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Hi Mom! I've been thinking about you so much lately. I found a recipe you had torn out of the paper and given to me just one week before you went away. I remember you saying how much you'd like someone to make the recipe for you, but you left us too soon. Everytime I find the recipe my heart dies that I didn't make the time to give you something so simple as cookies.

I love you so much, I hope you knew just how much before you died. I never meant to take advantage of the time we had together. Your illness was very hard for me to accept and in some ways I denied it until after you passed away. The day we found out your cancer was back was the day my life forever changed. I cried hysterically all the way home from the hospital knowing one day I'd lose my best friend-my mother.

Its been two years and it still hurts just as much today as it did the day you flew home to be with God. I find myself trying to remember every little thing about you and getting very upset if I can't.

I hope you watch over the kids and I from Heaven. Its funny, when things get really bad, some miracle always happens and everything is back to normal. I can't help but wonder if thats you making everything alright, like you promised me it would be after you went away. I love you Mom. I miss you more than words could ever express!

Give Grandma June and Great Grandma and Grandpa Bill kisses for me. I love and miss all you guys! :)

Love,
Amy
Amy Beathe-Miller   jm0478@sccoast.net
Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Tue Jun 28 10:05:24 2005

Peace to baby boy Grossberg-peterson. You are in my prayers.
Beth Lowell   beth_lowell@yahoo.com
unknown, unknown USA - Thu Jun 23 15:32:28 2005

i was browsing on the net when i came across a memorial page...






****** TRISHA LYNN CROUSE ******



I didnt know her or anything , i dont know nething about her, how she died. i no nothing, apart from the fact in her photos she looks absolutley gorgeous. it made me feel very sad inside, just to think that someone with such beauty and youth can pass away... a smile like hers, does not die when the soul leaves the body, nothing could ever break that smile i kno that it will live on in her parents hearts for eternity


i kno its the place to say this sort of thing.......


she would have to be one of the most beautiful girls ive ever seen!!!

"WOW" i wish we had chicks like her over here in aus :)

lang walker   psiwpn@hotmail.com
melbourne, vic australia - Mon Jun 20 06:15:05 2005

i miss you mum

i stand beside you mum, on deaths doorstep you lay

i set my hand upon your chest, as i bow my head to say

im sorry mum for everything, for never having time

i wish i'd said it long ago, how i miss your smile

i wish i had just one more chance, to tell you how i feel

to unload all my troubles, and hope my heart would heal

i walked away from you that day, and left you laying there

why they had to take you mum, it really is'nt fair

its months now since youve passed, my tears they still flow

i want so much to hear your voice, i know you had to go

i know that you have lived your life, and your journey is complete

fairwell to you my mother, in the next life we will meet

now i have just one more thing, i really need to say

i love you mum, and miss you everyday.

all my love hayley

hayley   prettywoman4295@hotmail.com
cardiff, uk - Sat Jun 18 02:07:15 2005

Delores Katherine Beathe
7/22/52-05/25/03

Mom, its been two years since you went away. I can honestly say its been the hardest, longest two years of my life.

So much has happened since you died, I only pray that you see it all from Heaven. The thing I hope you see the most is how much the kids have changed since cancer took you away from us. You would be so proud of Tyler & Brooke. Brooke will be an official kindergartener in August, and Tyler will be starting second grade. They still tell me how much they miss you, and all I can say to them is that we all do, but you must miss us even more. I tell them you're always with them, cuz I know thats exactly where you'd be. I remind them that you're all better now, and youre running around heaven pain free now. That brings me more peace than anything else. I know you're happy, healthy, and the most beautiful angel I can ever imagine.

I love you Mom!! Not a day goes by that I don't wish we had one more chance to do it all over again. I wouldn't change a thing, I'd just want to tell you a million more times how much I love you and hug you and never let go.

We're all missing you like crazy!!! I hope you can feel that up there in heaven.

I love you!!
Love your daughter,
Amy

Amy Beathe-Miller   jm0478@sccoast.net
Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Thu Jun 16 13:16:55 2005

Matty, how are you doing? I'm hanging in there. I'm gonna be 21 on August 22nd. I wish that you were here and could come into Boston with me to celebrate. Guess what? We're moving to Nashua. We can't afford to live here anymore and unless a miracle happens within the next week or so we are outta here on Aug 1st..So, go and work your miracles, God took you for a reason and you know your my gurdian angel, so help us out..:-D I love and miss you more and more each day!
Je'nae   jenaenae2003@yahoo.com
chelmsford, ma USA - Wed Jun 15 22:23:02 2005

Enjoyed all the times that we talked on line. Will miss him greatly but he will not be forgotten.
Debie Mays
Milton, Flordia USA - Wed Jun 15 14:09:32 2005

Randy will be missed but not forgotten. He was a good friend.
Linda Ray   onehotnini@yahoo.com
Benton, Ar. USA - Wed Jun 15 05:55:43 2005

my father is name lionel is died july 19 on I miss u fahter away a prayer to u sins amen light a sky clouds angels a the family a she a be loving miss u father a by died as bye away>I bless u prayer sky strong white angel were to i do .your two daughter and mother.
janet henderson   janyol@aol.com
La USA - Mon Jun 13 12:03:55 2005

Micheal Darrell Brewer

Wow how time passes quickly. I have thought about you often and about my own mortality. Hope that you went peacefully aand in no pain. I hope to see you when I get to the other side. My husbands the same age as you and not in good health. Should he go before I, please meet him at the Gate and welcome him. You have alot in common and he could use a friend and someone to share memories of me with. I'm sure you've seen my Dad. Let him know that I will join him soon. You two did not get off on the right foot, you remember the first time you met, you were saying you'd break the door in to get me. He had to be the protective father even in his state of illness. You wrere always so desperate to be with me at all times which made me feel crowded. Your possessiveness scared me sometimes. You knew me inside and out and showed me what it meant to love someone. I can still see your smile and your blond hair blowing in the wind but i wish I had a picture of you. Come visit me in my dreams and lets catch up sometime. I heard your Dad Darrell is up there with you and I am happy that you have each other. It has been 13 years since I saw you and I still love you.
Your girl
Nicky
Nicky   chippi682002@netscape.ca
Sault Ste Marie, On Canada - Sat Jun 11 20:02:39 2005

Wow how time passes quickly. I have thought about you often and about my own mortality. Hope that you went peacefully aand in no pain. I hope to see you when I get to the other side. My husbands the same age as you and not in good health. Should he go before I, please meet him at the Gate and welcome him. You have alot in common and he could use a friend and someone to share memories of me with. I'm sure you've seen my Dad. Let him know that I will join him soon. You two did not get off on the right foot, you remember the first time you met, you were saying you'd break the door in to get me. He had to be the protective father even in his state of illness. You wrere always so desperate to be with me at all times which made me feel crowded. Your possessiveness scared me sometimes. You knew me inside and out and showed me what it meant to love someone. I can still see your smile and your blond hair blowing in the wind but i wish I had a picture of you. Come visit me in my dreams and lets catch up sometime. I heard your Dad Darrell is up there with you and I am happy that you have each other. It has been 13 years since I saw you and I still love you.
Your girl
Nicky
Nicky   chippi682002@netscape.ca
Sault Ste Marie, On Canada - Sat Jun 11 20:01:58 2005

Hey T, this is your wife,I'm sure you already know what is going through my head right now and I'm sure wherever you are at you are thinking of how you are going to get yourself out of this one. Sure enough I'm going to let you stress over it just for old time sake. I miss you though. I look at our daughter and wonder what our son that we will never have would have been like. Tatianna is a beautiful child, so intelligent. I thank you for her. She asks for you all the time. Sometimes I catch her talking to herself in the room and wonder if she is really alone.
Sometimes I must admit that I don't think of you in the fondest way but when it comes down to it, in your own words "True Love Never Dies". I remember through our trials and tribulations you always said that to me. I also remember how mad I would get because I didn't want to think how much I loved you when I was trying to make a point. But your goofy ass always could make me laugh.
I feel you constantly around me and sometimes I can almost see you sitting calmly in my car. It's strange how I have these dreams of what life would have been like if you were still here. We were a lot alike and I think that's why we disagreed so much. Two strong will forces going against each other but there were times that wasn't a problem, LOL! God knows the reason why he does the things he does.
I know you love me and you know I love you. Thank you for my new family, Lidia, Marcos, Jesse, and Jeremy who I could never live without. It's amazing how protective your friends are of me and how much love I feel from them. I know they must love and miss you very much.
I'm going to warn you though. Don't expect our reunion to be sweet. YOU have a lot of explaining to do and I suggest you do it at a running speed. For your sake let's hope the saying is true and time will mellow my anger. You know how matched we were in that department. Good luck! Afterwards if your lucky we can have the making up sessions you loved so much. Sometimes I think that you would antagonize me just to get those sessions. You were a very bad boy, Teo Joseph Rodriguez!!!
Don't worry I haven't forgotten where I'm suppose to meet you when the time comes. I know you are waiting for me, I can feel it. Try to be patient though I do have our child to raise. I'm sure there is alot of things you want to show me in heaven.

