE MARIE XOXO MARIE BERTRAND mregan0313@comcast.net BILLERICA, MASSACHUSETTE USA - Mon May 31 23:17:19 2004 |
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MY SWEET GIRL, KERRI MOMMA MISSES YOU SO....NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE ISN'T SEEN.THE SAYING; IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY AND MEMORIES A LANE. MOMMA WOULD MARCH RIGHT UP TO HEAVEN AND BRING YOU HOME. I MISS YOU SO,MY HEARTACHE HAS NOT LESSENED.YOUR PRECIOUS BABY GIRL... WELL... SHE IS SO MUCH YOU,GUIDE HER ,HER PAIN HAS WORSENED THIS PAST YEAR HAS BEEN TRAUMATIZING FOR HER.SHE CRIES FOR HER MOMMA,SHE HAS SO MUCH PAIN INSIDE.SHE FELT YOUR LOVE WHEN YOU WERE HERE AND MORE SO, NOW THAT YOUR GONE... GONE FROM OR EARTH BUT YOU LIVE ON IN OUR HEARTS....OUR HEARTS ARE BROKEN YOUR ABSENSE ..SUCH PAIN. KERRI, RENE'E IS SO MUCH YOU,HER SMILE HER FROWN ....WHEN I HEAR HER LAUGHTER,I HEAR YOU.SHE TELLS ME SHE SEES YOU "MOMMA COMES NANA- TO TALK TO ME I CRY WHEN SHE HAS TO GO ... I REACH FOR HER HAND TO MAKE HER STAY,BUT SHE NEVER DOES. WHY NANA? WHY DID MY MOMMA LEAVE?I LOVE HER I WANT HER BACK." GUIDE HER,ME,YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS TOO.OUR LIVES ARE EMPTY WITHOUT YOU.SO,SO MANY MEMORIES.I'M VERY .... SAD I FIND MANY TIMES THAT THE PAIN INSIDE ME IS SO OVERWHELMING THAT I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO DO.....I WRAP MY ARMS AROUND YOUR BABY GIRL,AND KNOW THAT YOU LIVE ON IN HER.THE TIME WILL COME,FOR US TO BE TOGETHER AGAIN, I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO AWAY FROM ME AGAIN.I THINK OF YOU AND SHANE BEING TOGETHER,YOU HATED TO BE ALONE. YOU TWO ARE OUR ANGELS...WATCH OVER US ALL,SWEET BABY UNTIL WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN.STAY BY SHANE'S SIDE,YOU BOTH HAVE EACH OTHER.THE LORD HAS YOU AND SHANE IN HIS CARE.THIS THOUGHT IS WHAT GETS ME THROUGH EACH AND EVERY DAY. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL,NO GOODBYES ,JUST FAREWELL UNTIL WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN. YOUR MOM XOXOXO mARIE bERTRAND MREGAN0313@COMCAST.NET bILLERICA, mASSACHUSETTS USA - Mon May 31 22:15:06 2004 |
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TO MY ANGEL PIE SYDNEY DIANE NEAL MARCH 13,1998-MARCH19,2003 WHO WAS KILLED IN AN AUTO ACCIDENT 6 DAYS AFTER SHE TURNED 5YRS OLD SHE WAS MY LIFE I LOVE YOU ANGEL PIE. SHE ALWAYS SAID I'M AN ANGEL BECAUSE I WAS SENT FROM GOD AND A PIE BECAUSE SHE WAS SO SWEET.... JENNIFER L. HALL JHALL@AOL.COM BROWNSVILLE, TN USA - Sat May 29 13:34:06 2004 |
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Morgan, Five years ago today,God took you away. Today as always, We remember you in our hearts, with love, Hugs and Kisses. Love Mom, Dad, Kaimin, and Amanda Lori-Lyn Wall bigred@hiwaay.com Decatur, Alabama USA - Sat May 29 11:22:25 2004 |
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to Kolls uncle butch: i never knew you at all, but i just wanna tell you that youve got an awesome niece, kolleen..she has been here for me and she is one of my best friends, right there with catrina and evan, and i wanna say that i love her more than anything and i want you to watch over her and keep her safe and be with her, cuz she really needs you now. so, make sure she stays safe and sound and keep her in your heart forever! Mike Garrett mhalf_pint89@hotmail.com Fort Branch, IN USA - Fri May 28 20:19:04 2004 |
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Uncle Butch- Hey "dad".. I hope ur having fun up there in heaven. I miss you so much.. My life is good, and bad... it sucks. Gettin ready to be a freshman @ highschool. just found out mom and dad are gettin a devorse,Got A GREAT BOYFRIEND WHO I LUV SO MUCH... and 2 great best friend who helps me with everything Catrina, Mike G..like i said before i know ur proud of Catrina and now proud of jeremy and Mike .. they've all helped me out tons tho. this all... Going to Flordia in June... and then July 9th it will be one year of u being gone i wish i didn't have to be here that day... I WILL BE SO UPSET.. i still just think ur playin hide and seek with me and u will give up sooner or later and come give me a BIG GIANT HUG with the ELETRIC FINGER .. that i miss so much! UNCLE BUTCH I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE U AGAIN.. i luv u tons... and miss u ttyl Luv ya and keep a watch over us all ... i hope 2 see u in my dreams soon. luv ya like a dad... ur neice "daughter" Kolleen Kolleen baby_lilo_2008@hotmail.com _________, Indiana USA - Fri May 28 20:09:54 2004 |