I love you Gordito.
Lorena A.R. Mendoza   la_mendoza1@yahoo.com
CLOVIS, CA USA - Sun Jun 5 12:22:19 2005

In loving memory of our mother Dolores Gullatt. We miss you more than words could ever say. You hold a place in our hearts that no one else will ever fill. Heaven truly has an angel. Love you always and forever. Latoya, Jenice, Dawn and Stephanie.
Latoya Allen
Maple Heights, OH USA - Thu Jun 2 12:08:55 2005

In loving memory of my good friend, Billy Harper.
You are missed by all who knew you for sure. You were always the life of the party & the man with the plan. I'll cherish the memories forever. R.I.P., my friend.
Love,
Heather Cook
Heather Cook   hdale94@yahoo.com
Dresden, Tn. USA - Thu Jun 2 10:57:12 2005

Joshua Corriveau was my nephew. He was taken from us on Feb5th 2005. Murdered by two men that he considered to be his family. He was only 14.
I miss his bright smile and his big bear hugs. He was a unique boy in so many ways.
Joshua-You will always be in my heart. I love you.
Aunt Joyce xoxo
Joyce Cannon   jcanon715@tampabay.r.com
Wesley Chapel, fl USA - Wed Jun 1 07:00:22 2005

MY DAUGHTER, MY BESTFRIEND (BRANDI LEANN RUNNELS) LEFT ME ON JULY 27, 1997.SHE WAS 15 YEARS OLD.I'M SURE SHE THOUGHT SHE HAD HER WHOLE LIFE AHEAD OF HER BUT SHE DIDN'T.SHE DROVE OUT THE DRIVEWAY AND NEVER RETURNED.IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 8 YEARS WITHOUT HER IN MY LIFE AND IT JUST NEVER STOPS HURTING. I KNOW SHE IS IN HEAVEN AND THAT IS WERE I WANT TO GO TOO. MOM
DEBBIE RUNNELS-SMITHDALE, MISSISSIPPI
JULY 2,2005
DEBBIE RUNNELS   CUNHEAVENBRAN@AOL.COM
KURTEN, TX USA - Tue May 31 17:08:55 2005

To a very special young man who died at the young age of 21 from Leaukemia. In Loving memory of Chris Clark. We got the chance to work together at Ryan's Resteraunt in Union City. You were always so much fun at work & at play. I didn't even know you were sick until after you had already left us. It was then that I found out you had been dealing with your illness ever since you were just 10 years old. You had a heart of gold & a spine of steel. May you fly with the angels in Heaven for eternity.
I'm so proud to have known you, Chris.
R.I.P.
Love your friend & co-worker,
Heather Cook
(2001 Ryan's gang)
Heather Cook   hdale94@yahoo.com
Dresden, Tn. USA - Tue May 31 06:11:44 2005

In memory of a great guy, Chris Clark, whom I was lucky enough to get the chance to work with at Ryan's in Union City, Tn. You were always so much fun to work or party with. You died at the young age of 21 from Leaukemia. Another hated part of cancer. You never let on that you were even sick; I didn't know until after you had already passed away that you had been knowing you were sick ever since you were just 10 years of age. You had a heart of gold & a spine of steel. In the short time that we got to know each other; you made a friend for life. I hope to see you again someday.
May you R.I.P.
Love your friend,
Heather Cook
Heather Cook   hdale94@yahoo.com
Dresden, Tn. USA - Tue May 31 06:02:24 2005

Thank-you so much for making a site for people grieving over their loved ones. I'm sure that acts such as this will be rewarded ten folds in Heaven. Bravo!
Sincerely,
Heather Cook!
Heather Cook   hdale94@yahoo.com
Dresden, Tn. USA - Tue May 31 03:53:20 2005

To Mel-Mel!
You were such a great person to know. I hope you are reunited with the other Mel who I never got the priviledge of meeting but she had to be one cool chic to hang out with you.
You rocked Step 2 with your sweet smile & your funny laughter. I only wish I could have been there to pay my last respects but I had already moved clear across the country by then & I didn't even know you had passed until after the funeral. I will never forget you, though, as will no one else who was lucky enough to have known you. Stay cool, my friend!
R.I.P.
Love,
Your friend,
Heather Cook!
Heather Cook   hdale94@yahoo.com
Dresden, Tn. USA - Tue May 31 03:24:29 2005

For my Kranny Kay who died when I was just eight from an asthma attack. We will never forget you, granny. May you 4-ever R.I.P.
Love,
Heather!
( Judy, Joe, Darla & Clinton )
Heather Cook   hdale94@yahoo.com
Dresden, Tn. USA - Tue May 31 03:15:20 2005

In loving memory of my old friend, Clyde Nichols.
Your so-called "friend" took your life the same year I graduated; 1994. Everyone he took you away from is left with lives that aren't nearly as fun as when you were with us. You taught me how to shoot pool & how to be cool. I could never forget such a cool cat as yourself. Thanks for the memories.
R.I.P.
Love,
Heather! ( sister of "little Mrs. Can't be wrong )
Heather Cook   hdale94@yahoo.com
Dresden, Tn. USA - Tue May 31 02:15:33 2005

This is for my mother & father who are both together again in Heaven. We miss you so very much.
R.I.P.
Love,
Wade!
Wade Poore   momjune2001@yahoo.com
Dresden, Tn. USA - Tue May 31 01:41:44 2005

This one is for our dear Michael who lost his life at the young age of 33 to cancer. You have been so missed by everyone who ever had the priviledge of knowing you. You were the first guy that ever loved me. You took me to my first real concert - Van Hagard!! You came over once just to cheer me up cuz I was sad that someone else had broken up with me. You were my very best friend's only brother & my first love. You were also the one who brought 'Mr. Bigg' to the Thanksgiving party every year. ( We don't celebrate that like we used to; it just isn't the same without you)
You were also the one who smoked with me for the first time & I know you regretted doing that.
It's O.K., though. How were you supposed to know?
I love & miss you so much Michael. I only wish I would've known when you were still with us but I know the reason why I didn't realize .... Cameron Stone Pearson.
R.I.P., my friend!
Love, Heather!
Heather Cook   hdale94@yahoo.com
Dresden, Tn. USA - Tue May 31 01:36:03 2005

In loving memory of Warner Ray Callison Sr. & my grandfather, Jesse Dell Cook Sr.
You both were born on the first of September & God took you both home in the month of March, just days apart from each other in 2005.
I hope y'all are partnered up in Heaven cuz you'd make one hell of a team. I miss you both so much!
Heather Cook   hdale94@yahoo.com
Dresden, Tn. USA - Tue May 31 01:02:09 2005

Edward Henry Gill,Killed at Iwo Jima, February of 1945.
Karin   Soulkeeperof6
St Louis, Missouri USA - Sun May 29 18:46:59 2005

Grandmom i love u even thow i never met u u would of been my favoirte. u been gone i'm lonly there is a big world out there but not big anof 4 me and now that my sister is gone i have know 1 to love.
kellyn tenorio   kelly4u2*
Woodbridge, va USA - Sun May 29 11:00:42 2005

Miss you terribly, I found this poem and thought of you....again

TO MY FATHER BY h.g

You left without telling me goodbye
Days passed and we all wondered why
Every day I live I’ll put my smile on
But deep in my heart I know you’re gone
I visit you every now and then
But you’re not really there and
I can only talk to the wind
You were everything to me
I just didn’t have any way to show it
With you looking down on me from heaven,
I hope you now know it
I can forgive you; but not myself
I could have said something more
Something that could have helped
ou left without telling me goodbye

Diana S   Dianas@ll.net
MN USA - Sun May 29 10:07:26 2005

Hi Patti...I Love and Miss you everyday more and more...we are tring so very hard..to go on without you..its hard when U were the mommy of us all lol how do I go on and laugh n have fun wtihout my little buddy how do i laugh without feel guilty and not been able to help you Believe me Patti I did try my best to get to you I really did I will never forgive myself for not getting to you in time and neither will Jamie we are having such a tough time dealing with life without our third Musteer sp i know lol we love and miss you more & More each day one day we will all be together againa nd have our party again with the three of us inside jokes do you get to watch that peice of cheese on Saturday Mornings? Jamie was like what is that peice of chees thing anyway mom you two were nuts with your little jokes between us..how I miss them littl jokes the little talkes we had your advice and you just being there listening to me or me listening to you we love you so very much my little Princess Angle oh bty Ashley has a BF just thought i would tell you just found out yesterday they are all so excited about your web page that will be up soon cant wait to show you my little Princess Angle that you will be for ever Mommy's PA My little Sweat Pea Pretty Patti oh I could go on n on you left here without even ever really experienceing life you were only 13 its just not fare love and miss you
Talk to you really soon LOVE YOU ALWAYS N FOREVER
MOMMY AND JAMIE
Melody McCarron   tweedty120@comcast.net
, PA United States - Sun May 29 05:12:08 2005

Lisa blake   coxy.kev@btinternet.com
USA - Sat May 28 13:27:22 2005

Hi mom.. I miss you so much I had to leave Ottawa. Just too many reminders of you. Funny thing is it took me a long time to be able to walk into a Taco Bell with out crying. I do miss our Friday lunch together.. Never really realized how much I needed you till you passed away. So many things have happened since that day. Dad has remaried but then you know that. I know youwere there when bug broke his leg and you were there in the O.R. when I broke my hand. Dont know what, but I felt your spirit. I never said THANK YOU for being my mom. hugs and kisses love 3 of 4 and bug.
Diane Aube   bluedanube@mountaincable.net
Hamilton, Canada - Fri May 27 17:04:02 2005

Hello Mom. It's been almost three years since your passing. So much is going through my mind. I miss you so much. It seems like you've been gone for such a long time yet it feels like yesterday. Losing a mother has got to be the most difficult thing a person can deal with. At least that's how I feel. Well I think the house has been sold. I'll have less stress and fewer bills. It'll be good for me but it's so hard. I've been here for over 20 years. I guess I'll write tomorrow because I'm very tired. I love you more than words can say. Love From Your daughter Sharon
Sharon   shamackay@yahoo.com
Chelmsford, Mass USA - Thu May 26 21:03:37 2005

Hello Mom. It's been almost three years since your passing. So much is going through my mind. I miss you so much. It seems like you've been gone for such a long time yet it feels like yesterday. Losing a mother has got to be the most difficult thing a person can deal with. At least that's how I feel. Well I think the house has been sold. I'll have less stress and fewer bills. It'll be good for me but it's so hard. I've been here for over 20 years. I guess I'll write tomorrow because I'm very tired. I love you more than words can say. Love Your daughter Sharon
Sharon   shamackay@yahoo.com
Chelmsford, Mass USA - Thu May 26 21:03:17 2005

Here's to you, Chip Miller! I miss you so much. I miss the music, the laughter, and your wonderful smile. I know you are in heaven now with Jesus, and my husband, Ray, who I still miss terribly. Play a song for me boys. I say a prayer for your wife, Debi and your family. God only can heal this kind of pain. I know the pain of losing your best friend all too well. God is the answer. We all will miss you, Chip. Love forever, Your Bass player, Susan
susan   ssusanrenee@aol.com
jacksonville, florida USA - Thu May 26 09:32:58 2005

Mom, June 11th is your and Dad's 50th wedding anniversay which is exactly two months to the day since you passed. Dad is having a very hard time without you, he misses you so much. I am having a hard time finding purpose in my life without you here. You set such a fine example of working hard that I thought that by being successfull you would be proud. I guess you were, but now that you are gone I realize that I would rather have been home living closer to you. I have no purpose, no one to make proud, no one to call and talk about life. I miss you, I still need you.
Dwayne   mrdcl@hotmail.com
Vancouver, BC Canada - Wed May 25 11:45:25 2005

In memory of Rick Winget - I love you and I miss you.
Kris
Doylestown, PA USA - Wed May 25 11:40:34 2005

My best friend Leah Nicole Osborn died when we were in the second grade together. We had the same birthdays. I think of her everyday of my life and miss her very much.
Nevada Smith   sassypinktink@yahoo.com
Gardendale, Alabama USA - Wed May 25 11:31:45 2005

In Memory of Cynthia Rice Ward

I love and miss you Mom



Karen
Washington, NC USA - Wed May 25 11:30:50 2005

I lost my husband and recently had my son in law take my daughter and two grandkids away so i dont know if they are dead or alive and everywhere i turn i hit a dead end.
Frances Lisk   handy_franny@yahoo.com
Pembroke, Ontario Canada - Wed May 25 11:28:11 2005

Gram,
I miss you everyday and I would give anything to hold your hand and listen to your stories from back in the day. Everyday I think of you and with every thought I hope that you are in heaven having the time of your life and with your last words saying "how beautiful it was", I know that you can see again. I just miss you so very much. I Love You, Jul
Julie Wolfe   jullibug@yahoo.com
vero beach, florida USA - Mon May 23 19:56:17 2005

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USA - Sun May 22 12:35:55 2005

What a wonderful site to leave loving memories of those who had to leave before us. Thank you.
Susan Uribe   GringaUribe@aol.com
Bloomington, CA USA - Sat May 21 14:16:13 2005

tO MY DAD DONALD f sMITH
wELL mEGAN GRADUATED WITH THE TOP OF HER CLASS.iT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME DADDY .mEGAN AND LIZ ARE TRYING TO COPE.tHEY ARE SO BITTER .SOME DAY THEY WILL UNDERSTAND WHY THRIE MOTHER LEFT IT WAS NOT ALL HER FALTIN FACK THEIR DAD DROVE HER TO IT.

lOVE
lINDA
linda   nebrlinda@HOTMAIL.COM
BEATRICE, NEBRASKA USA - Fri May 20 14:28:13 2005

In Memory of Shawn Daniel Roy (1984-Dec.18th 2002)

Shawn it seems like yesterday you were here sharing the things you were most passionate about. I'll never forget the last time I saw you. When we were hanging out and you were free styling for me and Alisha. You were so happy and talented. You said you weren't going to drink anymore we talked about everything because so much had changed since we were kids. I will never forget that urge I had to hug you as you walked out of the door one last time. You said you weren't coming back you were mad you couldn't go to town and see you're old friends.When you said you weren't coming back I didn't actually think it was true.I didn't think you would die. I wish I would have hugged you but now it's to late. I love and miss you so very much. You were my hero I looked up to you as a kid and up until the day you died. I remember how hard it was to open the present you got me on Christmas. Just a week after you died and I was opening the only thing I'd have left of you. I can't believe you're really gone even though it's been three years.I will never forget my my cousin, my friend my hero.I love you Shawn
Veronica   Shep1@usadatanet.net
ME USA - Fri May 20 11:55:10 2005

I will always remember the wonderful times we had together Ray, and I will always be greatful that you were in my life! You were a loving husband and a true friend. I love you and miss you so much. Life is not the same without you here.
Susan T Mosier   ssusanrenee@aol.com
Jacksonville, Florida USA - Fri May 20 11:36:50 2005

IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY SON WESLEY JAMES OSBORNE AUGUST03,1985/JANURARY05,2005 KILLED BY KENDRA A CRESON WAYNESVILLE, NORTH CAROLINA YOU CAN ROT IN HELL-YOU DRUG FEEDER
SHANNON RENEA PHILLPS HAUN   haunbears@charter.net
asheville, north carolina USA - Thu May 19 11:28:18 2005

IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY SON WESLEY JAMES OSBORNE AUGUST03,1985/JANURARY05,2005 KILLED BY KENDRA A CRESON WAYNESVILLE, NORTH CAROLINA YOU CAN ROT IN HELL-YOU DRUG FEEDER
SHANNON RENEA PHILLPS HAUN   haunbears@charter.net
asheville, north carolina USA - Thu May 19 11:28:14 2005

Drugs, drugs,sex, sex, peer pressure is what took my son at the age of 19yrs, 5mo, 2days old oxycotins /morphine,raised by a very loving caring family, im glad where you are wes, with god resting in peace no more pressures of the world ,iread romans chapter7 verse7/30.this is what you lived in its up to god to do ,he wrapped his loving arms around you, and took you , you are much better off in heaven instead of demons like kendra a creson, that helped you get you where you are now -heaven rest in peace my son love mommy
SHANNON R PHILLPS -HAUN   haunbears@charter.net
asheville, north carolina USA - Thu May 19 10:56:39 2005

IN MEMORY OF MY SON WESLEY JAMES OSBORNE- HAUN WHAT A JOY YOU GAVE TO ME EACH DAY SON THE JOY OF MOTHERHOOD , MY WORRIES OF THE YOUTH OF PRESSSURES YOU HAVE TO GO THRU ON THIS EARTH YOU BUDDED ON EARTH BLOOMED IN HEAVEN, MOMMY, MEAGHANN, TJ MISSES YOU SO MUCH PLEASE WAIT THERE IN HEAVEN WELL MEET AGAIN VERY SOON LOVE MOMMY
SHANNON RENEA HAUN   haunbears@charter.net
asheville, north carolina USA - Thu May 19 10:45:30 2005

This is to my Dad "Willie". I still think of you everyday and in everything I do. I know my kids miss you and I wish there were times when you can be here. It hasn't been a year and I feel that it is still a bad dream and I'll wake up and the phone would ring asking me if I need anything. I Love you and always will
Samantha Alicea   s_alicea@hotmail.com
Bronx, New York USA - Thu May 19 10:43:17 2005

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On December 2,2004 a wonderful woman, VALARIE RENEE KLINGKAMER/GONZALAS, left us to be with her father and creater GOD. I just wanted to leave this little note in rememberance of her life and all she has done for everyone it . Not a day goes by I don't think about you Val. We all love you & miss you very much! I hope to see you again. Watch over us in all we do in life,guide us and help us. Love Always and Forever your daughter in law Jennifer Klingkamer,son Dustin and Granddaughter Lizzy. XOXO's
Jennifer Klingkamer   KlingRider25@AOL.com
Quartz Hill, California USA - Mon May 16 11:10:45 2005

REST IN PEACE SAKA PAUL TEVAGA 17.3.81-5.1.97
RIKI SILA
Auckland, New Zealand - Thu May 12 03:42:03 2005

Hey Saka..sup dude! hope all is well with you! I still reminace on the times you used to come over and borrow my Starter Jacket, then my Nike shoes, i will never forget that night you came over and borrowed my Nike Shoes, that look on your face and that awesome smile I will never forget when you said thans Cuz!, who would know that was the last time i would ever see you alive..its funny aye Cuz!, life is a like a game of dice, you just dont know when your time is up?, i guess we should cherish life, cause you only live once..dont worry your parents are sweet and family..im off to the UK on my OE in the next month or so..im doing good here! I know I will see you one day cuz!..for now I say goodnight cuz and dont forget to get up early and take the rubbish down the drive...much love..Ricardo
RIKI SILA   rico1_9@hotmail.com
Auckland, New Zealand - Thu May 12 03:36:10 2005

Loren, we will always miss you. You lived a short sweet life and enriched all those who met you. We will always love Sooty despite what she did to you. Always in our hearts.
Loren's friends
Ashburton, New Zealand - Thu May 12 01:09:53 2005

grandpa we all love you im moving to arkansa and i hope thats wat youd want me to do
sarah
USA - Wed May 11 18:09:13 2005

Daddy Your Babby will Gratulate with all kind of awards& scarlchips if you can be their that is the day I want you to come back for.
Well daddy I love you
Linda
linda hansen   neblinda@hotmail.com
beatrice, nebr USA - Tue May 10 13:54:44 2005

this is to my mom she died feb 3 2001 and i miss her so much theres not a day goes by that i dont think of u.... i wish u could be here monicas getting ready to gradurate and shes turning 18 next month i sure wish u was here we all miss u so much... i love u with all my heart...
gerina owens   blueeyes24256@yahoo.com
haysi, va USA - Mon May 9 11:54:02 2005

in memory om my dear mum
MARGARET MANNION 6-5-46 - 24-1-2004
Today its your birthday and i which you were here,it only seems like yesterday when you fell asleep.I miss and think about you everyday and always willxxxx nik
nikki mannion   n,manning 2 @ntlworld.com
huddersfield, uk - Fri May 6 06:18:25 2005

in memory om my dear mum
MARGARET MANNION 6-5-46 - 24-1-2004
Today its your birthday and i which you were here,it only seems like yesterday when you fell asleep.I miss and think about you everyday and always willxxxx nik
nikki mannion   n,manning 2 @ntlworld.com
huddersfield, uk - Fri May 6 06:18:09 2005

NANCY & FLOYD HALEY
SHERIDAN, ARKANSAS USA - Wed May 4 07:23:32 2005


jepal, USA - Wed May 4 03:38:38 2005

Daddy I have not been to see you for a while.I am so sorry.Things have real bad here .If you were hter it would be diffrent.I wount tell you you are happy.You havent been to see me lately .But I know you come. there are signs I allys feel better I know you were here.I love you Please come soon I need you daddy.