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Mommy IT WAS DECEMBER MORNING, WHEN I RECIEVED THE CALL. MY LEGS BEGAN TO TREMBLE, AND MY HEART BEGAN TO FALL. THE BRAVEST WOMAN I'D EVER KNOWN HAD FELL ASLEEP. AND ALL A'SUDDEN OUR FUTURE TURNED INTO OUR PAST. I'M SORRY THAT I WASN'T THERE WHEN YOU FACED YOUR DARKEST HOUR, BUT EVEN IN YOUR WEAKEND STATE YOU CARRIED SO MUCH POWER. YOU BROUGHT FAITH BACK TO LIFE THAT NIGHT, AND DID OUR FATHER PROUD. YOUR QUIET WORDS WERE SOFT AND CLEAR, BUT YOUR MESSAGE WAS LOUD. I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY MOMMY, I WONT LIE OR CHEAT MY HEART. FOR HANGING ON, WHILE LETTING GO HAS BEEN THE HARDEST PART... --EVETTE CARRILLO- Evette Carrillo la_queen24@yahoo.com Westville, New Jersey USA - Wed May 26 07:26:58 2004 |
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Hey daddy, i love you and i forgive you. i love you so much and i miss your smiling face so much. I will always think about what you'd be doing if you were still alive. i love you. love rachel Rachel rae8487@yahoo.com Malvern, Arkansas USA - Tue May 25 08:11:42 2004 |
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I MISS YOU SO MUCH MOM. AND I'M HOPING TO BE TOGETHER WITH YOU SOON I HEAVEN, UNTIOL WE ALL MEET AGAIN. TE EXTRANIO MUCHISIMO..... Evette Carrillo la_queen24@yahoo.com Westville, New Jersey USA - Tue May 25 06:58:13 2004 |
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Mi mama how I miss you so much. I dont know if you know but I visit you faithfully every weekend, and every time I sit to talk to you I rememner the time you said to me that you loved me in english. I love you to mom more then you could ever imagine and so does our family we miss you dearly. And for mothers days you got alot of flowers from everyone. Mommy I pray for you every night and every morning when I wake up I pray that maybe one day I can see you, and touch you, and hold you one more time. I love and miss you truley your's Evette Carrillo Evette Carrillo la_queen@yahoo.com Westville, New Jersey USA - Mon May 24 19:52:53 2004 |
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*MATTHEW JAMES HAYES* Wow. I miss you so much. More than any words could ever express. It seems like only yesterday we were at snl hangin out with everyone. And now your gone just like that. I try to be strong and keep my head up but it's so hard. I miss seeing the smile on your face, the sound of your voice when i needed someone to talk to. Sometimes I even find myself wanting to pick up the phone to call you, or waiting for you to just walk back in the door from one of your camping trips. I think about you all the time, sometimes if i stare at your pictures long enough i find myself drifting back to when then pictures were taken. It all just seems so unreal and so unfair, your time with us was too short. But as long as i keep you in my heart you'll never fade away, you'll always be here with me. And i know your watching over all of us. I love you very much and i'll always remember you! ~MATTHEW JAMES HAYES 2-12-85 TO 2-27-02~ Tiffany Rose angel_kisses_21285@yahoo.com Maple Falls, Washington USA - Mon May 24 02:47:20 2004 |
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I was told you all have a it where we can recieve announcements through e-mail if so I would like to be able to recieve those death annoucements. It sad when you read in the Headlight a week later that someone close to you has already had services and you were unaware of it. If available I would like to recieve this imformation. Oh and by the way tell Leah I said Happy Belated Birthday we were born the same day and year. Thanks, Brenda Wilson Lott Brenda Lott lottbrendakay@hotmail.com Sheridan, Arkansas USA - Fri May 21 20:38:59 2004 |
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Dear Son I guess there is not a day that I don't think of something you have done and I just miss you more.Your spirit is always with me and I think at times you feel my pain, I needed on last kiss and one last hug before you left for heaven, but you had to go in a hurry, so I will wait til I get there and we can just catch up on all our time lost. I Love you baby and I need to know that your ok. So keep happy and Moma will see you one day. I Love you Moma Joy Kay grannyjoykay@aol.com nuyaka, okla USA - Thu May 20 15:06:58 2004 |