To Daddy Don Smith(Oscar The Grouch)
I Love you Daddy .
LINDA
linda   neblinda@hotmail.com
beatrice, nebraska USA - Mon May 2 10:50:52 2005

Nguyen Anh Thu   autwithheart@yahoo.com
Hanoi, Vietnam - Mon May 2 00:38:26 2005

R.I.P
Chelsea Gillespie~We love and miss you!
Amanda   afosh@msn.com
Stevenson, AL USA - Fri Apr 29 21:02:13 2005

On April 9, 2001 was going ok for me unitl I got home then my mom told my dad had passed way I cryed for days it been 3 years sences hes been gone but i still think about him all the time
RIP VINCENT CHARLES AKA CHOPS

Dee   Baby_j922
Eagle Butte, South Dakota USA - Thu Apr 28 10:51:21 2005

Thank you. You have created a beautiful site with many touching tributes that are keeping the memory of our loved ones alive.
Ann
USA - Tue Apr 26 17:46:40 2005

We miss you uncle gorden i wish i could have seen you before that had to happen
we love you so much
love always nicole
nicole autry   beach_babe1468@yahoo.com
aumsville, or USA - Mon Apr 25 11:53:27 2005

Hi Mom. It's me again. I forgot to tell you that I am graduating on June 4 with my BS Degree! I am so excited and I know you would have been also. Education was so important to you for me to get. Kyle is going to be in the 7th grade next year. Junior High! I feel like I still need to hold him...can't believe he is so grown up. He is taller than me now. He picks me up! :) He definately took after dad with his height and I took after you with mine. I bet you can't believe that I am 23 years old now. I saw your old boss the other night and it brought back so many memories. I have not seen him since you have been gone. I just wanted to let you know that I love you and I miss you. Kyle and dad do as well. I love you mom.

Debbie Thibodaux October 21, 1958-January 11, 2000
Krista Larson   kristalarsonedu@hotmail.com
Willis, TX USA - Mon Apr 25 09:36:34 2005

IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY MOTHER, DEBBIE THIBODAUX.

Mommy, I miss you so much. I wish you could have seen me graduate high school...get married...and all of the other special things that have happened to me over the last five years. I was 3 weeks shy of being 18 years old...and Kyle had just turned 7 the day before you passed away. Some things just aren't fair. I picked up your medical records from the hospital this week and read over them. I just don't understand how you could leave us so fast. You were only 41. Dad is doing okay and Kyle is growing up so much...12 years old now!! I wish I had told you so much more before you left us...but I know that you know how much I love you. I love you and miss you and can't wait until I reunite with you. That will be the best day of my life!! My love, hugs, and kisses go out to you.
Krista Larson   kristalarsonedu@hotmail.com
Willis, TX USA - Sat Apr 23 12:27:09 2005

November 17,2001 was the worst day of my life....
I lost my beautiful daughter Natashis Lynn Fears.
I LUV you sweetheart, my life will never be the same without you. It's to bad the parents of the kids that killed my daughter aren't feeling this pain......I hate them...FOREVER- abby boyer and joe saunders jr. may you both rot in hell!!!!!!!
Annette Fears   kingstonk12.mo.us
Cadet, MO USA - Wed Apr 20 11:17:11 2005

daddy i wish i could hug u for all the sacrifices u`ve made just so we`d have a better life.. for all the happiness u spread.. god.. u were perfect.. i guess jesus deserves complete perfection , i dont blame him for stealing u away.
im ur little girl.. just not so little anymore.. i`ve grown, things change.. people come and go..but ur still there.. so far away
i tasted love daddy, these few years.. but that love i will never have coz of my selfishness, i wish i were more like u then i would have had the patience to make it work.. im so in love with him but.. i guess.. its over as it was 3 years ago
daddy.. im sorry i dont visit u too often,, i promise i`ll be over there this week coz i got a present for u :)
i love you a lot daddy.. and i will never ever think less about u.. ur always on my mind
the family is ok.. we have been blessed with an awesome sister-in-law , i hope u like her :)
i love you daddy.. i wish there was more time back then .. that i got to know u deeper..

ur little girl x0x0x
Melissa M.   bruised.pocahontas@gmail.com
Israel - Wed Apr 20 07:38:16 2005

its been ten years daddy.. im 16 now ... i love you, i still remember.. remember when mom was mad at me coz i didnt eat my supper but still u went out and got me that icecream i wanted :) u r so amazing daddy.. i remember u all the time, i wish someday.. someday soon i will be were u are..
i wish i told u that i loved u more often.. but i guess u knew.. i was ur lil` princess.. i remmeber how i used to wake up screaming from the monsters in my nightmares and u held me so tight with ur loving arms.. i love you so.. daddy i still have those nightmares.. but ur not there so i cry.. i miss u a lot, i just wish that in some way u get to hear this..
i wish u could hold me now and kiss me, i need u so much daddy
i guess god needed u more
im not that mad at God.. but i just wish i got more chances to be with u
u will always be my daddy, i hope i`ll always be ur lil` princess
i love you so

Melissa (Pocahontas)
Melissa   hunnygurl88@hotmail.com
USA - Wed Apr 20 06:18:11 2005


Restless Angels

When I hear this song in my head, Melissa Etheridge is singing it in a style somewhere between "I'm the Only One" and "Angels Would Fall" (What's that you say? Influences on this song from that one? Surely you jest) with maybe a bit of Sheryl Crow's "A Change Would Do You Good" tossed in for good measure. The melody in the chorus (the pieces with "restless angels" in them) is VERY similar to the chorus of that "tips of my fingers/I had your love but I let it slip away" song by John Hiatt, so similar that I was nearly depressed for two days after I first heard it. I've been trying off and on to create a MIDI file, but I can't figure out the guitar chords because I don't play it myself. (Grrrr.)

The lyrics may sound as though the song should be a duet, but it's supposed to be one person thinking from two angles. I didn't know how else to do it, and IMHO it's okay, but if you think otherwise, please tell me--this is basically a first draft.



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I couldn't sleep at the hour of whispers
So I took the chance and talked to you
I didn't know if any other spirit
Would have what I needed to get me through

Watch through the windows I don't leave open
And the glimpse you see will be too real
I took the chance that time would be forgiving
And now I've run out of things to feel

Crowned of the fools with a choice in the face of a world with the one or the other alone
Nothing to lose but the light of a face that for all that it shows doesn't want the world to know

Somewhere hiding back in the shadows
When the future was not destiny
Restless angels are watching over
From somewhere out in the stars we see

Lonely together, the reasons fluttered
In the breath I'd shape to stay alone
What would I change if I could have seen the future
And how would it be if I'd only known

Holding the peace of a void in the hand that would hold something more if the breath would allow
Life falls away with the touch of a hand to transcend all the walls without ever knowing how

Unrequited, a heart held together
By the pieces of a soul now gone
Restless angels, far from forever
Love may be over but the life goes on

No one else alive
Would dare to make the journey
No one else's eyes
Would see what task remained
Standing in the fire
That threatens now to burn me
I would give my life
To take away your pain

No one could hear, so I screamed my silence
And it echoed in the space you filled
I never dreamed that it could have been so perfect
And now I know that it never will

Chances that fall through the fingers of time leaving pain for the building to keep us in need
Finding the courage to reach for a time when the turn of the wheel lets us pay our debt in deed

Here inside it's harder than ever
To accept the past and just move on
Restless angels, far from forever
Love may be over but the life goes on.

amanda   amandakennedy2@wukomis.k12.ok.us
bison, oklahoma USA - Tue Apr 19 10:29:00 2005

hey mom its been 2 years yesterday i miss you always you were the one there when i didnt know my dad when you past i didnt beleive it was true but when i saw you in your casket laying there cold and i was shocked i stopped breathing for a little bit i thought about suicide but i couldnt do it i saw the pain when you past so i didnt want it for any one else for me doing that to my self that would have been my fault it was'nt your fault you had diabeties
amanda   amandakennedy2@wukomis.k12.ok.us
bison, oklahoma USA - Tue Apr 19 10:09:05 2005


USA - Mon Apr 18 17:42:38 2005

i would lik 2 let a very importent person rest in peace coz she was stabbed 2 death by and evile man it was in chichester and took place in Mc Donaldz on 16th of april 2005 we are all greving and all me mates new her y could any1 do this 2 da poor 57 year old women she used 2 give me loadz of toyz and bollons and iv non her since i was only 7 years old and now i am 13 years old and would jus like 2 say my good bye we will always remember u and u will always be in our hearts 4 ever and always and we will not forget u neverwe love u so R.I.P lots of love paige one of ur custormer xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ps.u left a lot of people who love u including me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
book   paige rundle
donno, donno uk - Mon Apr 18 13:20:20 2005

My darling Joe,
It has been some time since I have come here to write to you,I still find it very difficult,I find alot of things difficult without you here.I miss you still so very much and my heart aches for you everyday.It is so lonely without you!Shane is doing very well in school I know you are very proud of him.His 5th birthday is in a few more days and it is hard to believe he is 5 already.He misses his daddy so much too,he asked if he could get a rocket hat and shoes so he could fly up to see you!Your family is coming down to see him on his birthday and I was excited to hear that it will be nice to see them again....I haven't told Shane I am going to let it be a surprise!Nothing really new hear same old boring lonely life,trying to do the best I can each day.Well I am going to go for now just wanted to say I love you and miss you more than words could possiably ever say,
Kim & Shane
XOXOXO
Kim Giannini   kimba_408@hotmail.com
Blenheim, Ontario Canada - Sun Apr 17 07:33:31 2005

hey


USA - Sat Apr 16 23:02:25 2005

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MARIE BERTRAND   mregan0313@comcast.net
Billerica, Massachusetts USA - Sat Apr 16 11:49:38 2005

It's been 5 months, yet still seems like it was just yesterday we got that dreadful phone call. How could we ever know that someone who pleged his love to you could do something so evil and heartless! He may have taken you from us physically, but your spirit lives on in everyone who were so lucky to have known you. You will always be remembered when we see the lily of the valley poking their heads up after a long winters rest and when we watch the beautiful sunsets across the lake at Peggy's. We miss you so much, but know that you are with the loved ones who have gone on before you. We can only imagine the celebration when you were once again in the loving arms of your parents! We will all be together again one day, and pray that everything is all right and you are okay.
In rememberance of Susan M. McDonough
September 27, 1954 - November 6, 2004
Barb
Jackson, Michigan USA - Fri Apr 15 11:43:09 2005

thank you for allowing to share my heart & soul in rememberence for my family!!
connie sue burch   soniecue@sbcglobal.net
saintjoseph, missouri USA - Thu Apr 14 16:53:16 2005

shannon rock i miss you more then words can describe. i never knew how much i'd miss you til now and your only been gone 2weeks. you will always live on in my heart.
love kerrianne

tragically taken 4th april 2005
kerrianne   dighton_69@hotmail.com
springsure, qld australia - Wed Apr 13 23:32:40 2005

Mom, It's been almost 1 month since you passed away. Not a day goes by where I don't think of you. I know that you are in a better place now. I know that you are dancing with all the angels along with dad & kuya. I love you and miss you very much.
Sally   sallygirl63@aol.com
Lakewood, CA USA - Wed Apr 13 14:19:49 2005