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Heather, it has been over 2 years since you left us, we (all of your friends and family) still miss you so much, and we always will. Even though you are in a better place it is not fair that you died so young, you will always be remembered morgan wells morgantyler2468@yahoo.com Gardendale, al USA - Thu May 20 11:03:33 2004 |
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Otis (Matt), sorry I didn't think to look for this site sooner, it's been more than four years now, but I still think of you regularly. You are one of the nicest, most decent people I have ever met. I just wanted you to know that I haven't forgotten about you, and I'm certain nobody else who met you has either. I will never forget you. I miss you buddy. Dan Henrickson (Henry) henricks.daniel@sbcglobal.net Chicago, IL USA - Wed May 19 02:16:05 2004 |
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5~10~04 ~ today was my grandma funerial ...it was a open caskit.she look so beautful ! it just look like she was goin to get up and start talking. she had a beautiful white and pink caskt with alot of flowers and i put a lil angel in there ... muh grandma use to love angels. i really miss her . and my hole family does to . danielle xoshortiexo@hotmail.com usa - Mon May 10 20:01:32 2004 |
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omg ...grandma ..im so0 upset ...i cant belive you are gone ... ur funeral is tommorow....this is such a nightmare to me ! i miss you so0 much i love you grandma !!!!!!! i remember when you use to be driving in the car and i would here you talkin and i would d say who you talkin to grandma ..you would say MY ANGEL! but ...know your my angel grandama .................. you might be wondering how muh grandma passed away .... she was in newtown and she was coming home from hr hairdresser and some guy ....ugh ....smash right into her .....and muh hole family wants to get ahold of dat guy so0 bad ... he didnt even go to the hospital to see if every thing was ok ! but...it wasnt ..... i miss muh grandma so0 much ... i wish you were here ... I LOVE YOU !<3!<3!<3!<3!<3!<3! danielle xoshortiexo@hotmail.com USA - Sun May 9 16:20:22 2004 |
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To my aunts Dean and Dora and my uncle Lurton. We miss you but we are comforted knowing that you are in eternal peace in heaven. We shall see you again. Gina Tennessee USA - Sat May 8 23:00:29 2004 |
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Frances, I was so blessed to have you as my aunt. I miss our phone calls every night and I miss your laugh. You truly were the wind beneath our wings. I know that you will have the greatest mothers day ever.. with Gary, A.J, Grandma and Grandpa. Rest in eternal peace with God, Jesus and all of the other angels. I will see you again. Gina TN USA - Sat May 8 22:47:35 2004 |
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This is for my little angel Hailee Joeline Mommy and Daddy and Pa-Pa and everyone miss u alot but we undertstand that you were so beatiful that grandma who's up there was being selfish and wanted you all to herself but we want you to know that we love you soo much! Love you lil Hailee April 30,2004 6:10- April 30,2004 6:54 Annie Mommy2be082004@aol.com Highland, Indiana USA - Sat May 8 18:12:48 2004 |
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i love you grandma !!!! danielle xoshortiexo@hotmail.com USA - Fri May 7 08:38:45 2004 |
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i miss mY UNCLE JOHNNY SOo Much ! Nichole lidevil312@aol.com USA - Fri May 7 08:29:44 2004 |
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<33 ~ grandma johann ~ <33 i hope you know how much everyone misses you.... i love you so0o....i will remember you 4ever..you are in muh heart ! <33 love ... Your Grand daughter Danielle danielle xoshortiexo@hotmail.com USA - Wed May 5 14:11:31 2004 |
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i still cant believe that you're gone, its been 12 years, but each time someone asks me i talk about you as if u weren't dead,sometimes i dont even mention it if they dont ask. I wish i had known you better, i feel there's so much u could have taught me, but you are no longer between us. And I will never let anyone of the family say anything wrong about you, i am proud to be your daughter and to look like you. zeina zeina_antonios@hotmail.com lebanon - Wed May 5 08:58:13 2004 |