I miss you so much Stephen. It's been 4 and a half years since you've been gone. I see you everytime I look at your little brother Dylan. He's so much like you sometimes I think it really is you!!! I still feel the pain of losing you like it happened yesterday. I would give anything to have you back. Mama's aren't suppose to bury their children. I love you so much baby!!! And we all miss you really bad!! Goodnight sweetheart.
angie smith   ams69_2003@yahoo.com
brunswick, ga USA - Tue Apr 12 16:24:02 2005

Hey Matt,
I miss you so much. I have a picture that I just found right on my computer table. It's a picture that Shannon (Jay Ryan's little sister) gave me. You were such a happy person, I don't know why this happened. Mom and I were cleaning out the garage and we found emails that you had written to Charlie and then the one that he wrote back to you when you had died. It was so sad. I can't explain how much I miss you. You meant so much to me and there is not a day that goes by that I dont think about you. It will be 3 years this august. :'( Ethan is so adoarable, I just wish that he got to know you as I did. You would have been such a great father. I love you so much
**Matthew Daniel Lis**
**1980-2002**
Je'nae   Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com
Chelmsford, Mass USA - Sun Apr 10 09:28:08 2005

Hey Daddy, It's not the same here without you. I'm just 20 years old, I need my dad here with me. I want so much to share my days with you again & just goofing off with you again. I miss you. Mom, & Jenn does too & everyone else. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you or miss you. Love you lots & miss you tons! ~Love, Jessica
Jessica   jmmiolen2@yahoo.com
Dalton, GA USA - Wed Apr 6 20:41:10 2005

To the Delena Jenson Shellnut Family: Darren I was so sad to hear of Delena's passing. Brian and Stacey Donham also send their sympathy and we all wanted you to know you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Kimberly (Randolph) Whitehead   kjmd020190@sbcglobal.net
East End, AR USA - Wed Apr 6 10:35:21 2005

ON APRIL 2:05,MY SPECIAL FRIEND DIED,HER NAME IS THELMA SAUL.WE DID EVERYTHING TOGETHER,WE LIKED ALL THE SAME THINGS/I NEVER HAD A FRIEND LIKE HER BEFORE,I THANK GOD FOR BLESSING ME WITH THE WONDERFUL TIMES WE SHARED.SHE WAS MY SISTER,MOM,.
FRIEND,AND RINNING BUDDY.SHE TRULY SHARED HER LIFE WITH ME.SHE WAS A CARING PERSON,SHE WOULD ALWAYS TELL ME I HAD BETTER TAKE CARE OF MY SELF AND WOULD FEED ME WHEN I WAS HUNGRY,ALL I HAD TO DO WAS CALL AND SAY I WILL TRULY MISS HER WELCOMING FACE, HER SHARING,HER HOUSPITALITY, MAKING ME A PART OF HER FAMILY.I ALL WAYS KNEW I WAS WELCOME.
THELMA YOU ARE GONE BUT NEVER WILL YOU BE FORGOTTEN IN MY HEART. YOUR FRIEND MRS NINA BELL
NINA NAZIRUDDIN   mubarak280@hotmail.com
TEXAS, HARRIS USA - Wed Apr 6 08:23:43 2005

Dan Boewe- It has been so long. I remember the last day I saw yu. Everybody misses u . I think about you all the time. Love, Savannah 12/6- 3/31
Savannah   kickn44@hotmail.com
Tamworth, New Hampshire USA - Wed Apr 6 07:49:09 2005

i just want to say, i miss you aunt Bee. I will always consider you my mom, not my aunt.I love you and miss you very much.I just wish i really knew the truth about your death,what really happened? Why were you driving so fast? I know your in heaven because I know I have seen you since then and you have beautiful wings. Why do I have the feeling you were being chased? Your son, Daniel John Davis. In memory of Beverly Carslile
danny   lildbitch010989
alexandria, louisiana USA - Wed Apr 6 04:20:58 2005

I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH MARCUS..I lOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH...RIP BABY...
JANELLE   JANELLESANTIAGO203@HOTMAIL.COM
MANCHESTER, NH USA - Sun Apr 3 14:32:29 2005

just testing this guestbook
robert   rob@btworld.com
london, UK - Sun Apr 3 05:44:41 2005

In memory of my mother Marilyn Lemon who passed away May 5, 2004.
Words cannot describe how much I miss you. It has been almost a year and it is hard to believe that that much time has gone by. I am so angry and so sad to have lost my mom at only 28. You were such a huge part of my life and the centre of our family. It is so unfair. Madison and Abby need their Grandma and I need my mom - my best friend. I know that you are still with us and watching over us everyday but it's not the same. Everything changed when we lost you. We love you and miss you so much.
Michelle Vokes   bmvokes@bmts.com
Tara, Ontario Canada - Sat Apr 2 09:27:15 2005


USA - Sat Apr 2 07:17:49 2005

Dear Mom, Dad & Pappy Lambert,
Tuesday a very dear man has come to stay with you. His name is Fred Warnick. Please help him to forgive is his self & his son. He is in great sorrow. Help him to free his spirit, for he is no longer in emotional termoil. He has left behind a lovely wife that we will all help get thru this loss. We all miss you guys very much. You are all loved by so many people. Be great guides to us all----Love You so Much---Mel
Melinda   briteyes296@yahoo.com
Romney, West Virginia USA - Thu Mar 31 22:31:03 2005

Tyler and Daniel,me and Paula miss you so much. I wish you would move back here.Everything has changed..We talk about you guys all the time! I hope you both think about us and keep us in your thoughts and prayers. We love you guys,
!~*Chipmunk and Kitty*~!
Brittany   Gothicpunk049@aol.com
Lake City, TN USA - Thu Mar 31 17:21:26 2005

tyler and daniel i miss you guys terribly. i love you guys so much. me and brittany think about you all the time we hope that you think of us
*~kitty and chipmunk~8
Paula Shepherd   toughchic@aol.com
lake city, tennessee USA - Thu Mar 31 10:31:57 2005

It was 7 years ago that we lost you Dan, all of our lives would have been different if you were still here with us. We all still remember you, miss you, and love you so much.
In loving memory of Daniel Edward Boewe. 12/6/82 - 3/31/98.

Kristen Berglund   berglun_kris@bentley.edu
Moultonborough, NH USA - Thu Mar 31 07:49:18 2005

Shockey, even tho you werent with us too long in this world, you will always be my boy. Your brother misses both you and Nefi, so does dad and I. I love, please look over Nefi, she was your sister too,even if not by blood. I love and miss you both, Love Mom
Mama   mama@ybercatz.com
Chales Town, West Virginia USA - Thu Mar 31 05:20:08 2005

Nefertiti, it has been one yr since I found you dead in the chair. I mis you so much, 10 and 1/2 was much too young to die. Im sure you are with Shockey, running around all happy. I miss you both so much, and I will never forget you my little girl. Love Mom
Mama   mama@ybercatz.com
charles town, WV USA - Thu Mar 31 05:17:02 2005

Its still so hard to believe that you are gone.I still find myself reaching for my phone wanting to call you.I know you are in a better place now,watching over me and alicia ,by the way i had the baby march 16 2005 Marcus Anthony..I miss you tons and I believe you were taken for a reason.You are and were an angel..kisses and hugs.I love you always. janelle..this is in memory of keith marcus watson .Died aug 2004
Janelle   janellesantiago203@hotmail.com
manchester, nh USA - Wed Mar 30 16:50:40 2005

Maw, the other day a whole bunch of us sat around the table and we were talking and reminiscing about all the good times we shared with you. We laughed, we cried, but on top of it all, it made us feel good. You are definitely missed. I'm sure you have noticed all the additions to the family, there are quite a few. I love you and I miss you! I'll never forget you! Watch over us and keep us safe!
Krystal
Louisiana USA - Wed Mar 30 14:05:34 2005

Gosh, I still am in shock.. Its just so hard to believe that you are gone so soon. The family had just talked to you on the phone minutes before the accident! "As day comes and night falls , for the rest of our lives well miss yall, even though life must gone on we still mourn while wishin yall were home!" lyrics by Kwan... Anthony and Betty Dietz..I Love yall and Miss yall, and You will ALWAYS be in my HEART...Kelly Nichols
Kelly   so0s3x1@aol.com
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Wed Mar 30 11:48:25 2005

My angel entered the gates of heaven on Aug. 10, 2002 at the age of 20. He was taken due to the violence in America. This is a wonderful site. I am so glad there is a place where people can remember those that they have loved and lost.
Carol   angelinmyheart20@lycos.com
Chicago, IL USA - Sun Mar 27 20:11:04 2005

Mom i miss you so much and it has been just a few days that god you away you are in my thoughts everyday i love you miss you and will see you when god tells me time to come home
Trisha Gray   swt4all@yahoo.com
white hall, il USA - Sun Mar 27 15:45:06 2005

In Loving Memory of my Mom & Dad on this very special Easter Sunday March 27, 2005. I miss you both so very much and always keep you close in my heart forever. Dad... Happy B-Day and hope you love the flowers I just got you. Also, love you Matthew and Mindi... God Bless and see you all in time. Jimmy....
Babybrat
Fresno, Ca USA - Fri Mar 25 14:42:33 2005

Hey Uncle Doug,
I miss u so much. I dont know wut im gonna do now that u are gone. Mitchel's girlfriend had her baby on Wednesday( 3-23-05) and Wednesday( 3-23-05) was Aunt Cynthia's (Sissy) birthday. Well I love u.
love always shayla ramsey
Shayla   trumpets_rock04
odenville, al USA - Fri Mar 25 11:28:45 2005

Shayla   trumpets_rock04
odenville, al USA - Fri Mar 25 11:25:34 2005

iv had a baby boy die dec 8th 2005 we miss him so much my heart goes out to you.
christine mueller   marie_lcs@yahoo.com
crystal city, mo USA - Thu Mar 24 14:39:28 2005

My grandfathers name was William B. Brown he is now burried at memorial Gardens. My grandmother and he were married for 55 years. In 1998 he died and it was the saddest time that our family had ever faced but it was a peacful ceremony and more importantly a way for my grand father to move on to a better place somtimes there are no words for the way that people feel when they loose somebody that they love and have known for there whole life but what we all have to understand is that they would still want us to be happy and move on with our lives.
Bless the loved ones that we have lost!!
Amanda Ann Hatcher   shimmer18@myway.com
louisville, kentucky USA - Thu Mar 24 13:58:22 2005