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i'm french girl so i don't speak a very good english.i just want to tell eric harris i miss you because you are the truth,my hero luce lourdes, france - Tue May 4 07:55:41 2004 |
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My sweet baby brother....It's big sis again...just thinkin' alot about you and wanted to tell you how much I still miss you...It's coming up on four years now and I'm at the point where I feel so cheated because you were just starting your life and I will never be able to see you get married, have kids, buy your first home....I also wish you could be here so that I could come to you with my problems like I used to. When Tom and I go to the bar, I feel the absence of you because you should be there with us..it's just not fair. 21 years old is too young to die...I miss you and love you always....come see me in my dreams!!!! BeLinda Goble belindagoble@yahoo.com Clinton Township, MI USA - Fri Apr 30 11:58:36 2004 |
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To my 2 neices Amanda and Naomi Hiser, its been 5 years since you went to heaven. Oh, how all your family misses you both. We had you for a short time on this earth not a day goes by that we don't think of you both. The day of the fire was devasting for us all as the heavenly angels came and took you both without the chance of saying our final good-byes. We love you both deep in our hearts and now we know you are in a better place. No more tears do you shed only smiles and smiles from your faces. We love you both til we meet again Karen Raudabaugh fifi4063@yahoo.com Latty, oh USA - Thu Apr 29 04:54:11 2004 |
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Dear Gramma Myrna, I love you gramma though I wish you were here. I can see you pretty soon when I'm with you heaven. I miss you I know you miss me. I hope you feel good there. I love you really I love you. I miss you I really miss you really bad. Because I really do, don't I? I love you, I really love you, I'm always going to love you. Angel Casey Lewis Angel Casey oliveoil177@yahoo.com WA USA - Mon Apr 26 19:44:41 2004 |
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hey adam, its been 4 yrs since u passed away but it will never go away...i miss u more than anything, i wish u could be here with me like u were before, dressin up as a girl to get a pack of smokes lol....i know u looked up to me and i did what u promised me...i won a state championship for ya buddy...ill be joining you soon up there in heaven, we will chill like thugs like we do bud..love you kid..peace fox dustin fox wisconsinwrestler149@hotmail.com MILTON, WISCONSIN USA - Sun Apr 25 02:23:26 2004 |
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Mom, I've been thinking of you alot lately. Its getting close to one year since you've been gone, yet my heart feels like its been a lifetime. I still struggle to understand why God took such a wonderful Mother with 3 children that still needed her. I love you just like I did when you were here with us. Somedays the phone rings and I hope its you, yet I know that could never be. I miss your voice so much. Tyler is doing so good in kindergarten, I wish you were here to share that with me. Brooke will be 4 this summer, you wouldn't belive what a drama queen shes growing up to be. I hope you're watching over all of us from heaven. Until we meet again my precious angel!! I love you Mommy! Amy johnandamymiller@comcast.net Manassas, VA USA - Sat Apr 24 12:14:04 2004 |
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hey daddy today i went to your viewing and it was so hard to see you lying like that. i expected you to sit up and talk to me and be all like Gotcha ya, you were a jokester and i never thought nething but that at the funeral home. i am so mad at you for doing this to us. did you not realize how many people you were gonna hurt by doing this? well i love ya and i always will. i hope when they revived you for 30 min that you asked God for forgiveness i love you bye rachel Rachel rae8487@yahoo.com Malvern, Arkansas USA - Thu Apr 22 18:51:04 2004 |