LORETTA MARIE AGATHA KINGSBURY MOM, I JUST WANT TO SAY HOW MUCH YOUR MISSED AND LOVED!THERE ISN'T A SINGLE DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK ABOUT YOU DEAR, AND PRAY TO GOD THAT YOUR HAPPY! HAPPY EASTER MOM, FOR HEAVEN MUST BE SO BEAUTIFUL, AND SO FULL OF LOVE, DON'T EVER LEAVE US YOUR CHILDREN! THE WORLD IS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU,MOM! EVEN THOUGH YOU'VE BEEN GONE 15 YRS., I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU AND MISSING YOU MY MOMMY! LYNN & MARIE & GARY XOXOXO
linda   linpoir@aol.com
charlestown, nh USA - Thu Mar 24 13:39:21 2005

hi
yosselim   none
virginia, usa USA - Thu Mar 24 08:18:25 2005

Dear Mom & Dad,
This has been such a bad year already and it's only March. Mom yu died in January this year & Dad you've been gone 4years in October. How could you both leave us? I'm wanting you to hold me again to smile again to be again but that's not gonna happen. Your grandkids are getting so be Chris is now 11yrs & Joey will be 2 in June I just wish you could see them. Today we will be laying my boss James "Pappy" Lambert to rest. If you guys could show him the ropes it would be great. I told him to tell you that I Love You & Miss you & that i'm sorry for being mad. Grandmom has been depressed but she's dealing I suppose. Kim & Shannon miss you too even though they will never admit it. Dad you will never know how much i've needed you. I have no one to walk me down the isle on my wedding day should that ever happen. I Love & miss you both take care of each other & Pappy too since he's new. I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH ------Melinda
Melinda   briteyes296@yahoo.com
Romney, West Virginia USA - Thu Mar 24 00:05:10 2005

Dear Pappy,
Today we will be laying you to rest. You will always be Loved & Missed dearly. I know that your at peace now & are no longer in pain. Thank You for being who you are. It's a shame we all can't have the heart that you have. To give so much of yourself, as you so often did is just one thing that we all love so very much about you. Tell my mother that I Love her & miss her dearly & that i'm sorry....Melinda
Melinda   briteyes296@yahoo.com
Romney, West Virginia USA - Wed Mar 23 23:47:53 2005

~*~*~Darrell E. Mooers~*~*~
*Aug.6,1937~Mar.23,1995*

Hey papa wow i dont know what to say. i just got off the phone with mommy and she told me that she did this memory thing for you yesterday. i cant believe it has been 10 years. i wish you could see me, amanda, and chris now. we have grown up so much. I'll be 20 in oct, amanda just turned 18 and chris will be 15 on the 5th of april. i was thinking about you a few days ago and i still remember the day that i found out. i will never forget walking into yours and grandmas house and you not being there. then mommy todd daddy and grandma telling me and the other two what happened. i swear everytime i see those houses that they cut in half and drive down the highway all i see is the reason you arent with me anymore! i have wished so many times that i would have been in the car with you and that i would have been there to grab the piece of paper so you could have watched the road and would have crashed. but sadly enough it doesnt work like that. omg, i swear right now i can remember so much about you that i know i wont in a few mintues...but thats just how it is. wow two years ago today was the last time i saw you, when i was in the hopsital. mommy said that she has never felt so close to loosing me as she did that day,which was the same day that 7 years before she had lost you, but i knew and so did she that you were there with me and that you wouldnt let God take me. i would do anything to see you again though. mom has told me about being in the hospital and you telling me to sing mommy happy birthday durning my cat scan. she misses you alot and her b-day is always a hard time for her seeing that you died 4 days before it and with grandma being back in ohio it seems to get hard for her at times. i dunno how she does it. you truely had an amazing daughter. and as for your son, uncle todd is doing well to. grandma and him are finally talking again and are close. i dont get to see him alot but everytime i do he still reminds me of you. i guess im just telling you everything that you already know, seeing that you have been watching us that passed 10 years. papa i miss you so much and i miss being a little girl and climbing on the rocks with you and the killer slide park...i miss you so much! thanks for keeping everyone else safe and together...i love you and will see you again someday...but until then...kiss kiss kiss!!!!! yeppers that was 3 in a row. i love you papa! xxxooo love you always papa xxxooo,
your little princess Jenna!
jenny   roxy_gurl0016@hotmail.com
brookpark, oh USA - Wed Mar 23 16:11:27 2005

Darrell Mooers, I miss you and think of you often. Tomorrow will be 10 years since you were killed in the accident. The grandchildren miss you and so do I. I love you and know you watch over us each and every day.
Love Holly
Holly   forward2holly@msn.com
elyria, oh USA - Tue Mar 22 15:00:10 2005

Mom, This morning has been a hard one!! I find myself thinking of you constantly and still trying to understand why cancer had to take you away from 3 children that still need you so so so much.

I miss you beyond belief and what I wouldn't give to be able to hear your voice again. To be able to hold your hand again. I try so hard to remember everything the way it was before you went away, but sometimes its hard. But I hope you know I'll never forget your wonderful spirit. The way you always put your children first!! The way you always brought me up when I was down!! :) God, how I could use you now!!

I hurt so much inside that you only got such a short amount of time with Tyler and Brooke. You always lit up whenever ever they were around. I'm thankful for the 5 short years they had with you. You made up for a liftime in that little amount of time. They will never forget you!!

We all love and miss you so much!!

Love your daughter forever,
Amy
Amy Beathe-Miller   jm0478@sccoast.net
Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Mon Mar 21 08:48:14 2005

Uncle Richard "Butch" hey there in July it will be 3 years.. the longest 3 years of my life.. u died mom and dad got a divorse then my best friends parents gettin a divorse my best friends dad,step mom and grandpa died and my other friends mom died... theres so much time on my hands this week being spring break.. i have been thinkin more and more about u i miss you and ur corny jokes I wish u were here to watch ur lil son grow up into a wounderful young man. I already see you in him sometimes i wounder how life would be if u were here if my mom and dad would still be together. I miss my go to guy who let me stay there whenever. I will take care of ur son dearly he will be like my lil brother i never had!~ well i just wanted to say hi and i hope you watch down and protect us all... i love you and miss u ur neice..._!Kolleen!_
P.S. Renee(ur sis my mom), Jenny,Megan,Denise(my sis's), Grandma and papa (ur parents),ur son Travis ur brother and sister David and Teri, Alison,Little George(5),Jamie,ME! everyone down where u work and everyone who knew u and all the rest of the family... MISS YOU TONS! and love u!BYEBYE 4 now!
Kolleen Goedde   goedde_2008@hotmail.com
Indiana USA - Sun Mar 20 18:41:24 2005

hrvoje   nemam
visoko, bosna i hercegovina USA - Fri Mar 18 04:59:20 2005

Rest In Peace Peti Kirk Mase
22 March 1974 - 21 February 2005

Miss You and Love You Heaps
Tia Family


Aukilani, Manurewa New Zealand - Thu Mar 17 18:29:52 2005

In Loving Memory of Peti Kirk Mase
22 March 1974 - 21 February 2005

USA - Thu Mar 17 18:27:57 2005

Mom, I miss you with all my heart. I just wish you could come back but I know you cant. My life sucks without you. Love Always Your Daughter Debi
Debi Fry   debifry399@hotmail.com
Peru, Indiana USA - Thu Mar 17 10:54:43 2005

I love you mommy, and i miss you so much!
Debi Fry   debifry399@hotmail.com
Lucerne, Indiana USA - Thu Mar 17 10:45:57 2005

Dear,daddy just wanted to let you Know that you are thought about every day and that I will never forget you.Love your little angel Keara
Keara Lynette Lael Lindsey   Dany@hot.rr.com
Copperas Cove, Tx USA - Tue Mar 15 23:15:23 2005

In Loving Memory of Peti Kirk Mase

Hi Cuz,
It's so hard to believe you are gone, I wish you were still here, even just for one more day. I know you suffered while you were still with us so I hope that God has taken the pain away and you are in a better place. Everyday we think of you, we love you and miss you. We will meet again one day. Lots of Love Santina Tia
Santina Tia   santina.tia@fitec.org.nz
auckland, New Zealand - Tue Mar 15 14:13:01 2005

My MOM has been gone for 2 1/2 months, how do you get over losing your mom. She lived with me and when I go by her room, I can close my eyes and smell her, that sweet smell. I am hurting so bad, I miss her so much. I know she's in heaven but it hurts so much. I love you mama.
mary   mary102050@charter.net
gainesville, ga USA - Mon Mar 14 20:21:24 2005

Matt, My Friend Just Sent Me A Quote She Found By My Favorite Singers....I Thought Of You Right Away..

"When the people we love are stolen away from us, the only way to have them life on isto never stop loving." -Taylor Hanson-

Love You, And Miss You!
Je'nae   Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com
Chelmsford, Ma USA - Mon Mar 14 19:11:59 2005


USA - Sun Mar 13 06:26:38 2005

Ale ti amo davvero tanto!!! spero ke nulla ci divida mai! un bacio! :*
Oriana   arykel@aliceposta.it
Sanremo (IM), Italia - Sun Mar 13 02:53:22 2005

I woke early this morning and the earliest memories I have of you, Vance Garret Lubahn, is out at the farm.
I miss and Love you
Brett G Lubahn
Brett G Lubahn   bg8916042859@hotmail.com
Omak, WA USA - Fri Mar 11 09:20:15 2005

Amber, I wish you knew how much I love you. Not a day goes by that don't think about you or miss you
Daniel
W.Covina, California USA - Wed Mar 9 11:06:14 2005


Old Man, I miss you already. I love the Barbie car and I don't think it was wierd at all. I got it. I am glad you can breathe now. I hope that you can mend your relationship with your son. I hope you know how much I love you, I don't think I even did. Moesha will miss you too.