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Daddy, You committed suicide on Monday April 19, 2004. I don't know what provoked you to do this and I don't know who scared you so bad that you felt you had to take your own life. I don't think you even knew how many people you were going to hurt by doing this. I am 16 years old and I always thought you would have to bury me first, not me bury you. Well we aren't even burying you. We are having you creamated like you wanted. Grandma is hurting so bad because she is the one who found you hanging there. Why did you do it? I will always sit back and think about the "could have beens" and wonder if you were still alive what you would be doing with your life. I just don't understand how a man at the age of 42 could just hate life and kill himself. I will be speaking at suicide conventions and speak out. Maybe I will help someone since I failed to help you. I love you daddy. And I will always miss you. Love Rachel Rachel Ferriel rae8487@yahoo.com Malvern, Arkansas USA - Wed Apr 21 06:31:42 2004 |
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hey baby boy, heath i miss you so much it isn't even funny. my horse had a baby colt saturday and all i could think about was how much i wish you could be reborn and for some reason i think that colt was born to me from you. she is so cute, i haven't named her yet i am waiting to see what her personality will be like. so far she is REALLY playfull. well baby i gotta go i love you so much that words can not even compare to the love i have for you. i love you baby. love rachel Rachel rae8487@yahoo.com Malvern, Arkansas USA - Mon Apr 19 06:28:32 2004 |
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MATT YOU DID NOT DESIRVE THIS TO HIS PARENTS MY HEART BREAKS FOR LOVE MY LOVE AND RESPECT TO YOU DANNY L BOLLINGER VZ/res0y29n@verizon.net VERMONT, ILLINOIS USA - Fri Apr 16 19:53:24 2004 |
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Kerri,I have you in my heart and thoughts each day. Your passing, burns a deeper void each and everyday. Each day I think of you with Love and Much regret so much was left unsaid.I hold many precious memories of you deep within My Heart,Your picture in a frame. We speak your name each day with pain and much pride. No words can describe really what I feel inside.We don't say good-bye,farewell, Sweet Baby Girl,I'll come to you someday to hug and kiss you once again Sleep with the Angels and Kiss Shane for me.Sadly Missed All My Love,so sad and empty Forever your, MOMMA XOXO 4/16/04 First Year Anniversary. Marie Bertrand reregan0313@msn.com Billerica, MA. USA - Fri Apr 16 16:12:40 2004 |
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Matt, last night was a real hard night for me. I was up until 1am just thinking of you. I was listening to Bette Midlers "Wind beneath my wings". I've heard the song a million times and it just got to me last night. Some of the lyrics just hit me... "A beautiful face without a name for so long. A beautiful smile to hide the pain"... Did you ever know that you're my hero, and everything I would like to be?"... "I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it. I would be nothing without you." Matt, I really wouldn't be anything without you. I would still be sitting in my sophomore year, well sitting at home...a beautiful smile to hide the pain...that is so true, I just wish that you would have asked someone for help even me. I mean you saw what my depression did to me. I stopped going to school, but with words of encouragement of someone that you love and look up to, you could have done anything. I just wish that I could have told you how I felt about you when you were still here, maybe that could have changed you a little bit. I love you and miss you more than you will ever know!!!!! Je'nae Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com Chelmsford, Ma USA - Fri Apr 16 10:26:13 2004 |
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| Kerri - One year has passed and the pain is no less. So many questions still unanswered and they will remain that way. You are truly missed by one and all. Renee is more you than we could have ever imagined. Her scowl, her smile, her everything. Christopher is getting so big, but you know that. And Jonathan will be here soon. Please watch over him, he wil |
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