Emily   emrosscar@yahoo.com
Kannapolis, NC USA - Mon Mar 7 13:28:57 2005

Dear Tia, you were a wonderful mother and a great friend. We grew up together as kids and I'll never forget you. I wrote you a little peom."Your an angel now" Your a beatiful angel now, you will fly up high, you will watch over me, and wipe the tears from my eyes. You will never experience pain,and you will be filled with joy, god will take care of you, and your two little boys. I will always remember you. I'll see you when I get to heaven.. Love Always,Jennifer Ellis March 6, 2005
Jennifer Ellis
Springfield, TN USA - Sun Mar 6 15:55:56 2005

   Tia Vinson
USA - Sun Mar 6 15:30:19 2005


severn, md USA - Thu Mar 3 07:19:05 2005

Hi Princess Angle (Patti Lakernick)

How are you doing my little Sweat Pea...Its Momma... I miss you every day more and more I try hard not to be sad...Its very hard...I know your in a much better Place... I really do...But I long for the day when we are back together again...I really hope its soon really soon..I am going to make you a web page well I am getting help... I should of let you teach me... I was going to...I didnt I thought you would of just done it and suprised me.... Oh my little Princess... How we all miss you... Life is just not the same... Don't worry your still my favorite and always will be my first born and favorite 13 year old forever... Its not fair well I know your busy I will go now love you forever and ever...

Mom
Mel   ImoCoolChickey@yahoo.com
PA USA - Tue Mar 1 03:39:05 2005

hi nat i miss you loads it is your memory on the 5th and i cant stop thinking ov u merry christmas since i could not tell u b4 hand speak to you later bye chick love shontelle and stacey xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
shontelle   shontelleroutledge@hotmail.co.uk
Newcastle Upon Tyne, uk - Mon Feb 28 10:53:31 2005

Dear Sister,
Charlene Blaser Weynand.
Murdered 12 July 1976
We still miss you everyday.
Faith Rouse   UNJIVERSE989876765@msn.com
Ogden, Utah USA - Thu Feb 24 17:30:00 2005

Mommy (Nanny) and Daddy (Grandpa),
We all miss you so much. Life will never be the same without you. We will never forget the fun times we had and how funny you were. Everyone loved you. Your beautiful grandaughters will never forget the fun games, guessing the lucky number, or the dark game. Some people never get to experience what we had in their lifetime. We wish you could be here with us, but at least you are together now.
For everything you've done and given to your children and granchildren, THANKS.
With all of our love, Helen, Robert, Donna, Becky, Kimmy, Julie, Sarah, and Yasmin

Helen Kavanagh   helens89@hotmail.com
Selden, New York USA - Wed Feb 23 18:20:14 2005

In Loving Memory of Joseph P. Saiger III.
My brother Joey died May 16, 2004 suddenly from an Aneurism in his heart. He was my only sibbling and the best on that anyone could have. I miss him more than words can say. I know he is watching over me and the rest of our family. I just want him to know that we all love and miss him very much. Your departure was WAY to early but I know you are still with us in spirit. Keep watch over AJ and the rest of us. I will make sure he always remembers who his uncle joey is. I love you Joey!!!
Your loving sister
Gina
Gina   gmsaiger@creativepsi.com
Chicago, IL USA - Wed Feb 23 09:25:21 2005

To my cousins in CA, Sorry for the lost of Dorothy Louise Ward, It's been hard past year and I wish you all the best luck in 2005. Here's my website to find more interesting things about the family.

Hope is well. from your Cousin, Michael
Michael Leon Wiest   Michael_w55313@yaho.com
Buffalo, Minnesota USA - Sun Feb 20 15:22:40 2005

angie! i wish i would of known you , you would of been a great sister i bet . i feel like theres something missing in my family and its you . i wish i would of met you just once . you were only 3 months old , and at which was at that a very tragic moment. i miss you dearly , eventhough i didnt know you , your still in my heart and i only wish you were here till this day , you would be nearly 18 now , just old enough to get a new car, a job , and graduate school. i hope to meet you some day . i would of took my life for yours any day . did you know your an aunty , to 2 boys , your sister jenn had 2 kids , there names are Owen, who is 6 now, and Teagan who is just over one . i just want you to know everyone misses you till this day , even mom and dad have break downs every once and a while.

your sister , Tamara

skata_tam@hotmail.com

vancouver, b.c canada - Sat Feb 19 21:18:25 2005

im sorry about you child , that must hurt alot , i couldnt imagine loosing my nephews

vancouver, b.c canada - Sat Feb 19 21:11:43 2005

In Loving Memory of Tiso Sauni 08/01/84-08/02/04

Just want you to know that although you are gone, thoughts of you will forever be in our minds and the wonderful memories of you will live in our hearts forever. It's so hard to believe that you are not here anymore, your family and friends miss you so much. I hope that you are in a safe and happy place and you are looking down on us. We love you and miss you always.
Santina Tia   santina.tia@fitec.org.nz
Aukilani, Otara New Zealand - Wed Feb 16 17:20:21 2005

Santina Tia   santina.tia@fitec.org.nz
Aukilani, Otara New Zealand - Wed Feb 16 17:10:21 2005

dear grandpa you were like my best friend and then you left me i hope all is well up in heaven i can't wait to see you again there is great respect to you from all the members of our family i hope your proud of that!


IN LOVING MEMORY OF FLOYD DEAN HISER

fallen fire fighter died onjuly 6
sarah
USA - Tue Feb 15 18:00:06 2005

hey dad you have been gone for 12 years and i miss you dearly i still wonder why you had to go and shoot yourself. I don't think that you thought about me or mom before you pulled that trigger. I love you so much and i wish that i could have gotten to know you but you did not give me a chance since i was only two when it happened i don't remember you and that hurts me. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH
your daughter chasity
chasity   crush426@hotmail.com
searcy, AR USA - Tue Feb 15 16:01:33 2005

My dearest Little Brother...Tommy! To say I miss you is an understatement. Life without you is so much harder than I could have ever imagined. My heart holds so much pain and sorrow for we are without you now. You now have a new niece, Megan, who will never have known you, which tears me up inside. I just wish that people knew you the way I did, the soft, sensitive and kind human being you were, but you hid it so well and I will never understand why. No matter what, Good, Bad or Indifferent - you are my Little Brother and I Love You just the same.
Love Always and Forever - Your Big Sister!
Miryana Zablonski   4mzs@centurytel.net
Lake St. Louis, Missouri USA - Tue Feb 15 08:58:37 2005

Book of Remembrance. My heart is remembering my infant sons, my mother, my grandmother, my first-date and my lawyer.
Galilee Mills   galilee79@hotmail.com
Lewisburg, TN USA - Mon Feb 14 21:26:33 2005

Mommy (Nanny)and Daddy (Grandpa), we all miss you so much. Life will never be the same without you.
We will never forget the fun times we had and how funny you were. Everyone loved you. Your beautiful grandaughters will never forget the fun games, guessing the lucky number, or the dark game. Some kids never get to experience what we had in their lifetime. We wish you could be here with us, but at least you guys are together now. For everything you've done and given to your children and grandchildren, THANKS.
With all of our love, Helen, Robert, Donna, Becky, Kimmy, Julie, Sarah, and Yasmin
Helen Kavanagh   helens89@hotmail.com
Selden, New York USA - Thu Feb 10 08:38:02 2005

i would just like to wish my mom freda janet mcdonald who passed away july 29,1992 to breast cancer a very happy birthday in heaven. i love you very much mama, and someday we will be together again.
melody joan goodman   lmgoodman@earthlink.net
meadowview, virginia USA - Thu Feb 10 07:20:56 2005

To Mike
Guess its been 4 years since your passing but I just found out. Miss your mischeivious smile. You are in a better place with no suffering.We ran into each other a few times before I left ottawa but I knew we were destined for other people not each other. We remained friends till we loost contact. Its hard to believe your gone. Wait to welcome me at the gates when its my turn. We lived so reckless back then in the 80's without thinking of the consequences, our HEALTH! We both have children. Mine all have brown hair just like me and their DAD's blue eyes. Bet yours are blond hair and blue eyed just like you. Its too bad that they will have to miss out on growing older with us by their side. I want to thank you for doing time which kept me free. Sorry I didn't wait for you but we both know we turned out better being apart. I met my destiny and the love of my life, you seen him waiting for me to get off work, that was the last time I saw you. We had 2 boys and a girl. I remember you saying you were waiting for a child to be born and how happy you looked. Got to go to bed. Maybe you'll see me in my dreams.
Your friend Nicky
Nicky Hicks nee Gauthier   chippi682002@netscape.ca
Sault Ste Marie, ON Canada - Wed Feb 9 00:23:32 2005

Hi Grammy, I'm at school right now, I'm heading for class. I got all B's last semester. I have a 2.9 GPA. :-D. I think about you alot, especially when mom says something or has a facial expression that looks just like you. I love you Gram!
Je'nae   Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com
Chelmsford, Ma USA - Mon Feb 7 09:19:29 2005

Matt, once again I found myself crying last night because of you. I had to write a paper for my english class. A story/event that I vividly remember in my life. Of course it was the day that I found out that you died. I had to write it out word for word. Bringing myself back to that day, was very hard. Hearing my mom say, "Matt Lis died" was probably the 3 most painful words I have ever heard in my life. I dont know what to do Matt, I miss you so much, and lately I find myself crying even more. I can't take it anymore, I need you here!! MATTY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!
Je'nae   Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com
Chelmsford, Ma USA - Fri Feb 4 09:14:49 2005

To~ MATTHEW MOORBY
and
TEO RODRIGUEZ~
i don't know what it is... but for the last few days i keep thinking about you Matthew, and Teo also. Once you enter my mind i'm stuck on you for days at least.
My heart constantly screams for justice. CONSTANTLY.
What's worse than the pain of having three people all different years, all under the age of 23 die of unnatuaral causes??? Two murders, one suicide... What's worse? the fact that your injustice may never rest!!! that's what's worse! i live in fear all of the time that your unsolved murders will die when your families die, and when i die. and that will be that. Yeah, it's true... those killers will have judgement day, but i don't believe the choice they make to live their whole life unpunished will be forgiven when they are judged. how selfish they are. Living life after taking someone else's... living day to day... eating, sleeping, breathing.
It's so sad. there are people who know out there. if it was me who knew, Matthew and Teo, if it were me who knew... i would spend my last breath finding proof and turning it in to the investigators or whoever. i think there are lots of people who know. it's torture to know that someone knows. it's so painful.

I don't have the dreams anymore... not even dreams of Jeremy. No more dreams. the last time was a few months ago, i dreampt of you Teo... that we were chillin like the old days. That's the kinda dream i'd love to stay in for a week ya know.. lol.. i miss you guys... SO much!

MATTHEW MOORBY~ Fresno Ca. died in 1996... 2 year old child.. turned up missing on Feb 6th, body found on Feb 8th.. :( .. you are NEVER forgotten!

TEO RODRIGUEZ~ Fresno, Ca. died in 2002... shot in the head while standing on the front steps of his own home by unknown men who walked into the street in front of Teo's house. his best friend Eric held him and had to see him bleed. I miss you man. you were a great friend. :( .. you are never forgotten.

JEREMY CARDOZA~ Fresno, CA... died in 1999. you were my best friend. i love you man. it's between you and God.


There's nothing i can do. but i have learned over the years that the most important thing is to express how important the people i love are to me. Nothing is worse than the torture caused by not telling them. i'm 25 years old. i have a lot of living left to do.. but after all my loss, i believe that i can not really assume that my life will be as long as i've always thought it would be. lol.


LOVE and PEACE to all who have lost.
Lynda   lyndaleah2004@yahoo.com
Fresno, CA USA - Wed Feb 2 18:04:32 2005

Mom, thank you for coming to me in my dreams last night. I needed you so much and I know now that you really do hear me when I talk to you at night!! Thank you!! You have given me such peace!!

I love you Mom!! Missing you!!

Amy
Amy Beathe-Miller   jm0478@sccoast.net
Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Tue Feb 1 05:01:05 2005

Mom, every thought of you still brings me to tears. I don't think I'll ever get over losing you. I feel robbed of a lifetime of memories because I only had my mom for 29 short years before Cancer took you from me. I go through so many emotions every day. First I'm mad at the world because God took you away, then I'm sad that things will never be the way they were before, then I'm happy that your pain is finally over, but more than anything I'm hurting. I'm missing you so much!! I know you would know that. We had the best relationship and you always knew everything. I know you don't want me to be hurting because you're gone but I don't know how to do that. I need to hear your voice and be able to talk to you. I wish I knew you heard me when I talked to you at night. I love you Mom!! I Miss You more than anybody would ever understand!! Theres a huge hole in my heart!!

I love You Mom!!
Amy
Amy   jm0478@sccoast.net
Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Mon Jan 31 14:12:41 2005

JUST ANOTHER DAY GOING BY AGAIN !! ANOTHER YEAR !!! I MISS YOU JP SO MUCH!!!
LOVE MOM XOXOXO
Lisa
windsor, Canada - Mon Jan 31 04:01:51 2005

TO ANYONE EVIL ENOUGH TO USE A SIGHT LIKE THIS TO ADVERTISE, I HOPE YOU KNOW WHERE YOUR HEART IS. I HOPE YOU DO NOT EXPECT PITTY WHEN YOU LOOSE SOMEONE YOURSELF.
L   noneaya!
pain, love USA - Sun Jan 30 21:27:29 2005

TEO RODRIGUEZ~ hey there! i ran across the article from the day you were killed today. it was published March 29, 2002.. so almost 3 years now. i cried a lot. i miss you so much, and i think it'll only get worse when i move back to Fresno this June. i was there in July and went to see your grave, but could not find the cemetary. it was very difficult for me to deal with. but i will! i'll find it within a week of when i move back. i'll call around and find it. then i'll be there to visit you. you know i will! i miss you. you'd be 26 now. We'd still be friends ya know!

JEREMY CARDOZA~ hey germy! lol.. i miss the heck outta ya! i still can picture your face and the way you'd try to look tough and not smile when you'd come to meet me at Hoover at the end of the school day. almost 10 years ago. i don't know how i can still see your face, cuz i'm realizing how very difficult it is to picture the faces of others who i loved that are gone. Anyways. i DID go to your grave in July. of course i remember that one. i've been so many times. i brought Jon Kelley along again. i think he was glad he was able to finally go again. But it was very difficult again to see that you have no head stone. hard to even find your grave again with only the little plastic marker there.. and there aren't even any words on it anymore. all washed off by the rain and time. i don't know why your family never finished paying. i don't understand. i'd do it myself if i could. i think when i go back home i'll contact people who want you to have a stone... and we'll try to figure it out. it's just not right. i miss you buddy! you'd be 26 now also. Still young. things would be better for you had you stayed! i know it! i'm sorry.

MATTHEW MOORBY~ how i loose track of time! i don't even know how old you'd be now. i can't remember. i was 16 when u died i think, and you were only 2 years old. Now i'm 25. Next month will be the anniversary of your death. i guess you'd be 11? i thought older than that. i don't know. anyways, i still know you are at peace. i heard about you mommy. she's in a bad place in her life now. i pray for her. i haven't talked to her in so long, i wish i knew she was ok... but i don't think she is. i bet she misses you. i bet lots of people do. i know i do baby! you were so perfect. just a cute little dude! you are so happy now. you always were. i miss you Matthew.

... and tears roll down my cheeks as hard as it may be... and numb i am to all my loss, cuz no loss matches the loss of those i loved... but happy you are, i know, above... and happy i am to have had your love...

i know how it feels
i'm sorry to all who have lost someone.

HUGS
Lynda Cadillac   lyndaleah2004@yahoo.com
Freson, Ca USA - Sun Jan 30 21:25:16 2005

Dearest Deen. Well it has been eight sad mounths since you left us it seem like forever. We are all having a very hard time axcepting the fact that you are never comming home again.Life with out you is so lonley and i feel so empty with out you .But i will treasure the last night we shared together,forever and always in my heart.WE were so happy together that last night we had so much fun . Well my Darling Deen miss you always Love you Wife Karen xxxxxooooo
karen   Karen_lynn_cameron@HOTMAIL.COM
BRAMPTON, ONTARIO CANADA - Sun Jan 30 08:39:02 2005

*Matthew Daniel Lis*
Words can't describe how much I miss You. I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you. I love you sooo much, I wish things went differently, I wish I had told you this. You meant the world to me!

Je'nae   Jenaenae2003@yahoo.com
Chelmsford, MA USA - Thu Jan 27 21:54:39 2005

this is to my daddy: George Lawerence Ferriel

daddy,
i miss you so much and i keep reliving the nightmare of losing you. i have a poem for you:

You Killed Yourself and Didn't Think of Me

You killed yourself and didn't think of me.
I can't blame you for that, and yet I do,
For now your pain becomes my legacy.
What agony impelled you not to be?
I loved you-wasn't that enough for you?
You killed yourself and didn't think of me,

Nor saw through my eyes what you made me see,
Nor cared about my life when yours was through.
And now your pain becomes my legacy,

And I must fight to keep my sanity,
For what you did defines what must be true:
You killed yourself and didn't think of me.

I cannot think you did it selfishly;
So great a sacrifice leaves nothing due.
But now your pain becomes my legacy,

And I must sail across that bitter sea
That leaves no trace of joy or residue.
You killed yourself and didn't think of me,
So now your pain becomes my legacy.




daddy, you killed yourself and didnt think of me. did you expect me to not care? or not to cry the tears of shame and pain. sometimes when i see other kids with their daddy's, i hate you so much. there is so much we didnt get to share and experiences we didnt get to fullfill. daddy, i graduate may 20th 2005 and you arent going to be there. i know that it is harsh but you are in hell for killing yourself. you did the unthinkable and unforgivable sin. i love you daddy. until next time,

your loving daughter

rachel

Rachel   sk8r_69_05@yahoo.com
malvern, arkansas USA - Wed Jan 26 11:03:39 2005

Hey Mom! It seems like you've been gone an eternity. I'd trade anything in the world to have you back. I feel so lost without you. You wanted so badly to watch the kids grow up but cancer took you too soon. Tyler gets sweeter every day. He definitly makes not having you a little easier. He keeps me going when I can't understand how the world goes on while without you. Sometimes I think God sent him to us because he knew how much I'd need him when things got bad. He misses you so so so much. He still sleeps with the little red pillow that came from you house. Thank you for giving him a lifetime of memories in the 4 short years you had with him. He'll never forget you!! And neither will I!! I love you Mom!! Fly Free!!

Delores Beathe 7/11/52-5/25/03
Amy Beathe-Miller   jm0478@sccoast.net
Myrtle Beach, SC USA - Mon Jan 24 14:47:13 2005

A year ago today(Jan 20) I lost one of my best friends. I'll miss her forever.

I love you Codi n i'll never ever foget you. You'll be in my Heart always and forever.
Rachel   super_girl_484@hotmail.com
S'side, PEI Canada - Thu Jan 20 10:43:08 2005

LORETTA MARIE AGATHA LA CROIX KINGSBURY+

REST IN THE BELOVED HANDS OF OUR

LORD JESUS CHRIST, WHERE THERE IS NO

SUFFERING, NO MORE PAIN! OH! DEATH WHERE

IS THY STING? JESUS TOOK CARE OF


EVERY THING MOM! ILOVE YOU VERY MUCH

HOPE FIFI FRANCIS BENEDECT IS IN HEAVEN

WITH YOU, DEAR WITH ALL OUR LOVED ONES!


LOVE YOU MAMA, LYNN XOXOXOXOXO
LINDA EMALINE POIRIER   lynnpoir@aol.com
CHARLSTOWN, NH USA - Wed Jan 19 16:09:23 2005

On September 26,2004 [Sun.]I lost my cousin Harold. Harold was shot in the face by a 26 year old playing with a gun. It was an innocent tragic and an unecessary life taken. I'll never forget when the paramedics arrived and carried his body out on the stretcher with a black sheet covering. My last time in life actually seeing his body before organs become removed. Not only is Harold my cousin, he's my brother @ heart. This is the hardest experience I've ever been through in life. Harold, My Sweet Angel, I think of you every morning, every day, every night I pray before I close my eyes to pray. I carry you with me every where I go, everything I do, every time I pray, & every decision I make in life. I know that we'll always be together forever always in spirit. I'm confident that we shall meet again in heaven and hopefully we can have the good old days back. Until that day comes always remember I love you, I miss you, and no one can ever replace you or the precious memories given by GOD. I am fortunate to have known a beautiful person klike yourself. LOVE YOU & REST IN PEace. Ill see you soon MY SWEET ANGEL. LOVE, EBONY
Ebony Madison   sweetangelHarold1luv@hotmail.com
Houston, Texas USA - Tue Jan 18 10:45:49 2005

Hi Mom! I keep waiting to wake up from this horrible night